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@justmeeva it is a phone :p also no need for extreme measures lol im gonna try again bbl <33 

@unassumingEyes

lol gl <3

@justmeeva

aw I want someone to do that to me but then I’d lose it and start making all these scenarios about my friendos not being oki and me not being there for them :’3 I’m on cups most of the day :P too scared of not being on it :0

@iloveyouxx

*hugs nadia fren if oke* u oki?

@justmeeva

hugs are always oki🩷 * hugs eva buddy tight *🤍

no heh :’3 but it’s oki.. :’3 🤍

@iloveyouxx

*keeps hugging* awee nuu does nadia fren wanna talk about it? 🩷

@justmeeva

gonna reply here because of the reply limit :0

nadia doesn’t really know what to say anymore :’3 nadias just really tired- I think about how if literally anyone looked at my life they’d seriously question like what I’m even doing at this point T~T like they’d think “..what’s keeping her alive ?” not in a crisis btw- but I just don’t get it like what’s the point I’m just alive to feel like this all the time forever and yeah :’3 idk :’3

idk. nadia wants to remember what it feels like to be happy T~T you guys make me happy ofc..🤍 but it’s just not the same yk :’3

@iloveyouxx

awe i completely understand every word of it. i’m so mad at life for treating the kindest souls like this tbh. you deserve so much better than whatever is making you feel like that. it probably doesn’t change anything and it’s probably not the first time you hear this, but i really am happy to have you here. you’re so kind and fun and just amazing and other people should see that too. if there’s anything me can do lmk oke? *keeps hugging* 🩷

@unassumingEyes attempt 2 at focusing =D bbl loves 

Tc Nadia (and u too eva buddy <3)

@unassumingEyes

why didn’t I get a “<3” next to my name T^T /j /j /j /j /j /lh

byebye eyes ttyl !🤍

@iloveyouxx :0 for you: <3333

For @justmeeva: <3333

For @LoveMyMoonflowers : <3333 

Hehe

Awe this is so sweet. Thank you eyes 💙💙💙 *sends lots of loveee backkk*

@LoveMyMoonflowers ❤️ 

(Also hi flowerss :0) 

I hv 12 experiments left :0 

Smbody help 😂😭

@unassumingEyes

go eyes go! *cheers* 📢💃🎉

@justmeeva i just want to lie in 10 blankies and hv hot choco 😂😭

Also i realized im probably scaring sm of yall frm grade 10 :0 dw yalls my schools just awful ull do fine😭✨️

@unassumingEyes

idek if i’m gonna make it there i wanna be done with school so bad 🤧🤧😃

@justmeeva

literally don’t even know what i’m gonna do after 9th idek what the options are like at all 😃👍

@justmeeva we didnt hv options =D we hv for after 10th hehe

In the words of my classmates: 

"If we fail, atleast we'll fail together"

*pause*

That's not very motivating lol

@unassumingEyes

nah it sounds very wholesome to me lol (but i’m me.) but they’re tests so i can kinda imagine why you’d wanna pass lol

@justmeeva it is wholesome i agree lol

But it isnt helping when im trynna study lol

Tw

Also

My poems are getting weirder and longer so i wldnt read it- i just needed to write this  I guess

