In the Corner

Tw

feel like everyone in the house is mad at me 24/7

@unassumingEyes

🩷 that’s so unfair tbh :’3 I know no matter who’d be in that situation the reasons wouldn’t be valid :’3 I understand why you feel like that >:🩷 please try to not let it get to your head :’3 how we’re treated doesn’t represent how we are at all tbh >: which is unfair- but yeah :’3 life goes on :’3

i know it’s hard but you got this :0 I’ll be here the whole time :’3🤍

@iloveyouxx thanks nadia. Me here for you too <3

Has anyone heard of the ugly caterpillar story or did I seriously make that up? Because no one I know remembers it :0 

@unassumingEyes

*searches it up*

it does exist :0 there’s a website to the story( first one to show) but it’s now unavailable :/ maybe that’s why :0

@iloveyouxx :0 i knew it was real =D

In my bio I've written that I’m one of those “weirdos” that like maths.

“Weirdos” was supposed to be like quoting what others say, not what I believe, but is that offensive to anyone else who likes math? Should I remove it-?

@unassumingEyes

i saw that before :0 I never thought it was offensive- not that I do like it heh :P but I don’t think if someone likes math and sees it theyd get offended :0 the quotes make sense because it’s what a lot of people think :P I think it was clear that you didn’t mean that they were weirdos :0 just what other people think :P I think it’s oki🤍 but your choice ofc :P💜

@iloveyouxx thanks for the input lol

if anyone says anything ill remove it

its not like im famous and everyone’s reading my bio lol :0

Tw (seriously be careful ppls)

Wanna know a messed up joke my parents made everytime I misbehaved when I was younger?

*Tw*

"We should hang her by the door"

I was an innocent idiot and thought they meant like, hang my arms on a clothes hanger and put it by the door.

Not- 

Not that-

@unassumingEyes

*sits with eyes buddy* 

:') that’s horrible that they said that. I’m so sorry friend. 😞 that’s so hurtful and terrible :') and you absolutely don’t deserve that. you were a child. 😞 you were small and innocent 💜 and i promise you were not an idiot at all 💙 *big big comfy huggies for you if okay* 

honestly i wish our parents genuinely cared… school, life, the world… everything becomes too much tbh. And on top of that :') things at home. It’s hard. 💜 i wish parents realised that their children are whole universes 💙 they’re so much more than just… a body. With a mouth to feed. They’re so much more than that. 💜

i’m so sorry they said these things to you when you were young 😞 

@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs tight* thanks flowers

Idek about my dad...its like he cares but doesnt know how to :0 like 90% of the times hes so good but when he messes up its real bad uk :0

Mom cares about our accomplishments only. She doesnt care bout our struggles. Thats not rlly caring :0

I get what u mean. Life wld be so muh more bearable if we just had good homes   :[ 

@unassumingEyes

*keeps hugging you* 

oof ): i understand that tbh. I get what you mean. my dad’s kinda the same way :') i’m sorry. 😞💜

your mum really doesn’t sound very caring ): it hurts when all they care about… are your accomplishments. Grades. And all that. but that’s not entirely who we are :') we’re hooman beans 💙 with emotions 💜 and lives… struggles. Hopes. Dreams. experiences. pain :') and so much more. 💙

true. 😞 i agree buddy 💜 *big squeezes for you*

@LoveMyMoonflowers *hugs* it could be worse. Atleast i hv amazing frnds like u :0

@unassumingEyes

perhaps it could be worse :') but that absolutely doesn’t justify how much your parents have hurt you. 😞 you don’t deserve that :') it’s horrible… 💜 

I guess that’s why we have each other. life is crazy and messy and *** and idk… these are just screens. And this is just the internet :') but at least we can try to be there for each other the best we can 💙 i’m grateful for each and every one of my lovely friends here 💜

@LoveMyMoonflowers uk, these are just screens, and this is just the internet, but u all mean way more to me than just random ppl i met online :]

Maybe some of us dont hv the best home. But we hv the best cups, and i think, at the end of the day, there isnt much difference ^-^

Or i cld be spitting nonsense as per usual =D 

@unassumingEyes

awwe no, i agree with you. 💜 it’s like - we are all real hoomans after all. Just… far away. 💙 but we’re real 💜 and we’re buddies 💙 and we are here for each other 

@LoveMyMoonflowers mhm <3

@LoveMyMoonflowers

Me gonna sleep flowers :0 Take care love...good night 💓

@unassumingEyes

*peeks and whispers* goodnight eyes fren :0 💕🌙

@unassumingEyes

take care my sweet friend 💜 good night 💙 and sweet dreams 💜

Went to school today :0 i wish i cld go tmrrw and the day after but noones cming because of practical exam on sunday :00

My frnd gave me a bracelet 🥹

Tw for...religion?

U know, the religion I was born in makes you ask about the after life alot. About ur deeds. Would you be filled with unbelievable regret or unbelievable relief? 

I try to think about, I really, really do. But I cant seem to. My mind just...asks questions. How, Why, Where, When, How? 

Its funny, how easy it is to think about myself until i try to think about what should matter the most. Then Im thinking of everyone else. Of everything else. Of everywhere else.

How is it fair that we exist, only to be tested for our loyalty?

Who am I to question it? 

Why is life so messy? Why is the largest proof religion can provide us ancient books we cant trace back? 

What will I feel after I leave this world? Why would I feel anything? What part of this is really in my hands? What part isnt? 

I dont understand

Tw

@unassumingEyes

* sits with eyes * >:🩷 I’m here oki ? :’3🤍

(tw) I don’t think I’ve ever done that before- but I do struggle to breathe most of the day tbh.. :’3

can I ask why you do ? >: is it to know how it feels like ? or smth else ? 

please to try to be gentle with yourself..🤍 and sorry for replying late btw- here’s a cookie to make up for it🍪:P

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@iloveyouxx dw bout it :0 

and kinda like…idk. I dont know why i do it, i guess.

@unassumingEyes

aw that’s oki- I do a lot of things I don’t get :P like having so much time to get ready but waiting last minute just to panic :0 wouldn’t recommend :0 or walking around the house randomly- or staring at my piles of homework wanting to just finish it already but never actually starting .. :P yep. that’s me heh :P

The post above? Bad post. Dont look at that post. Ugly ugly post

Im confused

and kinda nervous

@unassumingEyes can anyone sr :0 

@unassumingEyes

coming :0🤍

Im getting worked up over nothing

So

I dont like the word "hanging" bcz of smth i mentioned in an earlier post

Not a trigger exactly but a mood ruiner

I think just for a while bcz of memories nd stress but yea

@unassumingEyes

yeah I understand.. :’3 I’ll make sure not to mention that tho :0 I don’t think I’ve ever even said that in the past like.. I don’t remember when I last said it heh :P

@iloveyouxx thanks nadia 🥹💓

Guess whose eating an apple bcz noone cn expect me to study while eating hehe

@unassumingEyes

did I read that wrong or do you mean you can’t if you weren’t studying ? :0

im glad you’re eating tho :0 I love food :>  (tw) * says that while starving their self* :P

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@iloveyouxx nadia :0 eat pls/ no pressure

I meant I cant study if im eating

So i eat to not study lol :0 

@unassumingEyes

ohhhh that’s great :D you get a break- and a snack ! :>🤍

and thank you for caring :0🤍 just tw anorexia- feels like it’s destroying me :P heh :’3

@iloveyouxx *hugs if oki* (reply limit)

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