Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
..on cups, i mean.
@LoveMyMoonflowers You have to do what feels right for you ๐ we'll be here for you when you returnย
@mytwistedsoul
mhm ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers
rainbow bear ๐๐งธ also be here, Nii ๐๐ฅง๐ฅบ
@LoveMyMoonflowers I'll probably be here whenever you come back.
@LoveMyMoonflowers weโll all wait for you if you do love โค๏ธ
Anyone here?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
helo๐ฉท <3
@yyeyiiLy
hello ๐ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
you doing oki ? ^^
@yyeyiiLy
mm, mhm. wbu?ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
..for the most part <3
@yyeyiiLy
*offers hugs*
(itโs nice to meet you ๐)ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thank you ๐
(itโs nice to meet you too :3 )ย
@yyeyiiLy
๐ย
(me: *literally doesnโt know how to have conversations*)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hmm you don't always have to have something to say ^^ย (*totally not struggling to carry a conversation*)ย ย
๏ปฟi've seen you aruond forum land :0 you literally seem so nice-
@yyeyiiLy
hehe i guess so. ๐ย
aww ๐ thatโs a v sweet thing to say ๐ you seem nice too ๐ :') tbh i donโt think iโm actually nice lmaoโฆ im just human. :') mmm.ย
iโve gotten a few upvotes from you in this diary space but idk - i didnโt know how to say hi or anything lol :') ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers
๏ปฟwell, im glad that you're human and here <3 /gen ๐
i didn't think you wuld notice me honestly- i wanted to reply buuut i couldn't find the right words or the right time to๐ญย ๏ปฟ๏ปฟ
@yyeyiiLy
๐ thank you. im glad you are too ๐ *sending lots of love and good vibes* ๐
aww ๐ thatโs okay, i understand how it can be hard to find the right words sometimes ๐ and sometimes we may not exactly have the time either and thatโs okie ๐ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sending love and care to yu* ๐ฉท
๏ปฟur so understanding ๐ฅบ i love that about u tbh-
@yyeyiiLy
*accepts love and care* thank you, i appreciate that ๐ฅบ๐
aww youโre so sweet, thank you. ๐ i donโt understand everything but i guess i try.ย
๏ปฟ@LoveMyMoonflowers
๐ฉท
it's always enough to try <3ย (lol that doesn't make sense to you does it-)
@yyeyiiLy
aww no i think it does make sense dw ๐ we're all humans, we're all peopleโฆ but we all go through different things and everyone has different/unique experiences. so we donโt exactly understand each other perfectly - we donโt understand everything. ๐ but we can try and that trying can mean a lot ๐ we can try, try to understand each other, to ask, to empathise a little. trying is good ๐
im sorry if i misunderstood you or anything ๐ most of what i say probably doesnโt make any sense at all lol
@LoveMyMoonflowers
thats exactly what i meant :0 i wish i could explain things as well as you just did ๐ญ
hmm i think it does to me ๐ like, i mean it's fine to me. Uhm, like, i know it, what you say in your posts, i can understand it-ย
(*hyperventilating cuz i dont know if that made sense either*)
i have to eat soon noww ^^ย im probably just going to skip dinner for the hundreth time this year-ย it was really nice talking to you๐ฉท <3
๏ปฟ
@yyeyiiLy
iโll have to go now because itโs v late/early here, but iโll reply to your message/post here when i can ๐ im sorryย
it was nice talking to you too ๐ฅบ
@yyeyiiLy
iโm sorry ki, me took v long to reply ):ย
awww ๐ i have a hard time explaining things most of the time (iโve nicknamed myself the master of incoherence :D โจ) but mmm.
