In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Im gonna try a listener again today. :0 feel really nervous listeners hvnt gone well. But this ones bio seems good. They seem less robotic- like an actual real person xD. And they mentioned they dont like islamophobes so- win? xD lets see
@unassumingEyes
:00000 omigodddd are they real :0/lh I’m actually curious who that is cos like xD💜
eyesfrend yk what I discovered :P yu prolly already know but you know that noni thing? and yk the fact they’re a literal like bot right? so…🤓I discovered that when a listener and member are yk pm’ing and all that- a member could say smth- and for every chat listeners have this like button- next to where you type basically- when they click on it- noni comes in and depending on what the member said they like generate a reply (but really fast obv) and listeners just click on it :0 and you could do that for a whole convo :0 the thing is listener noni isn’t any different than our noni- so? yu knew that didn’t yu xD i think it like makes so much sense tho no :0💙?
@iloveyouxx
i cnt believe my own eyes either xD but so far its going good??
i knew that but like not really xD i thought noni gave them suggestions- but they actually send noni-generated responses?? That actually explains so much 😭 might as welll have chatted with noni this whole time then cishudhixh 😭😭
@unassumingEyes
:000 you’re sure they’re real :00 /j ahahjansj I wanna show yu smth but I gotta go hold on :0
they don’t even send them either xD look wait
for listeners next to that "type your message here.." thing there’s a button that kinda looks like this emoji:💡
if they click on that in like less than a second they’ll see a noni-generated response replying to what the member said- they click on it and some listeners do nothing but clicking on that button😭so basically as if yur already chatting w noni yeah😭😭
@iloveyouxx Okoki replying here now
I thought ur tag got nommed or smth xD
"Parents arent the best at parenting at times" yeah that pretty much summarizes it
~~~~~~✨️✨️✨️✨️essencee✨️✨️✨️✨️~~~~~~
Okokok facts- i have reread pages here alott and one- i never minded ur typing styles lol dont fret about those so much lovely. Secondly before the corner it was like u never opened up and i never pushed but i made this place nd u opened up a bit nd im like proud and stuff?? Also i mean it when i say its our corner because i swear to god nadia im not good at having my own space dmdnndbd. I need friends xD and i need like my frnds to be okay or healing or trying or just alive and like watching u reach out smtimes is like "y e s g o o d" xD also in my irl frndship my frnds are amazing but they dont t a l k bout how they feel/what theyre going thru and i get it its not my business but then theres misunderstandings and fights so anytime a n y o n e honestly comes on and says "im hving a bad day" im just like t h a n k y o u for t e l l i n g me xD do i make any sense???
I kinda regret finding cups, too. Like now i found it i cnt leave- but if id just never found it- idk. Its not anyone of urs faults tho 🩷 but- it is clouding irl a bit? Nd idk. Its like more ppl to help, worry bout, love, be loved by. More expectations- and dont say yall dont have any. If i stopped being the me you all know- there wld be a difference in our bonds. Definitely would be. And smtimes its just tiring nd its noones fault
(M glad ur alive <3)
Ill try to stay safe 🩷
I legit dont remember the depressing thing i thought xD but ill keep that in mind for next time (i dont think ur depressing tho- maybe just...real?)