You say it's okay to hurt

But pain isn't even what I feel

You tell me it's okay to burst

But hey, let's be real

I'm not feeling

I'm not numb

I'm moving with a purpose

To not succumb

I am fighting an invisible enemy

And no, I'm not scared

I just wanna see

If I'm going to lose, anyway

Day in and day out, I prepare

For what, I do not know

And someday, when it is here

Maybe, then, I can go

See, I'm not scared, or hurting, or wanting to fall, 

That comes after the fight

Right now, I'm stuck in the before, before I lose it all

Right now, I'm peering into the darkness, but standing in the light

And I don't know how I know

And I don't know why

But I know, something's about to show

And I won't be ready, but I'll try 

I can feel that the cliff will break

There's only so much it can take

And I know there's no going back,

So till then, I wait and pack

And maybe I'll lose it all

In one final, deadly fall

But until then, though I'm not okay

I've got no pain, to relate

I've got no trauma, of which I know, 

I'm still struggling, though

But I'll wait

And anticipate

And when you ask me how I know that it'l get worse

I'll say that I'm here in this universe

To fight

To prepare

To fall

To care

So I'll pack my rusty bag of tools

And let myself be hurt by fools

Cause something big is coming, now

And whatever, whoever it is, I won't cow

@unassumingEyes

:0000 you call that weird ? :0 omg eyes shushhhh that’s amazing /lh🤍

you know I was just working on a poem and going to send it here on a post and tag you and our other friendos :0 but now that you’ve made *that* mine just looks terrible T^T

poetrys such a beautiful way to express how you feel :>🤍

im still processing how amazing it is :00*🧠🧠*

you’re amazing :D *claps so hard hands turn red* :P🩷🩷

I have such an amazing potato friend🤧🩷/lh

🥔🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🩷🩷

@iloveyouxx aww potato frnd <3

I had to label a potato for todays exam :00

Thank you so much

No pressure, but id really like it if you shared ur poem <3 i get the whole, feeling like urs is worse thing, bcz my sisters poems get way more recognition and are definitely a m a z i n g , but i think, and am trying to believe, that writing shldnt be compared, because everyone has a different writing style, and some may like the way my sis writes, others myt like the way I write, and others myt like the way you write. I read smwhere that thatd the freedom of poetry- you can write what you want to, and if smone doesnt like it, they move on, because poetry has little to no rules, so noone can tell you did it "wrong" or "bad" etc 

But anyways, im rambling now oops

But id love to read anything u, or anyone else reading this, wrote <3 

@unassumingEyes

potatoes :000

no no you can ramble I ramble all the time :0

thank you friend <3

youre my fav potato friend <33 ;3🥔🐛🩷

@unassumingEyes @iloveyouxx

*lurks and sends hearts* 🥺💕

I finished the book, "Back and Forth" that I was writing for my friend today. Im going to send it to her once i get mom's phone :0 kinda nervous. Its a bit dramatic.

Or, in the words of my sister, its very dramatic

Its also very short- less than 30 pgs- but i hv exams and moving stuff, so i cldnt make a long one :0 mayb sm other time

Its short, but still the only book ive finsihed so =D 

@unassumingEyes

*applaud 👏👏👏*

@justmeeva <33

@LoveMyMoonflowers

aw ni I just saw your updated bio🥺 me was trying to zoom in on your pfp cause it’s so cute hehe🩷

here if you need anything mhm ? >: always here *🪑*🤍 even when I’m not :P🩷

 “true friends are like stars, you don’t always see them- but you always know they’re there” I like that quote hehe :>🩷 I think it applies to us :0 @unassumingEyes @justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers 🤍

also sorry if I’m shifting attention to it- not what I meant to do :’3

i have to go finish math homework- ( *boooo mathhh* D: ) someone yeet it for me pls heh :’3

byebye lovely humans :0🌈 hope 7 cups doesn’t nom this tag :P🤍

@iloveyouxx

*throws math to spend some time with the rover on mars* better. 🩷

@justmeeva

:DD

@iloveyouxx

*hugs Nadia if okie* 💙 

@LoveMyMoonflowers

its always oki :0🤍 *hugs ni buddy tight* 

still can’t get away from me hehe :P 🦑🩷

@iloveyouxx

wouldn't want to!🥺💜

@iloveyouxx *hugs all 3 of you* love you all 🥺💓 

yeet the maths <3

pats for flowers 🤍 

:> good morning lovely people :0🤍

@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers @justmeeva

im at school rn :0 but not cupsing in class becausee I’m in lunch so it doesn’t count ;3 plus you’re allowed to go on your device in breaks soo :P

its really quiet in rooms at this time :0 I think it’s really late for most people :0

how’re you all ? 🩷🐛🐛

@iloveyouxx

schooling too :/ gtg in a few minutes. idk how eva is but is oke. how’s nadia fren? :0 🩷