I wish I could tell everybody that...

I'm a lesbian and my bestest friend is who I write realms and realms of poetry about good god she is so magical!!!! And my whole family don't accept it but it doesn't matter because I don't need to sacrifice my happiness for their feelings!!! I love girls!!

I wish I could tell everybody I know that even though I'm surrounded by people I love I feel alone. I wish I could freely tell people how I feel and not be called dumb for saying it.

I wish I could tell everone that no matter what you are, how you feel, identify, look, act, etc., you are not the only one to ever be that way and you should never be afraid or ashamed of it.

I wish I could tell everyone important to me that I need help and how messed up my mind is without ruining things or burdening them.

I wish I could tell everybody that I'm not okay. I wish I didn't have to be strong for them. I wish I could tell everybody that I'm Wiccan without such intense backlash. I wish I could tell everybody that it's okay to fall down and for them to believe that it makes you stronger. I wish I could tell everybody that they are work something and have them believe me. I wish that, when I said it would be okay, I wouldn't be lying to myself.

I wish I could tell everybody that I do not want my child. I wish I could tell everybody who tells me that the pain of labour will go away once I see the baby, I'd like to slit their throats for such bullshit. I wish I could tell everybody who tells me that I'll love him eventually that that doesn't help. I wish they'll stop telling me to take my responsibility. I am taking my responsibility. I never hurt him despite what I feel. I wanted to abort it but was talked out of it. I wanted to give him away but they stopped me. And now I'm stuck taking care of him alone. I wish I could tell everybody that never a day passed where I didn't wish murder is not punishable.

I feel so lonely, even when I'm with people

I wish I could tell everyone that I'm not a girl. I'm trans, I'm a guy. I wish I could tell everyone that despite being surrounded by people I feel lonely. I wish I could tell my friends I don't want to deal with life but I'm doing it for them.

I feel lonely and weak and that I'm in love!

I wish I could tell everybody they matter...and will matter.