Humph love you 🩷
@unassumingEyes
oou I think this is more..organized :0??💜
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✨🎩~~~~~~~✨️✨️✨️✨️essencee✨️✨️✨️✨️~~~~~~~🎩✨
(I dunno why the top hat but it looks fancy xD☠️)
hehe I had to read that before thinking of a reply :0💕
noo I swear I was like ehjshaiaj :') I was so weird XD but it’s fine I guess thank you🩷I’m curious on how no one ever like I dunno said something or like how others saw me back then XD cos everyone kept saying stuff about my aura and how they looked up to me for the longest time and how I always had love it my heart for everyone but like :P looked up to that :P?? maybe I’m just judging myself😭
true I was the best at avoiding how’re yous😛and if I had to answer I’d just say I’m alright then ask about the other persun :P dang it I wish I was that good now😭at like supporting and giving and not getting- I like that idk :')💙
yk atp no one asked again then when a newbie asked how I was my friend came in and was like "oh nadia doesn’t like answering that so we don’t ask😊" and I’m like wait😭?? oh XD they caught on cos like I never said that XDD
xD nouu but like it’s so *wrong* :') omg like please if I make things about myself like that now can yu tell me cos I feel so bad😭I’ll stop being negative hehe- it’s our space but venting/ranting/dumping in it for me is not okie :P fair xD💖
yu make loads of sense💕thankyou💗
maybe I’m just insecure and hating on lil me XD and present me ;-; but it feels like common sense :') cos like I only apply things to me- like that I can’t vent here- I think it’s okie if evafren needs it or nibeanie but not me if that makes sense? Id love to be there and support but me getting it is wrong :P I love how my common sense doesn’t make sense✨it’s still right tho- right😭💙
awe no I understand and relate🩷I think the me you all know is just me hehe :P like I’ve shown you me in different ways if that makes sense? I use different texting sumtimes but it’s still all me I think- irl clouding I relate to that sm :') if I never found this I wouldn’t need to try to leave so hard cos I woulda never been here :P I can’t leave I want to stay but I want to leave so bad-. it’s not just about 7cups changing my irl but it changed me so much and my mind- this isn’t me :') I miss me. but i miss this every time I’m not here. It is definitely tiring- I’m glad yu relate but also feel bad cos I feel like this is how more than just us feel :')💜
<3
tryings enough🩷
i am xD? I’m real :3 why do I love hearing(/seeing) that xD cos I feel so disconnected xD and I’m like atp I’m literally not real- I think I am depressing tho- thankyou hehe idk :3
love you more🩷
@iloveyouxx reply no.2 xD
Noooo ur ded :000
Frnd stop checking the tw deaths- itll get too much. Just slow down a bit 🩷
Yes and no to me being patient xD
*hugs if okay* thank you🩷
I remember :00
I say do n o t become eyes!!!
Okok studying tons without breaks?? Tiny little advices from eyes:
- pause in between, look at the distance for a bit and then blink a few times. Trust me, if you dont, ur vision myt start being weird- because ur focusing too long on one thing.
- dont sit in one place the whole time u study! Itll result in cramps, sleepiness, decrease in motivation xD. Sitting near windows may help.
- try to think of urself as doing sm secret mission. Or ur a cool librarian. Whichever. Its easier for me to get stuff done pretending to be someone else then get stuff done as myself xD
- waterrr drink ittt
And p l e a s e survive xD try not to stress! (So ironic of me to say-)
Goodluckk
@unassumingEyes
yus v tragic I knuw :00/lh
:P
okie🩷
yu doooo :0000 do yu remember when yu heard it? :0💙
donut* :3/jkjk idk what this mood is again- but jshueuye too deep into the process xD😛😭
hegeisns I just looked away and blinked and started laughing cos of how bad my eyesight is and cos I couldn’t see anything for a couple minutes- ;-; T^T💜good point :’D🩷
XDD you seem to have experience XD/lh😛thankyou💕
XD yur so funny fsr😭that sounds cool tho since myself would never get stuff done🧐and would procrastinate all day🧐perhaps a cool libarian or smth would actually do stuff :3😛💕I like it xD💕
i forgot what water tasted like ahajsjjejsaj xD😭im so dehydrated xD
"try not to stress!" ~24/7 stressed out potato frend 2024~✨
/lh/lh :PxD
thankyuuuuu💖
@iloveyouxx
V.v.v tragic there should be an international holiday in ur remembrance fr
I think in my oooold school so that wld be before grade5 (age9)
Donut become eyes!!
Yass the vision thing happens so much to me xD
I hv very much experience i am n old wise granny eyes (that rhymes o.0)
Now idk what fsr means xD im pretending to be on a super cool (physics) mission rn xD
Called it! Stressed teens never drink water smh
I mean "do as i say, not as i do" xD
You got this!🥔🥔 but no pressure!
