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Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3
@justmeeva it is a phone :p also no need for extreme measures lol im gonna try again bbl <33
@justmeeva
aw I want someone to do that to me but then I’d lose it and start making all these scenarios about my friendos not being oki and me not being there for them :’3 I’m on cups most of the day :P too scared of not being on it :0
@justmeeva
hugs are always oki🩷 * hugs eva buddy tight *🤍
no heh :’3 but it’s oki.. :’3 🤍
@iloveyouxx
*keeps hugging* awee nuu does nadia fren wanna talk about it? 🩷
@justmeeva
gonna reply here because of the reply limit :0
nadia doesn’t really know what to say anymore :’3 nadias just really tired- I think about how if literally anyone looked at my life they’d seriously question like what I’m even doing at this point T~T like they’d think “..what’s keeping her alive ?” not in a crisis btw- but I just don’t get it like what’s the point I’m just alive to feel like this all the time forever and yeah :’3 idk :’3
idk. nadia wants to remember what it feels like to be happy T~T you guys make me happy ofc..🤍 but it’s just not the same yk :’3
@iloveyouxx
awe i completely understand every word of it. i’m so mad at life for treating the kindest souls like this tbh. you deserve so much better than whatever is making you feel like that. it probably doesn’t change anything and it’s probably not the first time you hear this, but i really am happy to have you here. you’re so kind and fun and just amazing and other people should see that too. if there’s anything me can do lmk oke? *keeps hugging* 🩷
@unassumingEyes attempt 2 at focusing =D bbl loves
Tc Nadia (and u too eva buddy <3)
@unassumingEyes
why didn’t I get a “<3” next to my name T^T /j /j /j /j /j /lh
byebye eyes ttyl !🤍
@iloveyouxx :0 for you: <3333
For @justmeeva: <3333
For @LoveMyMoonflowers : <3333
Hehe
Awe this is so sweet. Thank you eyes 💙💙💙 *sends lots of loveee backkk*
@LoveMyMoonflowers ❤️
(Also hi flowerss :0)
@justmeeva i just want to lie in 10 blankies and hv hot choco 😂😭
Also i realized im probably scaring sm of yall frm grade 10 :0 dw yalls my schools just awful ull do fine😭✨️
@unassumingEyes
idek if i’m gonna make it there i wanna be done with school so bad 🤧🤧😃
@justmeeva
literally don’t even know what i’m gonna do after 9th idek what the options are like at all 😃👍
@justmeeva we didnt hv options =D we hv for after 10th hehe
In the words of my classmates:
"If we fail, atleast we'll fail together"
*pause*
That's not very motivating lol
@unassumingEyes
nah it sounds very wholesome to me lol (but i’m me.) but they’re tests so i can kinda imagine why you’d wanna pass lol
@justmeeva it is wholesome i agree lol
But it isnt helping when im trynna study lol
Tw
Also
My poems are getting weirder and longer so i wldnt read it- i just needed to write this I guess
You say it's okay to hurt
But pain isn't even what I feel
You tell me it's okay to burst
But hey, let's be real
I'm not feeling
I'm not numb
I'm moving with a purpose
To not succumb
I am fighting an invisible enemy
And no, I'm not scared
I just wanna see
If I'm going to lose, anyway
Day in and day out, I prepare
For what, I do not know
And someday, when it is here
Maybe, then, I can go
See, I'm not scared, or hurting, or wanting to fall,
That comes after the fight
Right now, I'm stuck in the before, before I lose it all
Right now, I'm peering into the darkness, but standing in the light
And I don't know how I know
And I don't know why
But I know, something's about to show
And I won't be ready, but I'll try
I can feel that the cliff will break
There's only so much it can take
And I know there's no going back,
So till then, I wait and pack
And maybe I'll lose it all
In one final, deadly fall
But until then, though I'm not okay
I've got no pain, to relate
I've got no trauma, of which I know,
I'm still struggling, though
But I'll wait
And anticipate
And when you ask me how I know that it'l get worse
I'll say that I'm here in this universe
To fight
To prepare
To fall
To care
So I'll pack my rusty bag of tools
And let myself be hurt by fools
Cause something big is coming, now
And whatever, whoever it is, I won't cow
@unassumingEyes
:0000 you call that weird ? :0 omg eyes shushhhh that’s amazing /lh🤍
you know I was just working on a poem and going to send it here on a post and tag you and our other friendos :0 but now that you’ve made *that* mine just looks terrible T^T
poetrys such a beautiful way to express how you feel :>🤍
im still processing how amazing it is :00*🧠🧠*
you’re amazing :D *claps so hard hands turn red* :P🩷🩷
I have such an amazing potato friend🤧🩷/lh
🥔🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🩷🩷
@iloveyouxx aww potato frnd <3
I had to label a potato for todays exam :00
Thank you so much
No pressure, but id really like it if you shared ur poem <3 i get the whole, feeling like urs is worse thing, bcz my sisters poems get way more recognition and are definitely a m a z i n g , but i think, and am trying to believe, that writing shldnt be compared, because everyone has a different writing style, and some may like the way my sis writes, others myt like the way I write, and others myt like the way you write. I read smwhere that thatd the freedom of poetry- you can write what you want to, and if smone doesnt like it, they move on, because poetry has little to no rules, so noone can tell you did it "wrong" or "bad" etc
But anyways, im rambling now oops
But id love to read anything u, or anyone else reading this, wrote <3
@unassumingEyes
potatoes :000
no no you can ramble I ramble all the time :0
thank you friend <3
youre my fav potato friend <33 ;3🥔🐛🩷
@unassumingEyes @iloveyouxx
*lurks and sends hearts* 🥺💕
I finished the book, "Back and Forth" that I was writing for my friend today. Im going to send it to her once i get mom's phone :0 kinda nervous. Its a bit dramatic.
Or, in the words of my sister, its very dramatic
Its also very short- less than 30 pgs- but i hv exams and moving stuff, so i cldnt make a long one :0 mayb sm other time
Its short, but still the only book ive finsihed so =D
@LoveMyMoonflowers
aw ni I just saw your updated bio🥺 me was trying to zoom in on your pfp cause it’s so cute hehe🩷
here if you need anything mhm ? >: always here *🪑*🤍 even when I’m not :P🩷
“true friends are like stars, you don’t always see them- but you always know they’re there” I like that quote hehe :>🩷 I think it applies to us :0 @unassumingEyes @justmeeva @LoveMyMoonflowers 🤍
also sorry if I’m shifting attention to it- not what I meant to do :’3
i have to go finish math homework- ( *boooo mathhh* D: ) someone yeet it for me pls heh :’3
byebye lovely humans :0🌈 hope 7 cups doesn’t nom this tag :P🤍
@iloveyouxx
*throws math to spend some time with the rover on mars* better. 🩷
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its always oki :0🤍 *hugs ni buddy tight*
still can’t get away from me hehe :P 🦑🩷
@iloveyouxx *hugs all 3 of you* love you all 🥺💓
yeet the maths <3
pats for flowers 🤍
:> good morning lovely people :0🤍
@unassumingEyes @LoveMyMoonflowers @justmeeva
im at school rn :0 but not cupsing in class becausee I’m in lunch so it doesn’t count ;3 plus you’re allowed to go on your device in breaks soo :P
its really quiet in rooms at this time :0 I think it’s really late for most people :0
how’re you all ? 🩷🐛🐛
@iloveyouxx
schooling too :/ gtg in a few minutes. idk how eva is but is oke. how’s nadia fren? :0 🩷