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In The Gloaming TW *just in case*

mytwistedsoul November 7th, 2019
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With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.

A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.

While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 2nd, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Hahaha yass those are the best "I gotchu" moments lolol! 🤣

mytwistedsoul OP September 1st, 2022
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Which this is a Picotee or pivoting morning glory

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Been waiting all summer to see this lol

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 1st, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Aww so beautiful. 🥰

mytwistedsoul OP September 2nd, 2022
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thoughts are out of focus

floating in the dust

stirs up emotions

that you can never trust

covered by debris

until they sink one by one

swallowed all the water

but can only taste the rust

break a promise and look in the diary

what you find might be surprising

page after page of increasing anxiety

thought I saw a glimmer

shivering at dusk

it said I was a poet

but I think that it misjudged

I opened my hand

there sitting in my palm

was every little moment

that had come undone

how am I meant to take this shit lightly?

knowing life has an unknown expiration date

wasting words in this dumb fucking diary

where all the honesty lies

can you say why it feels so useless

and wake us when it's enough

cause you were never meant to know

I'm afraid we're losing touch

🐾

mytwistedsoul OP September 3rd, 2022
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mytwistedsoul OP September 8th, 2022
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Flavor of the day

Bad Omens - Concrete Jungle

Main Results

Can you see yourself
Through the bruises when the makeup melts?
In the dark when all the powers out?
Everybody talks and gets around
When the money talks
Do you think it gets the point across?
It's a burning coal you're walking on
And in a second, all the pain is gone
I said it's enough
I begged and I ran in circles
I climbed to the sun
And fell in a concrete jungle
I said it's done
You never know if you'll get what you wish for
I climbed to the sun
And I fell, I fell in a concrete jungle
The coyotes cry
And the sirens pass and harmonize
Fires starting every day and night
Burn around us while we're trapped inside
Wouldn't it be nice
To play the game without a crooked die
In a world where you don't have to hide?
You don't have to live in a disguise
I said it's enough
I begged and I ran in circles
I climbed to the sun
And fell in a concrete jungle
I said it's done
You never know if you'll get what you wish for
I climbed to the sun
And I fell, I fell in a concrete jungle
And I'm the fucking king
I want things that money can't buy
The price is pain to make this right
And I could buy a thousand lives
So you can try to kill me, but I can't fucking die
Die


mytwistedsoul OP September 8th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul hmm - not sure what happened lol. Things got funky

mytwistedsoul OP September 9th, 2022
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Did something last night that - well it's been years. Thought I'd share alittle of it here

https://voca.ro/166SyVZhFJwZ

Alittle nervous tbh - lol so I guess catch it soon because it might get deleted 😅 ugh

barncat September 9th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul- Wow, if this is your playing the piano it is very soothing and impressive. Thank you for sharing.

mytwistedsoul OP September 9th, 2022
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@barncat Thank you ❤️ it was me - never thought I'd want to play again. Thought maybe I forgot how to. It felt good and bad and right and wrong all at the same time

barncat September 11th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul- you should keep playing. Sounded like an original composition. If so, you are very talented. I understand the feeling of being right and wrong - our internal judge weighs heavy on us.

THank you again for sharing it with us. 🐴❤️🐴 ?🐴

I am going to look at another horse tomorrow - hence the ? in front of #3. !!



mytwistedsoul OP September 12th, 2022
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@barncat Thank you ❤️ It's an old Elton John song lol! I don't think I've ever tried to write any music - might be something to try sometime

Omg! That's so cool! A gelding? Good luck! I hope he or she is a perfect fit for you. I hope too you'll maybe let me know how it goes 😁 Fingers crossed here!

adventurousBranch3786 September 9th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul. Wow! It’s so good ,I’m impressed!

mytwistedsoul OP September 9th, 2022
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@adventurousBranch3786 Thank you Branch! ❤️

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 10th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Glad you tried playing again despite the many conflicting thoughts. This is soooo good, and calming, I can sleep to it haha! ❤

mytwistedsoul OP September 10th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Thank you Sun ❤️

mytwistedsoul OP September 10th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Sun I'm sorry 😞

🍕 🍪 🍕 🍪 🍕 🍪

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 11th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul 😮 Aww nuuu, no apology necessary ❤ It is okay. *shares pizza with you and noms* ❤

mytwistedsoul OP September 12th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *hugs* ❤️ you're allways so nice to me

🍕 for the 🍕 and for being so nice and for being you ❤️

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 12th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Aww *hugs back*

