In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
@mytwistedsoul
Happy 2023
@sunshinegiraffe123 Sunshine! :) Omg it's so nice to see you! How are you?
@mytwistedsoul
Im okay ish.. lost my baby in November but its okay..
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh Sunshine I am so so sorry for your loss ❤️
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
❤️
@mytwistedsoul hehe sooo yummm *noms and shares 🍕* 🥰🤗❤
@mytwistedsoul
you know what time it is soul :D
@jennysunrise8 I love this Haha!☃️
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou i guess that animated gif didnt like me or somethin it was supposed to have snow falling down 😂 but at least someone posted a running jumping snow kitty totally makes up for it
@jennysunrise8 a snowperson doing a handstand is even better lol! 😆
And here we gooo!
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *puts my snowman under your falling snow* 👍 😂
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
@jennysunrise8
We can join☃️☃️
@Sunisshiningandsoareyou
hey dont forget about me
@mytwistedsoul 😂😂
@mytwistedsoul- Hmm , dont have a stable😍.🐴🐴❤️
@mytwistedsoul
made me think of you ❤ *hugs Soul*
@Optimisticempath *hugs Opti tight* ❤️ Thank you for thinking of me. You've been in my thoughts too and I hope you're doing ok. It's ok to not be ok too though ❤️ someone told me its ok to just - be. So maybe we can just - be - idk lol
@mytwistedsoul aw I don't think many people keep me in their thoughts or anything tbh Soul .. so thankyou for this 😢 it means more than I can tell 💕
just being- is good idea 😅 so we just be? XD ok * exists with soul* 🤗 huggles
@Optimisticempath It sounds so simple doesn't it? Just being. We're totally going to over think it lol 😅
Of course you're in my thoughts 😊 you're my friend and I care about you ❤️
*big hugs* ❤️
@mytwistedsoul yes vv simple 😮 and you know us xD *yeets brain before it starts overthinking * ... nope, it wouldn't help yeeting but a try is worth it 😁
I think we can just be *sitting with Soul* 🤗
aww and you my bestest friend 🥺 thankyou for being you 💕 *hugs v tight*
@mytwistedsoul
yes soul please take care of you for me and be kind to yourself and that'll be helpful enough for me 💕
*big hugs back 🤗 I love this gif 🥰 *keeps hugging tight 🤗
me kinda oki just with no sense of time or day or self xD how's you doing?
@Optimisticempath I'll give it my best 😊 May I ask the same of you? ❤️
Every time I see these little bears in gifs you pop into my thoughts 😊
I totally get that. Kind of a here but not here thing. The days pass. Idk - some days are harder then others ya know? *hugs* ❤️❤️
@mytwistedsoul
😆😆 I'll remember to cover them next time 🙈
awww that is really so sweet and kind of you Soul 🥺 you always say such kind things and warm my heart 💖 you're a vv special hooman and I'm grateful every day to be your friend 🤗
you're right. blanket forts are amazing hiding places ... vv comfy also 🥰 and this one has lights?!!😍 we like colorful pretty lights!
@mytwistedsoul
oh no what did I get myself into 😁 ... I'll try to try my best for you too Soul 🥺 we will do ok, we got us ❤
aw ikr some days are harder than others, we can hide under blankie fort and let it pass or as some people say, take it one moment at a time 🤗 me here for you always and me believes in you always ❤sending the biggest hugs
@Optimisticempath Gotta cover the loopholes 😉
Thank you Opti for all your encouragement and support. And for believing in me. It mean alot to me ❤
I wish so many good things for you. You're such an amazing person. With a good heart. Kind and gentle to everyone ❤️
I love forts! Wonderful places to tuck away and hide away from the world
TW
Yeah, I got voices in my head again, tread carefully
And I don't medicate, it helps me temporarily
I got problems, I got issues, yeah, apparently
Trauma that I'm burying, I think I need some therapy
I battle depression, I'm back with a message
I'm asking the question that if you hate me, why you acting obsessive?
I'm past the point of no return, *** being passive aggressive
I'll brandish a weapon, teach all you m**herf*ckers a lesson
I actually battle my demons and shadows
They swim in the deep and they creep in the shallows, I'm lost
I gotta admit that I'm living the life that I've always wanted
But it comes at a cost
They're licking their chops, they're fixing to rip me apart
I'm swimming with sharks
I'm lifting the bar, I'm lifting it into the stars
I'm like a shot of adrenaline mixed with some Ritalin
You started a battle, but b**ch, I'mma finish it
You think you can stop me? Not even a little bit
Nowadays everybody's so sensitive
Taking my words and you pick it apart
Tripping on nothing, just get in the car
Gripping and ripping, I'm sticking the mark
I'm tipping the ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-ch-charts
'Cause I got enemies trying to get rid of me
Evil tendencies are f*cking with me mentally
I got people that don't like me in the industry
I can feel your energy, you are not a friend to me
'Cause I have been to places that you never wanna go, yeah
I got dirt on people, but they act like I don't know, yeah
I could do some damage, but I'll never rock the boat
All it takes is one post, watch 'em fall like dominoes
You'll never get rid of me, too many mini-mes ripping my imagery
You know my history, it ain't a mystery
I put every enemy outta they misery
Somebody, send me some positive energy
About to go Darth, about to go Disney
Into the darkness, into infinity and
Shut you m**herf*ckers up, you listening?
Stacking every little pretty penny that I'm getting
And I'm never giving in to anybody always winning
Never kidding when I die, I'm taking everybody with me
You're never gonna get me 'cause you'll never see it simply
I'm a m**herf*cking god, you're a light yawn, I'm a time bomb
And the vibes wrong, is this mic on?
I'm killing the syllables with a loaded refillable
I'm a lyrical, typical supervillain, I'm venomous
And I'm never gonna stop until they put me on top of the list
I can't control the monster any longer that's inside
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
No tomorrows hard to swallow
Death is calling so appalling
Tightrope walking, now I'm falling down
Like missiles falling from the sky
Come and save us
The pain and sorrow left us hollow
Here today, but gone tomorrow
The pain inside is the fuel that drives
This flesh and bone through blood red skies
The death defying, hypnotizing
One day you're gonna figure out that
Everything they taught you was a LIE
Watch the world burn
The fear is what keeps you alive
Break the f*cking chains, take back your life
The fear is what keeps you insane
Break the f*cking chains, take away the pain
@mytwistedsoul- glad to know these are lyrics to a song. They must resonate with a lot of people by the number of views and comments on youtube. Makes my domestic issues feel trivial.
@barncat Its an amazing song. Its been on repeat here for days
How are you barncat?
@mytwistedsoul- getting by day by day. Some better than others. Hope you are well. 😍🐴🐴❤️
finished this today
Kiki's magic emporium 😊
Cheesy cheeser 😁
Hedwig 😊
Poppy was working 😊