thankies ^-^ me appreciates you for understanding ๐ (and dw i think it made sense <3)
๏ปฟskipping dinnerโฆ? ๐ฅบ me donโt wanna invade space or anything (if food is a little mmm topic then please let me know okie? me donโt wanna make you uncomfy/trigger you or anything) but mmmโฆ i hope you is trying to take care of yourself ): me hopes you did nom somethingโฆ ๐ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
it's alright, ni ๐ฅบ
im so glad u understand <3 and ur welcy for understanding too ๐ฉทย (sorry i dont know how to organize my words in that line-)
ohh, i didn't nom anything... i drank water, tho ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii ๐๐ฅง\(^-^)/ rainbow bear ๐ ๐งธ hereย
@VictoriaLove7
hugs for you if okie <3ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii's ๐๐ฅง hugs is always okie ๐ค
@VictoriaLove7
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big hugs Nii ๐๐ฅง๐ค๐๐งธ*
Sunnie ๐ฎ๐ @Sunisshiningandsoareyou *Hug attack for you if okay*ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii๐ฎ๐ *hug attacs are welcome hehe* *hugs back tightly*๐ค๐
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
๐ It feels like long time no talkie :p (kinda)ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Because it has been hehe, no worries though (': life happens and I'll always patiently wait to hear from and hug sweet Nii!๐
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
I think I still havenโt replied to your post in our talk-space :') :') iโm legit the queen of late replies now :') Iโm vv sorry friend ๐๐ญ :')ย
How has Sun friend been? ๐ Hope youโve been taking care of you. <3ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hehe it's okay, we're all the crown-bearers of late replies occassionally!๐๐ญย
Take your time.๐
I'm doing okay, Nii friend, thank you.๐ค
You try being gentle with yourself, mhm?!๐
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
โcrown-bearers of late repliesโ xD so true though ๐คญ๐ Iโm glad your doing okiiie friend. and mhm me trying to be gentle with self ๐ hope you is trying also ๐ฅบย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
I am proud of youu.๐ค๐
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
๐๐๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hugs hugs, Nii ๐๐ฅง๐ฅบย
@VictoriaLove7
thank you friend <3ย
when you ask people not to lurk in a private forum space you created but people lurk and upvote anywaysโฆ
โฆโฆ.ย
(a private talk-space i mean)ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers it's aggravating really. (': This much, I think people should be more mindful about. (':ย
Specially the upvotes xD like noooo, don't upvote here, it's a sign you're lurking, if you're gonna lurk anyway atleast don't tell (the poster) you are, so the notifications don't induce more anxiety. Smh!๐ฅฒ
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
E x a c t l y ย :') :') I always wondered why people upvote lol because doesnโt that just give it awayโฆ? ๐ญย And your so right about the anxietyโฆ :') ๐ญย
Smh I think the collapsed replies don't send out the tag notifications.๐ฅฒย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Lol yes (': it makes me wonder if they've even read the notice about the particular thread being a more private corner for specific people only.ย
Or perhaps they are just so generous they can't stop giving out hearts hehe, which is a good thing otherwise, but when asked of something, it's kind-er to be respectful of personal space and confidentiality! (':ย
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
the tag poofing fairy at work again! ๐ญ๐ญ alsoโฆ i donโt quite understand the reason behind collapsed repliesโฆ? ๐ it doesnโt make much sense to me lol. but idk. <3ย
i agree with you friend ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yuss working too well. XDย
And sameee, I don't see any (great) reasons either and would hope they atleast work on not poofing the tags in these replies. (':ย
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
It's even weirder because itโs kinda random. Like i got the tag for this onesiee, but other times i donโt get the tags for collapsed replies :/ย
*Sends the tag poofing fairy far far far away and hopes they never return lol* (Auto carrot changed โfairyโ to โdairyโ for some reason ๐ญ๐คฆ๐ปโโ๏ธ)ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Aw these random ones are even more confusing, because now we aren't sure what's the better-option here haha, no tags for collapsed posts (so we are sure there aren't gonna be tags no matter what ๐ญ) or sometimes tags for collapsed posts (so we pray to forum Gods and hope the tag poofing fairy is asleep).ย ๐ฅฒ
(That made me laugh lolllll๐๐ญ autocarrot is the best- not๐ญ)ย
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
Myyy braaaiiiiinnnnnn. ๐ง ๐ฅ๐ญ๐ฅฒ Tbh I thinkโฆ no collapsed posts at all would be okie :p but that doesnโt exactly get rid of the tag poofing issue, itโs everywhere :') :')ย
(The best-not? ๐ค a new word has been added to my vocabulary. ๐ค)ย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hugs Moonie ๐ฅบ if okay
@LoveMyMoonflowers Please don't say that ๐ I am glad you're here. I am glad you're alive.ย It would break my heart if this were to happen ๐ I don't mean to invalidate or minimize your pain and what you're dealing with. I would really miss you ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowersย
Note to flowers:
im so so glad ur here. Alive. I just want you to stop hurtingย but its never that easy, is it? I wld do anything i cld to help, i really would, but i dont see what i can do other than write this and say all these words you might not believe.ย
Itโs okay if you dont believe them right now. I wont stop saying them โค๏ธ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii ๐๐ฅง๐ฅบ rainbow bear ๐ ๐งธ is vvv glad that Nii ๐๐ฅง here ๐ฅบ
iโm sorry.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
is u okies? *hugs*ย
@yyeyiiLy
im fine ๐๐ itโs okย
@LoveMyMoonflowersย
love you, frnd ๐ฉต
@unassumingEyes
thanks friend, love you too ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers Nothing to be sorry for Moon Pie ๐ We all love you and hate to see you struggling so but we also know it's not your fault *offers safe hugs*ย
@mytwistedsoul
*hugs* ๐๐ thanks friendย
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hugss Nii ๐๐ฅง๐ฅบ๐๐งธ
@VictoriaLove7
big hugs ๐
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big huggss Nii ๐๐ฅง๐ค๐๐งธ*
@VictoriaLove7
๐๐
my stupid self forgot to do my science homework so thatโs fun :)ย