Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
im kinda mad at myself
he’s on break…..
tw.
why do people hurt others for pleasure, so they can feel better? bullies, parents, people you don’t even know.
:/
Replying here. @mytwistedsoul
You described it perfectly. lol. this is literally my routine and you’ve seen it 😂 I do this all the time 😅
it is so stupid… we literally all came to rainbow room and started telling this guy of how messed up that is. Then admin came and gave a warning, cleared the chat and started talking about light hearted stuff (it's a support room?)
My friend didn't do anything… except took it seriously when that person said he didn’t belong anywhere 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers 😁 Hey there's nothing wrong with taking a step or two back if you need it. I hope we didn't make you feel pressured into staying. I mean - I'm glad you're here ya know? I would really miss you but if it's a matter of doing what's best for you - choose you ok? Just want you to know that 💙
Ouch 😬 I feel for your friend. Depending on where he was in his head at the moment being told that can really hurt. *smh* That sounds about right - that's how they handle everything and it's stupid and ineffective. I mean I know they can only do so much but there has to be a better way to handle these things. Was this a newer person or someone that your friend had problems with before?
@mytwistedsoul nah. it’s okay. Most of the time i left it was because of the instinct to isolate myself. :') or just some thoughts. lol 🤪
Sometimes people say similar hurtful things to us irl and it just hurts a lot when you come on here and they say the same thing. In our minds it feels like it’s being “confirmed.” :/
Yeah… offering their PMs at least would be nice. I mean they wouldn't mute the people who didn't do anything if they knew what was going on, right? Idk maybe they would. conflict doesn't go away when you stop talking about it and ignore it… sometimes silence is a part of conflict.
Idk soul sometimes i wonder if they actually care here. most people don't have to pay for this site unless adults doing it for therapy but idk if they actually care about us opening up. this place seems to favour positivity more even if it's fake and forced sometimes
I don't know who that dude was. I hope he got muted too. my friend was muted for some stupid nonexistent reason.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You're right. It does feel like it's confirmed and often that messes you up even worse
Hope ur ok ni 😕
@DarkerPlaces i'm tired…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
@unassumingEyes ❤️
i'm glad you didn't have to leave. ❤️ *hugs if okay*
i don't want to visit anybody new irl anymore. yesterday was enough.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
It is okie to not want to meet new people irl, Nii 🌙🥧 🥺
were they yesterday's people not nice?
*hugs if okie 🥺🥧🌙🌈🧸*
@VictoriaLove7
no, they seemed nice i suppose. it’s kinda…. complicated. 🤪 *hugs*
no…..
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Is Nii 🌙🥧🥺 okie?
(Nii 🌙🥧 not sleepy 😴 🌙🥧 yet?)
@VictoriaLove7 mhm.
im real on edge
it's june 15th. in one month, my brother will be away on the side of the world