@unassumingEyes
xD I used to think the day I-(yk) every year people would celebrate-not in a good way like cos they’re happy- like- thank god :D 😭I still think that ;-; I think it’s cool when other people have their own international day lmao :0 they’re usually like *a m a z i n g* people tho xD✨
dang that’d be scary😭at least yu didn’t know the backstory tho :0 I think that’d be scary for 9yo yu T^T💗
🍩 🍩
👄 you were saying XD I swear I’m in such a weird mood rn ignore it :>> she was never here✨
uwheosho police sirens again- they’ve been off all day and night like what’s happening :')💙
…………
XD 👩🦯➡️🤝👩🦯
:0000000000000000000000000000000000000
XD silllyyyyyyy- fsr means "for some reason" XD
oooouu destroy that physics😈🕵️♀️👀🥷🤺✨✨!
true😭I still haven’t drank any water since I posted that😭"life’s too stressful to do stuff like eat/sleep/drink water :P we’ve got too many stuff to worry about to just do things we need to for ourselves so i need to prioritize doing things i need to for other things like school or family :P"~my mindset 2024
omggggeee eyeesssssss😭😛smhhhhhhh- but that’s the perfect quote for me tho🧐I always give advice I don’t do myself🧐✨😛
I gotta go but not rewriting take careeeee💖💖💖
@iloveyouxx
My brain: nooooooo the international holiday is supposed to celebrate the fact that u lived not unlived 😭
Amazing or rich-
9yo me was like chilly being made to watch traumatizing stuff xD my sis made me watch a horror movie- my first and last. Im terrified to this day xD i was around 10yrs old
I found that so funny omg xD i just- ppfft the donuts xD
Hmmm
Pfft
Fsr im exhausted xD i used it! xD
My fam took me outside fr lunch the physics is still a threat djdhdhd abort mission i repeat abort mission we need to reassess the situation-
Go drink waterrrrrrr xD
Also i like
I make priority lists in my head o.0
Ok funny thing nadia im like super careful bout my health and my well being but like n o n e of it is for me? Like i cldnt care less about my well being- but like sense of anticipation says i n e e d to be okay in all aspects because smth is coming and if im not okay smth bad will happen and i dont get it? But the way i make sense of it is that "smth" will happen (tw part of me thinks- smone will- unhappen-) and everyone else in my fam will be unokay then and thats why i hv to be ready- like im preparing to have to "step up" someday- and its not for me- its for those who i will be stepping up for- whoever they are- im being depressing-
Me tooooo =D for eg i hv not drunk water in hours xD
Take caree 🩷
@unassumingEyes
😭I knowww😭😭maybe imma start a new thing- be the first😏✨
whiwgsuygb yk I just googled and apparently there’s this guy that saved (fake (obv) xD) Santa Claus from a fire? and he was all like "I should’ve gotten money!" Idkk much about it but there’s a day for him too what?😭
first and last whjsha poor 10yo you🫠I watch horror movies to distract me from my life✨cos like- they’re so traumatizing and scary and just the type of thing you can’t get off your mind right? so like- now I’ve gotten my real problems off my mind✨✨(/ jk it just haunts me forever and adds to my problems aisbahajjajaja xD :>)
XD 🍩 be like eyes!🍩XDXD
hmmmmm what we thinking bout :0💙
xD✨
ooommiiiiigodddddddd :0000 sorrysorry I’m not mocking yu hehe💓but every time I tell my brother smth he’s like 😱🤯🤯😱😱😱😱😱😱😱 to mock me- I got used to it eugh😭💜but actually hehe yayyyyy good job✨🎉XD
bijsiuhsuhs okayokay here’s what we’re gonna do- you go eat lunch- I’m gonna handle the physics✨😈✨pulls out friction..😈✨
(basically if yu don’t get it ajahahahahahajx- xD frictions always there slowing things down and making life harder for physics trying to keep things moving smoothly xD it’ll keep them distracted😈✨)
eyeeessssss stopppp/lh💖youre not being depressing🩷I’m an✨expert✨at being depressing🤓👆/lh💜and really you’re not at all- I get what you mean tho💙someone unhappens like everyday in my family ahajajjwhahajah- :P🤍I know we have really different situations but I understand really friend🩷and goddd you’re not depressing xD💖I love talking to you💗some other cups frends been making me feel :P lonely xD and left out xD and worthless xD (tw✨)and like why am I alive ajajajgsha I try so hard to please people and I can’t even do it with them xD and- you get it ;-; but talking to yu makes me feel better I think💕💕thankyou for being here friend💖
xD look at yu telling me to drink water without drinking water xD t t t t t t-smh. I’ll drink water when you drink water xD🚰
I have to go study eurghhgahahshejwqijs😭😭why does this make me so mad cos like I could’ve started earlier but my dad left for work and locked the door with my device and now I have so much work to get to in my weekend😭😭I promise you I’ll try to blink from time to time :> xD I love yuuuu take carrreeeee🩷💕💕
Part of me is like hey this listener seems good and the other part is like
Howdareitrytoburdenthispersonwithmytroublestheyhavebiggerproblemstheyreherecausetheyreniceandyouretakingadvantageofthat-
Mother voice is telling me to stop it. Hahahhaha no-
My head hurts
A ton
My head hurts
A ton
@iloveyouxx i keep feeling like i replied already cuz i typed it out thrice last night xD but apparently i didnt??
