I wish I could tell everybody that...

That I am not happy, so whenever you tell me to

"Get over it. You're fine."

I want to tell your little bitch face that you're being a jerk, and I'm not who you think I am!!

My mental illness is real. Don't just tell me that I just need to "Do It", what ever it is. I am trying my best. Please be patient.

I love you. But I know I can't...

Lu J

I have been treated badly many a times in 7 cups without any fault of mine! The moderators seem to sleep and snore and nobody is bothered about the chat rooms and group chats.

People discussing sex and masturbation. Is this what we discuss here? People discussing all sorts of nasty fetishes. Is that what we discuss in such a community?

I'm really sorry to say but 7 cups has lost its true objective helping people by including many nasty people who take the advantage fulfil their sexual desire through these sites.

This site should be severely monitored. Any problems or complaints should be taken care of with tight hands.

This is the reality. Don't curse me......I spoke it cause somebody has to take the initiative for a change.

I didn't choose depression

It's no matter how good they think I am, I'll always see myself as a worthless person

I'll never be good enough for anybody

I wish i could tell everyone that I'm not well. I'm stuck in the middle too often. That, yes, I do have my own views on everything. No, I don't need to express then with every sentence I speak.

I really dislike hate within my family. I'm not ok with being middleman. I don't like that if I speak up, I'm hated. I don't like that I'm now the black sheep because I'm too fearful to speak within my family.

I'm not fine. I'm left alone 90% of the time with 3 kids and zero socialization. I'm left to do things no-one else wants to do. I'm in a personal prison.

I'm not ok.

I'M NOT OK!

I wish I could tell everybody that I was diagnosed bipolar this summer, and a few evaluations in the Advanced Practice Nurse couldn't even tell me what symptoms I had/have that show that I'm bipolar. She instead told me it may be mild depression after my medication had been changed 3-4 times in 4 months. The initial medication I was put on gave me Extra-peremital Syndrome where I had parkinson like symptoms, could hardly speak, and lost most motor skills. I had to go back to the hospital to get the symptoms reversed, though there was no way to do it. I was only given Benadryl and then an anti-depressant that's also for the bipolar disorder. 6 months later, I'm just starting to feel like myself again. I stopped taking the medication mid-August because my thoughts began coming in slower and I felt like I was on a cloud. Graduating college May 2015 and looking for jobs after my seasonal job the early part of this year was practically a disaster after being hospitalized this summer. Withdrawal from the antipsychotics left my brain unlike it was before. It's felt like it almost wasn't there, then congested. I've gone through serious bouts of depression, been suicidal but never acted on it since the crap I've been through this summer. I no longer am anymore thank God. I've been unemployed for about a month now. And waiting to hear back from my last interview has me worried to no end. It's the best job I've been offered since graduation.

im not what everyone wants me to be.

I'm not as strong as I portray and inside I feel like I'm being eaten alive.