In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Im really really not ok
Moms back after picking sis up. I expected more drama but shes currently occupied.
God willing, she'll forget she was ever mad. Thats the only way this nonsense will end
Sis waslike "u two arent talking to each other?" And mom started on a rant bout how im too proud to apologize to my own mother etc so im like what did i even do and she started going on bout how i wqs rude to her because she was calling me for the video thing right so im like i didnt say anything to u i was talking to sis the whole time i didnt even hear u call me once but shes not listening nd still mad at me and waiting for an apology she isnt going to get like if there was a misunderstanding why do i gotta be the "bigger person" and apologize? Even when dads there he makes me apologize when mom misunderstands smth like hows it my fault? If its a misunderstanding everyone shld move on without apologies cause its noones fault but nop. Everytime mom misunderstands smth and i explain how it actually was she gets mad and wants me to apologize
The note thing wldnt work i just remembered sis once wrote mom a text to explain how she felt and mom just made fun of her and whenever sis got upset after that mom wld be like "oh no am i gonna get a text now" jokingly so yeah it wldnt work
The note thing wldnt work i just remembered sis once wrote mom a text to explain how she felt and mom just made fun of her and whenever sis got upset after that mom wld be like "oh no am i gonna get a text now" jokingly so yeah it wldnt work
Ong so i sent her 2texts explaining the whole damn misunderstanding and she said that i shld hv apologized even if i didnt get why she was mad which i personallly disagree with cause then id be apolgizing 24/7 but anyways i said shed been mad at me the whole week so i was upset by that and she was like so u want me to apologize! And im like thats not what i said- and she said thats the only reason i cn think of for y u didnt apologize so i said (this is getting ridiculous lol) the following literally copypasted msgs:
why i didnt apologize this time bcz 1. I didnt see what i did wrong and 2. U kept being angry all week
And im not waiting for an apology i literally just didnt see what i did wrong and i was upset that u seemed mad at me for no reason that i understood
And she responded with "Ok"
??? What does that even mean