nadia frnd i will be s o b b i n g that day-/gen
he did good thing nd then went “ok pay up” sjbsbdjhs nd theyre like yea hes cool lets celebrate him???
nadia dnsjhsushjz xD hv u seen the movie with the fake orphan girl?
🍩 be like eyes!! :p
I cn not think due to lack of brain xD
ty 🩷
not friction! *le gasp* xD
ok but my irl frnds nd i used to call walking “frictioning” sjhshjsb i cnt even-
someone unhappens like everyday in ur family- thats exaggerated right- :o
u literally cheer me up so much 😭🩷 i dont get how talking to me could ever be good djhdjhzjknzj
noooooooooo then we’ll both be dehydrated (that was so hard to spell???)
id be mad too xD the promise lol xD love you tooo tc 🩷
@unassumingEyes
huh xD yk my cousin I like text her all the time and she replies maybe the next month☠️and then she’s like "ohhhh see I got the notification then replied in my head and thought I actually replied-" 😭
but apparently yu didn’t xD??
I thought that tone tag said "/j" xD
I’d be b a w l i n g m y e y e s o u t that day for yu- even if I’m 90yo at that time cos it better be by old age-/lh :D💗
sjehshehwhwh😭people really can’t do smth good just.. for others? and not for themselves?☠️
hshehehaywi idk why I thought of auggie TvT from that wonders move or smth- he’s not fake or an orphan I feel insulting tho me thinking of him didn’t like mean anything it was just random TvT🤍ermmm idkkk friend what’s the name :0 do you remember :00💜? does she have that like condition that makes her a kid looking adult XD💙??/lh
indeediooo🍩✨!! :p 🍩! xD
:00000 says yuuu T^T yur always thinking- and studying :P yu have so vv much brains :P I dunno how it fits :P in yur head :P/lh
😭whattt am i sayyyingggg :D✨but really lmao yu might need more head space soon :P cos yur brains too big :P/lh
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😈✨🥼
whatttt😭☠️"oh ya I’m just going for a friction" "I’m just frictioning what’s up" "hey I’m gonna go on a friction call me if you need anything"☠️☠️😭
XD yu so silllyyyyy💖yus it’s slightly exaggerated xD💜maybe like every week :P TW someone died 2 days ago in car crash :P
love yuuu morreee and yus I skipped sum stuff that I’ll reply to later cos my dad woke up and I gotta go study :0 I’ll be backk tcccc🩷🩷
@iloveyouxx
Nadia i keep typing @ nadia instead of @ iloveyouxx 😭😭
Next m o n th ? xD
Apparently??
xD
"Cos it better be by old age" right back at you nadia frnd/lh but also gen
People nadia frnd, are a weird species
Omg i love wonder xD
Its called Orphan and yes to the 2nd qs
xD 🍩🍩🍩
Maybe 🤔 i should buy a new head 🤔
It was like "hey cmon why are we just standing here lets frictionn" "im tired can we stop frictioning" "ohohoh strict maam is glaring at us just friction past her" xD
Thats sad :0 m sorry - thats a lot of unhappenings
Okk gl take care (i am not-)
@unassumingEyes
nuu I’m sorryyyy I’m so lateeee🩷
XD😭apparently theres a member here with the user @ nadia :0 xD💜
xD T^T
XDD yu make me go xD a lot xD💖
💗
:000 that’s what I always sayyyy :000!
