Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
..on cups, i mean.
Anyone here?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
helo🩷 <3
@yyeyiiLy
hello 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you doing oki ? ^^
@yyeyiiLy
mm, mhm. wbu?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
..for the most part <3
@yyeyiiLy
*offers hugs*
(it’s nice to meet you 💜)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you 💓
(it’s nice to meet you too :3 )
@yyeyiiLy
💜
(me: *literally doesn’t know how to have conversations*)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hmm you don't always have to have something to say ^^ (*totally not struggling to carry a conversation*)
i've seen you aruond forum land :0 you literally seem so nice-
@yyeyiiLy
hehe i guess so. 💜
aww 💜 that’s a v sweet thing to say 💜 you seem nice too 💜 :') tbh i don’t think i’m actually nice lmao… im just human. :') mmm.
i’ve gotten a few upvotes from you in this diary space but idk - i didn’t know how to say hi or anything lol :') 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
well, im glad that you're human and here <3 /gen 💕
i didn't think you wuld notice me honestly- i wanted to reply buuut i couldn't find the right words or the right time to😭
@yyeyiiLy
💜 thank you. im glad you are too 💕 *sending lots of love and good vibes* 💜
aww 💜 that’s okay, i understand how it can be hard to find the right words sometimes 💜 and sometimes we may not exactly have the time either and that’s okie 💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sending love and care to yu* 🩷
ur so understanding 🥺 i love that about u tbh-
@yyeyiiLy
*accepts love and care* thank you, i appreciate that 🥺💕
aww you’re so sweet, thank you. 💜 i don’t understand everything but i guess i try.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
🩷
it's always enough to try <3 (lol that doesn't make sense to you does it-)
@yyeyiiLy
aww no i think it does make sense dw 💜 we're all humans, we're all people… but we all go through different things and everyone has different/unique experiences. so we don’t exactly understand each other perfectly - we don’t understand everything. 💜 but we can try and that trying can mean a lot 💜 we can try, try to understand each other, to ask, to empathise a little. trying is good 💜
im sorry if i misunderstood you or anything 😅 most of what i say probably doesn’t make any sense at all lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧\(^-^)/ rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 here
@VictoriaLove7
hugs for you if okie <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii's 🌙🥧 hugs is always okie 🤗
@VictoriaLove7
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big hugs Nii 🌙🥧🤗🌈🧸*
Sunnie 😮💜 @Sunisshiningandsoareyou *Hug attack for you if okay*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii😮💜 *hug attacs are welcome hehe* *hugs back tightly*🤗💜
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
💜 It feels like long time no talkie :p (kinda)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Because it has been hehe, no worries though (': life happens and I'll always patiently wait to hear from and hug sweet Nii!💜
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I think I still haven’t replied to your post in our talk-space :') :') i’m legit the queen of late replies now :') I’m vv sorry friend 🙈😭 :')
How has Sun friend been? 💜 Hope you’ve been taking care of you. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hehe it's okay, we're all the crown-bearers of late replies occassionally!😂😭
Take your time.💜
I'm doing okay, Nii friend, thank you.🤗
You try being gentle with yourself, mhm?!💜
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
“crown-bearers of late replies” xD so true though 🤭💜 I’m glad your doing okiiie friend. and mhm me trying to be gentle with self 💜 hope you is trying also 🥺
when you ask people not to lurk in a private forum space you created but people lurk and upvote anyways…
…….
@LoveMyMoonflowers it's aggravating really. (': This much, I think people should be more mindful about. (':
Specially the upvotes xD like noooo, don't upvote here, it's a sign you're lurking, if you're gonna lurk anyway atleast don't tell (the poster) you are, so the notifications don't induce more anxiety. Smh!🥲
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
E x a c t l y :') :') I always wondered why people upvote lol because doesn’t that just give it away…? 😭 And your so right about the anxiety… :') 😭
Smh I think the collapsed replies don't send out the tag notifications.🥲
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Lol yes (': it makes me wonder if they've even read the notice about the particular thread being a more private corner for specific people only.
Or perhaps they are just so generous they can't stop giving out hearts hehe, which is a good thing otherwise, but when asked of something, it's kind-er to be respectful of personal space and confidentiality! (':
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
the tag poofing fairy at work again! 😭😭 also… i don’t quite understand the reason behind collapsed replies…? 😅 it doesn’t make much sense to me lol. but idk. <3
i agree with you friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yuss working too well. XD
And sameee, I don't see any (great) reasons either and would hope they atleast work on not poofing the tags in these replies. (':
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
It's even weirder because it’s kinda random. Like i got the tag for this onesiee, but other times i don’t get the tags for collapsed replies :/
*Sends the tag poofing fairy far far far away and hopes they never return lol* (Auto carrot changed “fairy” to “dairy” for some reason 😭🤦🏻♀️)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw these random ones are even more confusing, because now we aren't sure what's the better-option here haha, no tags for collapsed posts (so we are sure there aren't gonna be tags no matter what 😭) or sometimes tags for collapsed posts (so we pray to forum Gods and hope the tag poofing fairy is asleep). 🥲
(That made me laugh lolllll😂😭 autocarrot is the best- not😭)
@LoveMyMoonflowers Please don't say that 💙 I am glad you're here. I am glad you're alive. It would break my heart if this were to happen 😞 I don't mean to invalidate or minimize your pain and what you're dealing with. I would really miss you 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Note to flowers:
im so so glad ur here. Alive. I just want you to stop hurting but its never that easy, is it? I wld do anything i cld to help, i really would, but i dont see what i can do other than write this and say all these words you might not believe.
It’s okay if you dont believe them right now. I wont stop saying them ❤️
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺 rainbow bear 🌈 🧸 is vvv glad that Nii 🌙🥧 here 🥺
i’m sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hugss Nii 🌙🥧🥺🌈🧸
@VictoriaLove7
big hugs 💜