In The Gloaming TW *just in case*
With the tragic loss of the feed and after much debate and discussion. It's been decided to create a new thread. Soul space so to speak. A journal of sorts.
A place where I can dump some of the nonsense that goes on in my head.
While replies are welcome - they aren't necessary.
Shinedown - Cut the Cord
https://youtu.be/9itwt_opsvQ
Like a Storm - Death by a Thousand Cuts
https://youtu.be/jww8GOuncjE
😁 🐾
@mytwistedsoul
Combo! 😂
@ThePizza Hey you :) did school start for you too?
@mytwistedsoul
It did, I’m on my fourth week I think? Been going in person while wearing masks and I’m a lot happier about being back in the building than I thought I’d be. Not doing swimming or any substitute at the moment so that’s been interesting. A lot has been on my mind lately and I’m trying to keep track of so many different things that I need to do, routines I need to establish, strategies to try out.
Did they ever find Chicken Lickin’ ?
the stranger stood at the door
the end of things come calling
the answer for things hid
nothing in here is how it seems
there should be nothing here to see
nothing here but me
if I belong here, and this is mercy
can part of this be real
I am breathing
whispers touch on my fear
tear at my soul
we hide from the world of man
the cruelty that defines you
from everything you are and will be
we are invisible
if you had seen what I've seen
would you break like me?
would the screams all sound the same
everything I died for
died in here with me
Imagine Dragons has a new album out that's pretty awesome. These are just two
Kind of catchy lol
@mytwistedsoul
Oooo new music 🎵 Yay!
@sunshinegiraffe123 The whole album is pretty good! Hope you like them 🙂
@mytwistedsoul
im nervous for school for some reason today
@sunshinegiraffe123 Sometimes that anxiety can hit for no reason at all it seems
Take some deep breaths - remind yourself that you're ok and you're safe
@mytwistedsoul
it was actually a pretty good day, I struggled first period but was fine afterwards even with a fire drill interruption.
@sunshinegiraffe123
I hope you’re feeling better :’)
@ThePizza
Better now :)
@sunshinegiraffe123
:)
@ThePizza
😭 it’s raining , I don’t have a jacket.. I stubbed my toe on my bed .. I went to bed late and am now tired .. and i have school
@sunshinegiraffe123
ah that sucks :/ it’s rough starting out on the wrong footing like that
@ThePizza
Yeah it was. So was last night though.
@mytwistedsoul
Yeah! My favorite right now is Wrecked. Imagine Dragons was the first band I ever got into actually, and even though I’m not as in love with their music as I used to be I still have a lot of nostalgia for them
@ThePizza That one is a good one too! I actually like most of the songs on this new album. Its been awhile since they put an album out that I liked all the songs lol
@mytwistedsoul
Its always cool when the whole album fits your tastes
@starrysky2022 nope :) afraid not - are you?
They really have the forum postings messed up. I had to download two different things in order to post gifs. I can't resize anything the way I used to. And without these programs I don't think you can do text color changes but Idk if they hold when you post - guess we'll see
@mytwistedsoul- THank you once again for my MOnday laugh. Needed it. My favorite has to be the roses are red- dishes one.
@barncat LOL! That's me I swear. Toss em in the trash no dishes! My favorite was the one about god creating ducks lmao! Water proof that chicken!
A moment of silence in memory of the passing of Tazzie 😞 Her loss will be felt here on 7cups
@mytwistedsoul
I I miss her
@sunshinegiraffe123 sorry I didn't see this sooner - the notifications seem to still be messed up 😕
She was a big part of the community - I think she'll be missed for a long time and never forgotten ❤
@mytwistedsoul
Exactly eight months till I age up
@sunshinegiraffe123 it'll be here before you know it! :)
@mytwistedsoul
So much has happened just on cups in the past week ..
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh? I only know about Tassie :( I hope it wasn't all bad stuff
@mytwistedsoul
Today’s field trip wasn’t bad
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh! A field trip? Awesome! Id love to know where you went but I also know it would give away alot of personal info too. So you're welcome to share whatever you're comfortable with ok?
@mytwistedsoul
Maybe when I age up I’ll tell you the location .. it’s not where I live so it’s okay to share. They had farm animals and doughnuts and fudge and crystals and trampolines and slides ..
@sunshinegiraffe123 Wow! That sounds like a really fun place to visit! Especially with donuts there lol! And trampolines - that would be so awesome to jump around on! I hope you had a really good time!
@mytwistedsoul
So much anxiety rn though
@sunshinegiraffe123 Oh man - that sucks. I'm sorry you're having problems with anxiety right now. Have you tried some deep breathing? Or maybe try the rainbow method to ground yourself? You look for things that are the colors of the rainbow. Sometimes it's easier then the 54321 one
@mytwistedsoul
Ibe never heard of the rainbow method :o
@mytwistedsoul
🐴 so pretty! What the Hellman why did you put the Mayo on an escalator
@ThePizza Lmao! You were in mind when I saw that 😁
Was thinking we could call him mayo
Because Mayo neighs 😉
@mytwistedsoul
thats amazing 🤣🤣
@mytwistedsoul
Made me smile. 💜
@ThePizza I'm sorry M - I don't mean to bother you because I know you got alot of things going on right now. I just wanted to say that I'm sorry for bringing an elephant onto your thread. I guess I didn't see the harm in it at first - I've known you a long time but now I guess I shouldn't have said anything and I seem to keep breaking unspoken rules. So I just wanted to say I was sorry for making things awkward
Be gentle with yourself M and your thoughts
Same for anyone else - if me being me and doing what I've allways done here bothers or upsets you or you think I'm an asshole for doing it - I'm sorry - I truly am. I'm sure this will probably upset people too but this is my thread
@mytwistedsoul
I haven’t been active here for a very long time and I didn’t see this until now whoops
Tbh I don’t know what you mean by that— like I understand the analogy but I couldn’t figure out what you were referring to
No worries my friend, I promise :’) you’re right that I’m not exactly thrilled by this post but the truly important thing is that you said what you wanted to say on your thread— it’s your thread you use it how you like— I also understand the never ending internal debate over whether you have a positive or negative influence/affect on someone. I often feel that way myself. It’s okay 💙