In the Corner
Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
So, atm, i am not rlly okay, and idek why. Isnt that funny?
Tw
So tbh, i think if i unalived (however), thered be alot of grief and mourning and all that (because ppl do love me, i know, i know) but i also think noone wld be surprised and i dont know how i feel about that.
Is this what giving up feels like?
just…don't reply to this if ur not eva. And u don't hv to say anything either, eva.
@unassumingEyes
*hugs you tightly* 🩷
@justmeeva *holds on to you* im still here, it counts as smth yea? We’re still here.
i might stop doing that small steps challenge. Idk. Suddenly water and sleep dont matter so much, anymore
@justmeeva im gonna hv to give my sis the ipad soon. I said i would, so…
if i cn take the phone, ill take the phone. If not, ill bbl today. Take care in advance ❤️
@unassumingEyes
that’s alright 🩷
Tw my back got hit by one vehicle and a motorbike almost hit me too
"Going out will cheer you up," Mom said. "It'll be good for you," she said. Oof.
@unassumingEyes
oh my are you okay?
@justmeeva uh yeah. My back survived- lol.
guess who didnt even notice both incidents :0 also the the motorbike almost hit me bcz mom was holding my hand (correction: dragging me around) and didnt see it before pulling me 🙄
@unassumingEyes
oh wow.. i’m glad you’re okay(ish..?) at least 🩷
Guys. The bathroom isnt working
What was that about basic needs? Lol. Hey atleast theres no shortage of food, just water, bathrooms, light, electricity, gas to cook… 😇
I keep feeling randomly faint and like…lightheaded but not dizzy. As well as nauseous. Idk whats going on…
Tw
Doesnt the world know i worry?
My cousins' fought. It was playful at first! But my 7yr old cousin got a little hurt, sobbed for like half hour and now all the adults and my sis (and ofc7yr old cousin) are mad at my 14male and 11male year old cousins
And bcz theyre male AND supposedly at fault i cnt even say anything. Rn ive taken no sides (comforted 7yr old cousin but once she stopped crying sat at a distance and didnt give an opinion)
And u know how 14 yr old cousin's dad used to hv anger issues...
I thought I wld be the last one affected by that. Yet here i am warily watching my uncle while my 14yr old cousin is *hiding from him*
Oof. But uncle's patience is *more* so itll be fine. It has to be fine-
Cuz tbh even if it was my cousin's fault, the last thing i want is to see him get in trouble like that
@unassumingEyes hmm im supposed to not talk to my 14yr and 11 yr old cousins. Which is like, gonna be hard bcz im not gooding at ignoring loved ones (trust me, i tried)
@unassumingEyes how bad am I at ignoring ppl? 14yr old cousin just waved and i smiled back
Really bad at ignoring ppl🫡
@unassumingEyes "gooding"? 😭😭