Soul deserves all the niceness always, and it isn't very hard being nice to you, your incredibly amazing and considerate- self makes it far easier to be that way to you also. ❤ (we can take our time to believe it, ofcourse no rush)

🍕 for 🍕 hehe I love it lol. *noms all the pizza* 🥰

mytwistedsoul OP September 15th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

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Holy macaroni you nommed all the 🍕?! 😁

Got spare pizzas at the ready 😋

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 15th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Hahaha maybeee! xD

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Goodness the most tempting gif ever.😭💘 More pizzaaaaaaa!

mytwistedsoul OP September 16th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou special delivery! 😊

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Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 16th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Oof this gif me got like "watch it bruhh, no tripping or dropping any pizzaa😳" Haha!

Thankyouuu for the special delivery. 🥰 plastic-surgery-beauty.gif

mytwistedsoul OP September 16th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Lol! That would be horrible! I don't even want to imagine it tbh 😬 all those poor poor delicious pizzas. It would be a sad day

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 16th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul haha automatically takes me to this one:

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mytwistedsoul OP September 16th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Lol OMG! Face down too! I feel ya kid! I'd be crying about it too

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 16th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

I know right. Sad is an understatement! 😥

But then I found this too, that was so sweet of a gesture, hopefully is a true update lol! 🥰 (still feeling sad for the pizza that fell though xD)

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mytwistedsoul OP September 16th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Aww I'm glad they gave him one to replace it 🙂

But still - a moment of silence for a beautiful fallen pizza 😞

Maybe they gave it to the ratties in the alley to eat lol! 😁

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 17th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul Yes hehe!

*observes a moment of silence too*🤧

Haha yes xD rattieees be like: "why should hoomans have all the pizza? It is our moment to party now." Lol! 😆



Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 17th, 2022
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How has your week been, Soul?❤

Alsooo how's your ankle doing now?

I love your profile picture hehe! Pizza box must be a comfy place to live inside!😄

mytwistedsoul OP September 19th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou Hey :) Its allways so nice to see you Sun ❤️

It's been alittle bit of a rollercoaster ride tbh but a new week starts soon so maybe this one will be better

The ankle is - frustrating tbh. It's still painful at times and gets stiff

*hug* 🍕 🍪 for checking in with me ❤️

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 19th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

Aw likewise. ❤

Oh noes, ze ankle being lil meanie, needs more time to heal hehe. Do medicines, exercise etc help somewhat to ease the pain?

Be gentle okie.❤

Darn rollercoaster only is fun till it is an actual rollercoaster and not with how we doing (then it's just scary mostly lol). Here with you if you need to talk anytime, or just a hug, or space to *be*, always free to tag or message, whatever you're comfy with, whenever you feel like. ❤ *hugs hugs*

I hope the upcoming week is better for you too.

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*shares 🍕🍪 with you*

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mytwistedsoul OP September 23rd, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou

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Do you have any idea how wonderful you are? Thoughtful and kind ❤️ It's allways nice to see tags from you. I really appreciate you Sun. Every thing you do and say has such warmth to it and to be one of the ones on the receiving end of that warmth - I'm just really grateful ❤️ *big hug*

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 26th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul

(Yummmm hehe)

Awwww i- *feels the words, the gratitude, the warmth and gets fuzzyyy* 🤧🥰 Thankyou, Soul. Grateful for you too.❤ *big hugs back*

This also calls for a pizzookieeee! 😛

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mytwistedsoul OP September 26th, 2022
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@Sunisshiningandsoareyou *shares* ❤️ that way we both can enjoy the sugar rush 🤤 it looks so incredibly delicious and with ice cream too!

Sunisshiningandsoareyou September 26th, 2022
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@mytwistedsoul I know right, ice cream makes it better hehe. 🥰 Thankyou for sharing *happily noms*


mytwistedsoul OP September 20th, 2022
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things have been changing

we don’t act the same

our minds rearranging

but we don’t feel a thing

you can see it in our eyes

crawling under all our skin


there’s a Devil on our shoulder

she’s been trying to come in

she says you might think you know us

but you don’t know our sins

there’s a place where our demons try to hide deep down within

for a long we kept them locked away

but tonight we're setting them free


when I look at myself in the mirror

and I can see a little clearer

the person in the reflection

and I am not the same

you can see him in my likeness

and some times he answers to my name


I don’t think we can hide what we are

not any more

nothing but monsters

like we were before 🐾

mytwistedsoul OP September 21st, 2022
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