xD reallyyy :0 I watched it like a couple times as a kiddo :3 I might rewatch it :0💙
what :0 I like guessed✨what is all thisss big brainnnsss🧠⚡️/j/j/j/lh💕imma watch it too :3💖
:3XD
heyyyyy that’s a good idea :0 okieokie so let’s think🧐so this is yur head now⇒🤯xD les look at the options :3 *✨
searches "head" in emojis✨* :
💀🙈😹🤯😻🐶🙊🐷🤕🙀🦄😿😽😸🐸😺🐼🐻😾🙉😼🐭🐯🐰🐴🙆🙆♀️🙆♂️🦁🐔🤖🐨🐵🐺🐮🚿👥🐧🐗🐤🐦🐲👷👷♀️👷♂️👤👦🏻🙂↔️🙂↕️🗣️🧄👳👳♀️👳♂️🧕💆💆♀️💆♂️🧑🦲🫨🧑🚒👩🚒👨🚒😶🌫️⛑️🥴👩🦲👨🦲😵💫👑🧢🎓🎩🪖👒🎧🪦
ajabwuan I messed up my frequently used emojis😭I dunno what a shower or an onion are doing there-
hows this one✨✨⇒🧠👧🧘♀️✨
bahahahahjahajwjjwjsmajhauwjsja I can’t XD😭yur so cutu and sillyy😖🤧💖💖💖
issokayy that was my- aunts- brother :P I’ve only had a couple interactions w him :P he was really nice hehe and funny. hope he okie 💗.-.
why not love🥺💓/nfta me neither haha :P💕yk when I said I finished my math homework😭we have 120 more questions to do now😭and a speaking french test soon and a science test soon and english but not sure when- T^T💜here for yu💖
Tw
Heavy rain, flash floods ki-l 100 people in Pakistan-
More than 33 kil-ed in flash floods in Afghanistan-
Flash floods in the past few days kill hundred in Pakistan-
Lightning and floods in KPK province of Pakistan ki-l several-
Whats going on with the world nowadays- 😔
@unassumingEyes
i thought yu said don’t check the deaths :')🩷/lh I know😞someone in his like seventies died here…then that social media guy then 4 other people from here and 3 of suffocation obv and 2 of accidents-(cos yk- the weather was violent (': ) this has been the heaviest rain since 1948-. sumone that goes to the same mosque my grandfather does told him how him and his wife got stuck in their car and the water went up to their window- they couldn’t open the windows or doors or anything and the oxygen was really really limited- 2 guys somehow? managed to break the car and get them out-? just trying to survive :') I’m honestly fine tho. indoors the whole time :P it’s gonna rain again wednesday and thursday but less ofc💜that same guy also said his wife had like heart problems or smth so they had to get her out first- so sweet and sad hah :')💖I’m gonna reply to that other thing in a second :0💙and I finished all my hw btw✨got a bunch wrong but o well just wanted to get it over w :D💕yaaaaaayyyyyyy🎉💖🎉
Eyes, april 21, 2024:
- wakes up with bad cramps
- has pain meds
- feels sleepy with pain meds
- tries to study
- falls asleep
- wakes uo at 7pm
- wakes up at 7pm-
- freaks out over studies
- does 1 (one) out of 7 chapters left and comes back on cups
- is an idiot
✨️✨️✨️✨️
@unassumingEyes
omigod friend that sounds like such a bad day D:🩷gosh I’m so sorry like smjaqjswkq :')🩷smh for life deciding to be meanie to yu today🩷yur the v opposite of an idiot D:💜I wouldn’t even *try* to study after the pain meds :P💜I’d just sleep :P and let myself sleep :P🩷not cos I love myself or anything just xD💜yu have too high expectations for yurself lovely🥺💕7 chapters is sm on its own D:💜I wish I could tell yu to go easy on yu but w all the work and pressure I don’t think I would :')🩷I wish I could tell yu to believe me when I say you’re not an idiot and what you do is so more than enough🩷but. :')💜I wouldn’t believe it either in yur place :')💜I love you🩷I hope yu can try to believe it <3💖
@iloveyouxx i have high expectations for myself? Look at my sister. Im serious. Despite how jealous i get- im still worried. Girl's expecting too much of herself. She doesnt get it when i tell her to slow down. Oof.
I appreciate it 🩷 and i will try to believe that 🩷 sometimes i almost do. Itd be nice to believe someday🩷
