A Space For The Unsaid (Personal Diary)
Uh hello if anyone is reading this! ๐
I have no idea why I'm even creating this thread but i just feel it will be nice to have a place to share some thoughts or even these images on the internet that i always keep saving for myself because i relate too much but cannot share it with anyone because yes haha
I'm okay with replies here so feel free to drop by anytime โค๏ธ
Just please be kind and respectful if your replying to my posts.
Jess me worried ..me hope you ok ๐ hugs you @nonethewiser ๐
@Optimisticempath Hey Opti - I'm sorry but she deleted her account and anything affiliated with it ๐
@mytwistedsoul I.. idk what to say ๐ฅบ I miss her and hope she oki ๐
Thanks for telling me Soul ๐ฅบ๐ *hugs
@Optimisticempath I'm sorry I had to tell you ๐
@mytwistedsoul why sorry ๐ฎ it is sad to hear about it but not knowing was kind of more worrying idk how to explain ๐ I worry about my few friends here (that includes you Soul ๐) I don't have many xD so I have you people in my thoughts very often and you are my safest space... specially you and Jess always have been really supportive and kind to me .... hearing about one of you poof makes me vv sad ๐ idk what I am blabbering at this point but I just want to say that I really appreciate you telling me ๐ฅบ and I really hope she is doing ok and could somehow know that we care for her ๐
@Optimisticempath You sound alittle like me. The friends I have are here. The family I have is here. The people I talk to regularly here - you too of course - you all mean alot to me so you all pop into my thoughts pretty often too โค๏ธ
*hugs* โค๏ธ I hope so too
@mytwistedsoul *hugs tight ๐ค I know you do Soul ... you think of many people and so often... always really heart warming to see you dropping off kindness around โค my only wish is that it comes your way too ๐ค
how was your week? anything nice during the weekend?
@Optimisticempath Hey you :) you pop into my notifications with hugs when I need one most - that is the ultimate kindness โค๏ธ
It's been ok sort of - idk - I don't remember much of it tbh ๐
How is OptiBear? Is brain behaving?
@Optimisticempath
Just cuz โค๏ธ๐
@mytwistedsoul always here at the right time Soul ๐ฅบ๐ฅบ
*huggles tight ๐ค๐คโค
@Optimisticempath โค๏ธโค๏ธ
@Optimisticempath
*sits with Opti* I see you OptiBear
Sending you lots of hugs and much love โค๏ธโค๏ธ
@mytwistedsoul aw an adorable hamster ๐
thankyou Soul *sitting with you* ๐ฅบ you bestest *hugs tight* and sending more love back โค
Soul it's february already D: how you been? I hope you being kind with yourself ๐
@Optimisticempath *still sitting with Opti* โค๏ธIdk lol looking at the hamster now - it looks alittle creepy ๐ฌ
It will be spring before we know it! I'm ready for warm weather. Leaves on the trees and flowers coming up
Idk tbh. I kind of wish I did. One minute things feel ok and then they don't ya know? Mostly I guess I'm just numb - maybe Idk ๐ ๐
*hugs Opti extra tight* Thank you for being your sweet wonderful you โค๏ธโค๏ธ
@mytwistedsoul ๐คฃ a creepy-cute hamster then xD
I can relate Soul :') numb feels more explanatory and describes well the not knowing how it really is going ๐
I choose numb over terrible any day ๐ very miserable way to comfort self but whatever works works or we can pretend it does ๐คก
Keep being kind to you tho oki ๐ฅบ *cares about soul* ๐ *hugs tight* ๐ค
Spring time sounds nice...season change feels good ๐ a reminder of hope. ๐ฆ I'll miss the coziness of winters tho xD
how's sleep for you lately? I hope you are getting enough rest ๐
@Optimisticempath
Opti! How are you doing? ๐ฎ
It's been a while.
@ArtemisStormWolf Artee ๐ it is good to see you here
Thankyou for asking, idk how I am doing tho ๐ฎ ok I think or trying to not think much!
how are you? -sending cookiees- ๐ช๐ช
@Optimisticempath
Hey you :) just wanted you to know you were in someone's thoughts today โค๏ธ
@mytwistedsoul thanks so much Soul โค you have the sweetest heart ๐ฅบ
@Optimisticempath You're very very welcome OptiBear ๐ โค๏ธ I wish you could see what an amazing person you are. So thoughtful and considerate of everyone. You're one in a million Opti - you really are. Thank you โค๏ธ*hugs*โค๏ธ
how are you?
Idk. You?
Idk. are you ok?
No. You?
I'm ok
Really?
Nope
Are you ok?
No
Okay. Are you?
No. Is anyone?
Idk
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@Optimisticempath It's ok to be not ok โค๏ธ
It's clickable - just a song *hugs* โค๏ธ
Hope it's ok to leave a song here
@mytwistedsoul ofcourse it's ok to share songs or anything you like Soul, I trust you โค
This ... it made me cry ๐ฅบ I feel heard and validated, thankyou for always having the right thing to say or do, you're the best you know that ok! ๐ฅบ *hugs tightly* โค
It's okay to be not okay,
Breathe in deep, just a day at a time
reminder for Soul also ๐ค
@Optimisticempath *Hugs OptiBear tightly* โค๏ธ Thank you for the reminder too ๐
@Optimisticempath
๐ How are you OptiBear?