Ni's Little Solace

@mytwistedsoul

i get that ): i hope you’ll be able to sleep tonight. 💙 sleeping can be hard though (': that seems to be the time our brains like to be wide awake so we can overthink. 💜 lol 😅 maybe i’m wrong. 

idk soul buddy… there seems to be too much on my mind right now :/ taking everything in at once… it just gets overwhelming really quickly. 💙 like… i mean, when i think about everything at once. or i try to. not sure that made any sense 😅

me appreciate your kindness so much. 💜 *hugs back tight* 💙

@LoveMyMoonflowers Overthinking should really be an Olympic sport 😬

With so many things on your mind - can you break it down? Maybe try to make a list of what pops up first and then take it from there? I can't guarantee it would help of course

@mytwistedsoul

it really should. 😅 lol. 

breaking it down into bits (': my brain does that too. it makes lists of things I have to think about. 😅 and i overthink every bit of everything. So… idk.

@LoveMyMoonflowers Maybe we can put overthinking at the top on the list?  Is there anything that helps stop it or slow it down? Something that could help distract you from overthinking?

@mytwistedsoul

hehe. it’s okay. 💙 there’s not really much i can do to distract myself since most of the overthinking happens at night (': it’s okie. 💜 sending hugs if okay 

@LoveMyMoonflowers Have you ever tried green noise at bedtime?

@mytwistedsoul

i haven’t :o i’ll have to try that hehe. 

@LoveMyMoonflowers  I'm sorry if I sound like a nag 😬 it was something I ran across last night and you popped into my thoughts

@mytwistedsoul

no no no no 💙 you didn’t sound like a nag at all. dw friend. 💜

i thought i sounded a bit rude because i’m not saying much (': i’m sorry if i did. 🥲💙 *offers huggles* 💜

did you rest well? 💙 i’m not sure what time it would be over there. 💜 

@LoveMyMoonflowers You didn't sound rude at all! It's ok to not say much 💙 sometimes words are hard to find and even harder to use

@mytwistedsoul

thank you soul. 💜 

i hear you about your head having other ideas. sleep is… idk. we think it would be good and it would help but then our brains are like nope. no sleep for you. :') it’s hard. but i hope trying again tonight works. 💙 

yeah i got some sleep. idk. i always end up feeling tired even after sleeping. :') 

does soul friend have anything planned for the weekend? :o if it okie to ask. 💜

@LoveMyMoonflowers Sometimes sleep just isn't long enough. And anxiety and depression can drain that energy away too and leave you feeling exhausted. Plussss if you support alot of people that can take energy too. That whole you can't pour from an empty cup thing. I'm glad you were able to get some sleep. Hopefully you can get alittle more rest over the weekend? Or maybe do something that helps recharge those batteries 

@mytwistedsoul

oof. me sorry for the late reply :') i’ve been getting a lot of tags lately so sometimes it gets overwhelming tbh. 💙 

anxiety and depression definitely do that :') and supporting people… is exhausting yeah. it’s like you come on here and you feel exhausted from life, and after supporting people you feel even more exhausted :') on top of that, there’s all the overthinking. and thinking what you said and did wasn’t enough. :') 

I did get some more sleep on saturday. but last night my brain didn’t think sleep was a thing. i fell asleep at like 6 am :') hehe. how about soul buddy? 💜 did you rest okay? 💙

ouh did it snow there already? o: i hope everything’s okay with the hay and the barn. 💜 i did read your other diary forum :') the second one. 💙 trying is good. some days trying is all we can do :') and that’s okay. i’m proud of you for trying, but i get the frustration too :( sending hugs if okay. i hope things will work out 💜

hehe my weekend was okay, it didn’t go as planned. 🙈 but it’s fine. tbh hardly anything i plan actually works. i’m very bad at planning and very good at procrastinating. lol 😅 

how does soul buddy feel about the new year? :') if comfy sharing. 💙

@mytwistedsoul Aww that's ok Moon 💙 I totally understand - it happens to me too. Then there's the struggle with words themself or maybe the energy just isn't there

@tidyHickory3283

xD okay, no worries. <3

@LoveMyMoonflowers

yup! But sometimes they can fly by in thin air 🙃

that’s like 4 exact years :0 that’s soooooooo long!

@tidyHickory3283

ikr :') are you planning to be an ATL? if you have an l 💙

@LoveMyMoonflowers

I do have an l act but I don’t think I will be able to apply to be an atl till I am living with my parents :’) maybe when I am in college in 2025

@tidyHickory3283

awwe :') we will miss you so much. we can stay in touch through forums though 💜 i hope you can be an atl in 2025. 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

yayy!

@taylorhugs12

Hehe. Sending hugs if okie 💕