In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
Gonna close cups rn will not do smth stupid promise bye
@unassumingEyes
take your time love ❤️
i have to go to school but i’ll come and check on you in a couple of hours okay? 🩷
So um ive already cried 3 times in my life in front of my 7yr old cousin and i hate how nervous it makes her so im trying real hard not to start again rn
Trying to study urdu and this poet is like “wherever i look i see you”
no its okay im fine 👍🏻
yesterday night we had a scare my uncle wasnt picking up the phone for like hours nd noone cld reach him found put he was ok at like 9-10pm
I have to learn atleast 5 essays and revise 20 stories today not to mention the grammer definitions i hv to revise…
and even then ill probably lose marks in paraphrasing
dndkhdkjd
@unassumingEyes i have like 5 hours left to study. Someone help
my moms like why hvnt u learnt all this before. Well mom, thing is, i *** have, and *** forgot it, because not everyone has the perfect memory of my sister, so im sorry i cldnt become my sister 2.0 but u know, it is what it is
@unassumingEyes
*deep breath* what TvT🩷su :3 just to understand :D💜you’re expected to learn a minimum of 5essays and revise 20stories+ revise grammar definitions in 5hours today :> and even paraphrasing would make you lose marks. and your moms questions why you haven’t already learnt all of this before.
:') *hugs you tight if okie* <3
idk how this is like- normal :') in other peoples lives :P🤍maybe my schools just nice but mean at the same time😭or maybe I’m just dumb lolz :P🧠💕
im sorry T^T I feel like even tho I am really dumb :P xD- this is still a lot :')❤️
*cheers for eyesbuddy*🎉🎉💖🎉
@iloveyouxx
*hugs* mom says a majority of my classmates wont be able to get in any uni/college with the marks theyre getting. Thats so hard for me to imagine. Just- no uni. What? Even i cld be unable to go to uni if i dont get it together. Like. Huh? Like. You have to get 90+% in grades 9,10,11 and 12 to get in any uni. Huh?
Issok yall hv bullies i hv difficult exams we all struggling together 😭👍🏻👍🏻
I made a sort of plan om how to manage all these studies today. Maybe it will work maybe it wont but having a sort of plan helped me calm down so. So. Time to drown swim in studies!
Nadia watching me slowly go insane over urdu 👍🏻
can u believe i do this every year during exams nadia xD
And still get scolded over my marks
ahem ahem what was it mom said last year
*fake sad voice* “im so disappointed✨”
i actually went in shock last year like i just stood there and mom and dad said stuff i dont even remember and i cldnt process my marks xD
See this is why i cnt cry my 7yr old cousin just came in to show me her money and started counting all of it twice xD
Aaaaaaaaaah so much urdu 😭
im just gonna do grammar definitions nd one poems paraphrasing and stuff cause that poem is important and then im going to cry and sleep 👍🏻
(im not actually going to cry…probably)
im so tired :/ nd im literally blocking any thoughts of cups frnd out cause dont hv time to be sad yet. This is ridiculous
I feel so mad rn i just finished studying and came to tcr to relax a bit before bed and saw someones been pretending to be muslim or smth and talking bout how they joinrd a. "Nice organization for muslims" ISIS and how "its their job to get married and have 100kids" like stop it
@unassumingEyes and theyre being so nice and stuff and talking bout how theyre going to spread the "good things about islam" and the topic changed so i cnt say anything and im so frustrated now