In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@mytwistedsoul. Just dropping a note to see how you are doing.
@adventurousBranch3786 Hey Branch ❤️ I'm hanging in there - thank you for asking ❤️ How are you?
How beautiful is that?
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I love this (':
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hello soul 💕 I just wanted to check on you to see how you're doing 💜 you've been in my thoughts lately.
@LoveMyMoonflowers Thank you little bird 💙
September is an important month. Do you know why?
Because you're alive and so am I. I know It might not feel like a big deal now but some day - one day it will. I hope that for you. I wish that for you. I'm grateful that you're still here
You are NOT alone.
You ARE loved.
You belong here ❤️
September is suic*de prevention month
@mytwistedsoul 🥺 me v happy you're here Soul ❤ you are luvvved lots too and make a big difference to the world 🤗
@Optimisticempath I'm happy you're here too OptiBear ❤️ You've got such a big heart and YOU make the world a better place for so many people ❤️😊 Thank you for being you. Thank you for being HERE ❤️
@mytwistedsoul *huggles best Soul 🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗
how is soul doing today? me sorry for being such an absent friend ... your in my thoughts vv often Soul, just bad at communicating sometimes 😔 sends luvv ❤ hope you treating yourself with gentleness 🤗
This place is frustrating
For Rinny and Karu ❤️
@mytwistedsoul
Thank you, Soul! Your post was so unexpected, beautiful and thoughtful that it brought tears to my eyes. The blossoms are gorgeous! I haven't been much of a friend but you still keep giving, no matter what. I don't deserve it. So much time had gone by without me saying a word that it eventually became embarrassing and I quietly hoped that you will forget me. I'm so sorry. I'm not sure if I should ask how you are doing. I've read your posts here and there so I have some idea. I'm sorry about everything, Soul. Life really súcks sometimes. Well, most of the time tbh, but then there are also little pieces of joy to be found, like Lilies and raindrops and chocolate chip cookies and a message from a long lost friend. :) I find the courage to send a warm hug your way. Catch it if you like it or watch it float by. Its a fluffy white thing with green polka dots today. :p Karu and I miss you dearly and you have been in our thoughts often. ❤
@intelligentWheel627 Omgosh Hey you! ❤️ This is a wonderful surprise. How are you? You'd be surprised how often you would pop into my thoughts. 🙂 Seeing a picture of an elephant or finding a scarf in the closet. And I remembered you hiding under an invisibility cloak knitting a scarf
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* eagerly grabs one of the purple polka dot hugs for herself * ❤ The other one has to float further coz Karu is on another continent! I'm travelling and haven't seen him for a month. 😔
One day I saw deer running across the field and I remembered your blissful surroundings. You must be seeing them often? Its interesting how I don't really know you so well and yet I feel like we have been friends forever. Maybe its because you spend a lot of time in my head. 😜
You ask how am I. It feels wrong to say I'm OK coz the struggles and challenges never end and sometimes I find myself free falling towards the rock bottom again but overall I can definitely say that I'm better since the last time we talked. I'm off the meds and docs and feeling more like myself again. More in control of my life. Unless I'm not. 😂
Hey, I read your latest post. And then I read it again. And again. It is so sad and beautiful and brutally true. It clicks with me. I have always admired your talent with words. Have you thought of publishing? 👀
Ah, such a long post. The invisibility cloak must be losing its powers. Either that or I ran out of yarn for the scarves, haha! I'm sorry for spamming your space with my nonsense! 😁
@intelligentWheel627 Hey ❤️ I think it's so great that you're feeling more like yourself! And more in control of your life is awesome! I'm really proud of you Rinny ❤️
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OMG they are so cute looking at you, lol! It would be awesome to pet them some day but eating the wrong leaves is not cool. Tell them not to behave like goats. 🤭 Thank you for sharing Soul, it was so good to see. Thanks for more hugs too. * holds the purple polka dot fluff gently for a really long time *. Yellow fluffy hug with white stripes right back at you! ❤
Have you seen the moon recently? Its huge and bright! I was awake at 3 am staring at its beauty. I thought how wonderful it is that Soul and I are so far apart but we can still look at the same moon. But then it somehow occured to me that we are not far apart at all, we are very much together on this tiny speck of dust called Earth, floating in the universal ocean. Too philosophical perhaps, lol. I almost heard the wolves howl. 🐺
@intelligentWheel627 They don't seem to care if they behave like goats lol. They'll stare right at me as they nibble on the things they shouldn't. Very rude. I've had to fence off certain plants because they'll eat them until there's nothing left. They did that to a mimosa tree I planted last year 😐. They've got the whole woods to munch but yet they prefer what I plant *smh*
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