In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
I feel sick…grandmother doesnt get very affected by the heat but sis and i are low heat tolerance…shes making me sit in the (hottt) living room so she can keep an eye on me…my head hurts and im feeling nauseous…its way too hot for this, ****
The package came but it was easier to deal with then i thought…grandmother is praying tho so now ill hv to explain what happened when shes done 💀 wonder if she’ll be mad that i went outside while she was praying?
Heads beginning to hurt real bad
@unassumingEyes
I’m so sorry Eyes :( is it the heat…? 😔 hopefully drinking some more water might help? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers yeah its the heat
this is so stupid im 16yrs old not 6 i cn be in a room by myself instead of out here in this stupid heat-
ugh-
I want to get up to get water but im also afraid if throwing up- imma try-
@unassumingEyes
:( i was wondering the same thing. i wish she understood that - do you think if you told her about how the heat is affecting you, she would let you go to your room? then again idk if she would, she doesn’t sound like the type to listen or idk… 😔 i’m sorry lovely friend :(
i hope you'll be able to get that water without anything happening friend, i’m so sorry 😞
@LoveMyMoonflowers i got the water and mom nd sis came home so i cld go to the cooler room finally 🫠
Grandmother is like...mom, but old fashioned xD and she still treats me and sis like toddlers its so weird and annoying she tried to convince my sis to let her "bathe her" once like um...sis is 18?? And things like that all the time 🙄
@unassumingEyes
:') how's your headache? 🩵 i hope it’s better friend - now that your in a cooler environment 🩵
oof. @_@ yeah i read that post in this space… from a while ago, about your sister and about your grandmother… and… that 😭🙄 :') how long will she be staying at your place? 🩵 (no pressure to answer these questions of course lol)
Uve got to be *** kidding me what a *** joke
Im drawing okay im *** drawing and sis is doing smth for a competition so she needs to make a video btw she has time till like 6days to submit her video for the competition so she calls me that she needs help and im like gimme a few mins im in the middle of the drawing so mom cms cuase sis needs 3ppl for the video and my sis is like cmon you can draw a little later and im like u cn make the video a little later as well gimme a minute! So after a minute i get up to go help and mom is glaring at me full force like im the most repulsive creature on earth like wtf nd then she starts yelling at me that sis has been calling u for so long (5mins) and yelling watch your tongue (cause i said the video cld wait a minute-) and dont u know she needs to finish this so she can clean up her mess!! And i said she cn clean up her mess and *then* make the video cleaning up isnt dependant on the video and mom *** told me to get lost and told sis she wont help if im there so sis and she went out to make the video but idk what happened sis came back in and shes ignoring me and trying to make the video herself and im just like what the *** just happened i asked for one *** minute and this is moms reactipn
And mom tells me- im going to cry atp- she tells me to be patient when she got mad cuz i asked for a minute i dont idek what i did wrong i just asked for a minite
Tw id be dead if it werent for dad id be dead by now this isnt general when i was 12 i was falling into that thought i wld hv tried if it werent for dad i wont ever tell mom that but maybe if she knew she'd stop or maybe she'd kick me out
I shldnt be getting upset over this its just such a dumb thing to yell at me over u know i tried going mute nd she yelled at me so i gave up
Dad called nd now i dont even wanna talk to him cant act cheerful rn
