Ni's Little Solace
Not sure why I am creating this thread exactly, and I'm doing this so late at night as well :') I just felt... like I should do this haha. I do have a one line a day thread although I... don't think I have felt so free over there to write as much as I wished. So I thought maybe... I should just make another thread, a diary perhaps.. where I can really be myself.. and maybe post pictures and quotes, literary quotes maybe... and poems.. specifically haiku hehe. Also vents.. thoughts and maybe letters :')
Replies are welcome as well <3 although please remember to stay respectful and kind.
*sending lots of love and hugs because why not*
i always knew.
……
i didn’t ask to exist.
@LoveMyMoonflowers I don't think any of us asked to exist but here we are.... trying to make sense of it all. What's on your mind my friend?
@mytwistedsoul
a lot (': idk how to talk about anything. i think i’m going to leave cups tbh. Idk.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Did something happen to make you want to leave? You're welcome to share if you'd like but there's no pressure either.
I had read earlier that you had read something. That something seems to have upset you.
While I would hate to see you leave, I also understand that we need to do what's best for us. You would be missed a great deal
sometimes i wish i could ‘donate’ my life to someone who still wants to be here. in this world. someone who is still loved. someone who is still wanted and needed.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧😟 *hugs if okie*🫂🌙🥧😟
@VictoriaLove7
*hugs you* 🫂 *squeezies* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs Nii 🌙🥧* 🫂 *squeezie back*🌙🥧☺
@VictoriaLove7
Nii loves you vvv much, rainbow bear. 💜 thank you for being here. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🥺🫂 thank *you* for being here with rainbow bear.. Nii stay 🌙🥧🥺🫂 *squeezie*
Words sting.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
they can if hurt for for sure
Cups seems quiet today
@LoveMyMoonflowers *makes some noiseee* :p
Hi hi Niibuddyyy!🤗
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
hi sunnie bean…
@LoveMyMoonflowers how's you doing today, Niibuddy?🤗💛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
eh… idk. surviving. trying. idk. hru sunn buddy? 🥺
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hugs tighttt* surviving and trying is great, Niibuddy, you're doing vv amazing.💛
I've been better hehe, trying also. *keeps hugging* I love youu!💛
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
*hugglesss backkkk tight* 💜 i get that. life is hard, but me proud of you for trying. me proud of us for trying together. 💙 i love you more. 💜
maybe talking to someone about it/writing in a journal would help? 🥺 please be kind to yourself too. 💙 ik it can be hard especially when everything’s just… meh (': but we need to try. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aww you're too sweeeeeet, Niibuddy, thank youuuuu so much, this means a lot to me. *keeps hugging tighttt* 😭 yes hehe trying is brave and we got thisss, together.💪💛
(If me account poofs for some time, please don't worry okie, I'll be back always xD) (haven't decided yet, but might put account on breaksiees for a little while~ thinking🥲)
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
awwe hehe ty for letting me know, that’s okie. 💙 it’s good if we take self-care breaks. <3 just promise you’ll absolutely take care of yourself okie? 🥺
That bear is so cute. lol.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Yes yes hehe, wouldn't want anyone to worry about me unnecessarily. (':
Aww why you so cutuu. 😭 I take my promises vv seriously. To be honest, currently not in the bestest headspace to take care of myself so wouldn't wanna promise something I cannot honor truthfully 🤧 but but I promise to try my best, that's for sure, always and you can always trust Sunniebean for trying hehe. 💖
Bless your loving, caring, big heart, Niibuddy. 🥺💖
Yes lol, the bear is vv cutu and so is this penguin haha, made me smile so much, you always do. 🥰 Please continue to try your best and be gentle with yourself also, okieee. 🥺💖
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
we’re humans and we’re not perfect. trying is good, sunnie bean. 💙 and yes i definitely trust you with trying your vvv best. 🥺 me will try too. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers yes hehe, you da bestest!💛💛💛
@Powerandsunset25
awwe, thank you. it’s not 2024 where I live just yet 🥺 but thank you. Happy new year! 🌈
Trying hard to not regress. 😓
@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs you tight* 💛 I'm not sure if forumland might feel like a comfortable option (': but, you always have our lil corner when little Nii needs a comfy safe space to hidey or stay or talk or *be*, okie, Niibuddy(?).💛
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
mhm… it’s okie I’m fine now i think. *hugs you* 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers im glad you're feeling fine-ish now.🤗💛 sleepy when, Niibuddy? I hope you get some rest soon. *sends sleepyyy beamssss*
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
its almost 1 am so ill probably sleep…. Not very soon lol 😅
@LoveMyMoonflowers aw it is kinda late, mhm? (': hope the sleepy beams work super fast on you hehe. (I know I am totally annoying with this but I am lol and cannot help it, I want you to get some good rest soonsieees😭)
How was your day, Niibuddy? Any plans for tomorrow?🤗
We nommed cake today hehe, chocolate truffle flavor. Would you like some? *shares with youuu and the lovely people peeking at this conversation* xD 🎂
@sunisshiningandsoareyou
annoying? You? Never! 💜 it means a lot that you care sun buddy. <3 you not annoying. hehe. you sleeping soon? 😅
thank you for the food :o *noms* my day was eh… lots of jet lag… (': and me is sick. 💙 and yeah. tomorrow will probably consist of sleeping and trying to relax and idk… 💜 how about you? 🥺 did sunnie bean have an okiee/good day? 💕
I don’t really understand why my hands are so *** cold all the time.
Trust is so…
:')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
nonexistent
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Valuable, so only few are trustworthy.
(Happy New, Nii! 🌙🥧🦁☺)
@VictoriaLove7
happy new year rainbow bear! 🥺💕
@LoveMyMoonflowers
(*Nii 🌙🥧🦁☺ me just realized that I forgot to type 'year' in 'Happy New year ' hehe)
How's Nii? 🌙🥧🦁🫂
@VictoriaLove7
awwe hehe, that’s okie. 💜
Nii is… alive. 💙 how is rainbow bear? 🥺 your appreciation note was so sweet 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Nii 🌙🥧🦁☺ is alive & awesome & Nii will be kind to yourself 🤗
Rainbow bear is okie (but feel kind of itchy because of allergy hehe)
@victorialove7
glad your okie (': but allergies are the worst. me sorry. 😞 did you eat something? 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Thank you, Nii 🌙🥧🦁☺
It is some vitamin that me took, I think that contains some organic stuff ☺
@victorialove7
Awe no ): sending hugs if okay. 💙
