need food

@blitheSun94

im so tempted 2 purge even tho im under my max calorie limit and all i ate 2day was 2 hardee's biscuits and gravys i just feel like a fat PIG......

and then i walk into work w\ the food and they are screaming at me for leaving 2 go get food wen they no i dont normally eat.

they kept screaming that i shouldve brought them back some food since i was over there in the first place and didnt even ask if they wanted anything. wen 1 of them dared 2 ask... "can i have it?" i was so tempted 2 give it 2 the and fast the whole day! i had 2 fite w\ myself 2 make sure i said "no! i need 2 eat. this is mine and i need 2 COMPLEATELY eat both of them, b\c i probly wont eat anything else 2day...b\c how fattening this is!"

Hey you,

I'm sorry you're still struggling. I see you're eating a lot of high calorie foods. What helps me is keeping up with my vegetarian diet (I still eat fish). This allows me to balance between healthy restriction and the slippery slope of my ED, as well as, a greater diversity in my food choices. Personally, it helps me to eat lower calorie health foods through out the day w/light exercise rather than designated meal times. It helps me avoid the risk of binging after restrictions all day.

Hope this helps. Try not to be too hard on yourself. ♡

STUGGLING 2 EAT MY CAKE RITE NOW! :'(