Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
..on cups, i mean.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You have to do what feels right for you 💙 we'll be here for you when you return
@mytwistedsoul
mhm 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
rainbow bear 🌈🧸 also be here, Nii 🌙🥧🥺
@VictoriaLove7
💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'll probably be here whenever you come back.
@slowdecline48
💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers we’ll all wait for you if you do love ❤️
@unassumingEyes
im not sure if i will but, mhm, thank you 💜
Anyone here?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
helo🩷 <3
@yyeyiiLy
hello 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you doing oki ? ^^
@yyeyiiLy
mm, mhm. wbu?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
..for the most part <3
@yyeyiiLy
*offers hugs*
(it’s nice to meet you 💜)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you 💓
(it’s nice to meet you too :3 )
@yyeyiiLy
💜
(me: *literally doesn’t know how to have conversations*)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hmm you don't always have to have something to say ^^ (*totally not struggling to carry a conversation*)
i've seen you aruond forum land :0 you literally seem so nice-
@yyeyiiLy
hehe i guess so. 💜
aww 💜 that’s a v sweet thing to say 💜 you seem nice too 💜 :') tbh i don’t think i’m actually nice lmao… im just human. :') mmm.
i’ve gotten a few upvotes from you in this diary space but idk - i didn’t know how to say hi or anything lol :') 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
well, im glad that you're human and here <3 /gen 💕
i didn't think you wuld notice me honestly- i wanted to reply buuut i couldn't find the right words or the right time to😭
@yyeyiiLy
💜 thank you. im glad you are too 💕 *sending lots of love and good vibes* 💜
aww 💜 that’s okay, i understand how it can be hard to find the right words sometimes 💜 and sometimes we may not exactly have the time either and that’s okie 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sending love and care to yu* 🩷
ur so understanding 🥺 i love that about u tbh-
@yyeyiiLy
*accepts love and care* thank you, i appreciate that 🥺💕
aww you’re so sweet, thank you. 💜 i don’t understand everything but i guess i try.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
🩷
it's always enough to try <3 (lol that doesn't make sense to you does it-)
@yyeyiiLy
aww no i think it does make sense dw 💜 we're all humans, we're all people… but we all go through different things and everyone has different/unique experiences. so we don’t exactly understand each other perfectly - we don’t understand everything. 💜 but we can try and that trying can mean a lot 💜 we can try, try to understand each other, to ask, to empathise a little. trying is good 💜
im sorry if i misunderstood you or anything 😅 most of what i say probably doesn’t make any sense at all lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thats exactly what i meant :0 i wish i could explain things as well as you just did 😭
hmm i think it does to me 💕 like, i mean it's fine to me. Uhm, like, i know it, what you say in your posts, i can understand it-
(*hyperventilating cuz i dont know if that made sense either*)
i have to eat soon noww ^^ im probably just going to skip dinner for the hundreth time this year- it was really nice talking to you🩷 <3
@yyeyiiLy
i’ll have to go now because it’s v late/early here, but i’ll reply to your message/post here when i can 💜 im sorry
it was nice talking to you too 🥺
@yyeyiiLy
i’m sorry ki, me took v long to reply ):
awww 💜 i have a hard time explaining things most of the time (i’ve nicknamed myself the master of incoherence :D ✨) but mmm.
thankies ^-^ me appreciates you for understanding 💕 (and dw i think it made sense <3)
skipping dinner…? 🥺 me don’t wanna invade space or anything (if food is a little mmm topic then please let me know okie? me don’t wanna make you uncomfy/trigger you or anything) but mmm… i hope you is trying to take care of yourself ): me hopes you did nom something… 😔
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it's alright, ni 🥺
im so glad u understand <3 and ur welcy for understanding too 🩷 (sorry i dont know how to organize my words in that line-)
ohh, i didn't nom anything... i drank water, tho 😊
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 here
@VictoriaLove7
hugs for you if okie <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii's 🌙🥧 hugs is always okie 🤗
@VictoriaLove7
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big hugs Nii 🌙🥧🤗🌈🧸*
Sunnie 😮💜 @Sunisshiningandsoareyou *Hug attack for you if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii😮💜 *hug attacs are welcome hehe* *hugs back tightly*🤗💜
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
💜 It feels like long time no talkie :p (kinda)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hugs hugs, Nii 🌙🥧🥺
@VictoriaLove7
thank you friend <3
when you ask people not to lurk in a private forum space you created but people lurk and upvote anyways…
…….
(a private talk-space i mean)
@LoveMyMoonflowers it's aggravating really. (': This much, I think people should be more mindful about. (':
Specially the upvotes xD like noooo, don't upvote here, it's a sign you're lurking, if you're gonna lurk anyway atleast don't tell (the poster) you are, so the notifications don't induce more anxiety. Smh!🥲
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
E x a c t l y :') :') I always wondered why people upvote lol because doesn’t that just give it away…? 😭 And your so right about the anxiety… :') 😭
Smh I think the collapsed replies don't send out the tag notifications.🥲
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Lol yes (': it makes me wonder if they've even read the notice about the particular thread being a more private corner for specific people only.
Or perhaps they are just so generous they can't stop giving out hearts hehe, which is a good thing otherwise, but when asked of something, it's kind-er to be respectful of personal space and confidentiality! (':
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
the tag poofing fairy at work again! 😭😭 also… i don’t quite understand the reason behind collapsed replies…? 😅 it doesn’t make much sense to me lol. but idk. <3
i agree with you friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yuss working too well. XD
And sameee, I don't see any (great) reasons either and would hope they atleast work on not poofing the tags in these replies. (':
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
It's even weirder because it’s kinda random. Like i got the tag for this onesiee, but other times i don’t get the tags for collapsed replies :/
*Sends the tag poofing fairy far far far away and hopes they never return lol* (Auto carrot changed “fairy” to “dairy” for some reason 😭🤦🏻♀️)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw these random ones are even more confusing, because now we aren't sure what's the better-option here haha, no tags for collapsed posts (so we are sure there aren't gonna be tags no matter what 😭) or sometimes tags for collapsed posts (so we pray to forum Gods and hope the tag poofing fairy is asleep). 🥲
(That made me laugh lolllll😂😭 autocarrot is the best- not😭)
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Myyy braaaiiiiinnnnnn. 🧠💥😭🥲 Tbh I think… no collapsed posts at all would be okie :p but that doesn’t exactly get rid of the tag poofing issue, it’s everywhere :') :')
(The best-not? 🤔 a new word has been added to my vocabulary. 🤔)
@LoveMyMoonflowers Please don't say that 💙 I am glad you're here. I am glad you're alive. It would break my heart if this were to happen 😞 I don't mean to invalidate or minimize your pain and what you're dealing with. I would really miss you 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Note to flowers:
im so so glad ur here. Alive. I just want you to stop hurting but its never that easy, is it? I wld do anything i cld to help, i really would, but i dont see what i can do other than write this and say all these words you might not believe.
It’s okay if you dont believe them right now. I wont stop saying them ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 is vvv glad that Nii 🌙🥧 here 🥺
i’m sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
is u okies? *hugs*
@yyeyiiLy
im fine 💜💜 it’s ok
@LoveMyMoonflowers
love you, frnd 🩵
@unassumingEyes
thanks friend, love you too 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers Nothing to be sorry for Moon Pie 💙 We all love you and hate to see you struggling so but we also know it's not your fault *offers safe hugs*
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* 💜💜 thanks friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hugss Nii 🌙🥧🥺🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7
big hugs 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big huggss Nii 🌙🥧🤗🌈🧸*
@VictoriaLove7
💜💜
my stupid self forgot to do my science homework so that’s fun :)