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unassumingEyes January 18th

Sometimes, the thoughts in my head repeat over and over and over again until I need to tell them to someone, even if noone's listening. So, this is my little corner to do that. Thoughts and thoughts and thoughts. Trigger warnings, just incase. And, @LoveMyMoonflowers, @justmeeva @DarkerPlaces and @iloveyouxx are welcome to replies. Not really comfortable with anyone else. Sorry for tagging. Be safe everyone <3

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

Tw

Not ok

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

what’s wrong love?

justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

are you there friend? 

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva me here eva. Sorry if i worried u :0 was in rooms and stuffs. 

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

are you okay?

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva yes and no :0 

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

*sits and listens* /nf

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva me cnt rant rn :0 sr busy and lgbtq room busy :0 trynna be there fr ppls uk

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

mhm i see, but i’ll be here once you’re able to oke?

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva oke, thanks eva <33

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@iloveyouxx you oki lovely? /nfta

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iloveyouxx January 31st

@unassumingEyes

no.. :’3

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@iloveyouxx sorry :( do u wanna talk about it? 

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iloveyouxx January 31st

@unassumingEyes

it’s oki :’3 it doesn’t matter T~T

🤍

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@iloveyouxx it matters to me 🥺 is it bout what happened in the lgbtq room? Me doesnt think it was ur fault nadia. Itll become clear what was wrong soon hopefully, but i think there was a misunderstanding :0

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st



Me gotta go but ill leave a little rant :p

Tw (mentions of sh etc)

i dont do sh the usual way? I spend time after bathing in the bathroom without moving, even when i start shivering, wet and cold instead of (tw) burning

instead of (tw) cutting, i hold my breath at night

instead of (tw) scratching, i pick my skin

instead of preventing panic attacks, i try to find out what my trigger is so i can trigger myself on purpose

instead of looking for good listeners to vent to, i look for bad ones to get upset by

i dont sh the way people sh. But im not kind to myself either. Idk why. Idk why i do it. Idk why i do it differently. Idk.

i just do

unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@iloveyouxx

Cn u report them lovely? Or tell a mod? Its not good smone on here is upsetting u or anyone so much :0

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justmeeva January 31st

@iloveyouxx

i can try and help if you need me :0 💕

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iloveyouxx January 31st

@justmeeva

idk how I can be helped tho :l * sits *•-•🪑

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justmeeva January 31st

@iloveyouxx

what did you think about the reporting or talking to mods tho?

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iloveyouxx January 31st

@justmeeva

idk- tbh I’ve seen someone do something similar on here ( not as bad but similar ) but they’d be like direct they’d show that side of them and they’d make it really clear but all mods ever did was nom their replies / comments but nothing was actually ever done to stop it🤧

they still go around in forums and stuff and conflict always starts when they’re there :’3 

I can try :0 I have a lot of things they I know they said- I just want smth to be done about it tbh :P🤧

🩷

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@iloveyouxx mods might not stop it at once, but reporting cld get the account deleted. Even if they make a new account, it myt scare them off :0

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iloveyouxx January 31st

@unassumingEyes

theyve hurt so many people on here eyes :’3 ( females in specific :P)

but that’s the thing they do this thing I can’t explain it drives me crazy :’3

It basically makes everyone feel bad for them for a life based in lies :’3



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iloveyouxx January 31st

@iloveyouxx

on * •-• spelling left the chat :P

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@iloveyouxx nadia, have u ever screenshotted any of the convos with them that made u uncomfy? If not, can u screenshot it if u see anything like that? It cld cm in handy :0

i think mods etc would know how to manage things despite whatever the background if whoever is being triggering is. If that sentence makes sense :0

if ur comfy with it, i think we shld try to report them :p even if it doesnt work, it cld get the mods to be careful :p and its worth a shot :0

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

Tw

because it makes perfect sense for my mom to yell at my sis for passing her the wrong thing when my mom pointed at smth :0/sar

And it makes perfect sense for my sis to still back my mom in everything, including this :0 /sar

i will literally never get these two

unassumingEyes OP January 31st

I feel like im floating

like it doesnt feel like this is real

Cnt process

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

felt this

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva hru eva :0

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

i’m oke for now :D

how’s u? :0 (although you literally just said how you’re feeling-)

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva glad ur oki :0

yeah im literally floating…i kinda want to like, not sleep but like hv everyone else in the house asleep and be in bed and stuffs :0 i mean, sometimes thats- not nice bcz of overthinking but tonight i want to :0 

also kinda wanna go out but cnt do that either :0


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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

i understand this. having some peace and quiet for yourself sometimes with no one bothering is great :0 

(i’m replying slow bc eating at the same time hehe)

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unassumingEyes OP January 31st

@justmeeva yum food :0 no worries hehe whatre u eating?/nfta

i myt disappear :( dw if i do :0 tc in advance <3

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justmeeva January 31st

@unassumingEyes

ice cream :D

*hugs in advance* :p

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unassumingEyes OP February 1st

If you want to run and hide

I'll come with you, deep inside

And sit beside you through it all

And if you ask me why I stay

I'll answer you, right away

I'm here to catch you if you fall

And I know it doesn't help you out

Cause you're still left with creeping doubt

But that's okay cause the day is still young

And I know I can't change a thing

But know that I've been hearing

Those silent songs you've never sung

And it's okay if you break and cry 

It's okay if you lose the spirit to fight

The sun must set, to come back up again

And I know that this is hard to believe

But I'm planning to never leave

The day can be worthy, through sunlight or rain

By me :p

unassumingEyes OP February 1st

Let packing part 100 million begin :0 

im beginning to get… a little worried about my granny back :p

on the bright side, i wrote like 6 pgs in my book today ^-^