welp.
(tw: hyperemesis gravidarum, pregnancy, miscarriage, blood, hospitals)
hey friends <3
as you all know, I recently got pregnant. today I was 5 weeks along! super exciting.
i went in for an OB appointment (obstetrics), to find out if I was having twins and why I was losing weight during my pregnancy. we found out that I'm not having twins, just one precious little sweet baby. we also found out that I'm losing weight due to a condition called hyperemesis gravidarum (HG or HEG for short), and we found out that every time I get pregnant, I will develop this condition.
the last time I had a miscarriage, it was due to this condition, since I was vomiting excessively, more than a normal pregnant female would (hyperemesis).
everything was fine, until I got home. my stomach started to hurt really really bad and it felt like I wet myself. and I was screaming and crying.
braydon (my boyfriend), came running into my room and said "holy ****, are you okay, whats going on?" and he pulled the covers off of me, just to see blood. everywhere. he rushed my to the bathroom as I was screaming and crying and just shouting "no no no".
i went to go sit on the toilet, and low and behold—my baby.
i was in excruciating pain and my boyfriend had no idea what to do so I just screamed in his face "take me to the hospital. NOW." we got in the car and we were crying the whole way.
the doctors at the ER said I had a miscarriage and tey sent their condolences my way, prescribed pain meds and sent me home.
so unfortunately, I wont be having my baby in october 😞💔
however, the doctors did say that there is a possibility of me having a successful pregnancy, so there is hope.
love you all <3
max
@ZeroFizz @SyriusSystem @Amymimy2711 @someoneidk468 @iloveyouxx @Macylou82 @MidnightMystique @Sebastion0o0 @HannahSupportBuddy @Selfloveisimportant.
Oh no.. max sorry for your loss ☹️💙 I'm happy u have someone by ur side to help u through all this, we're also here for u ❤️ having two miscarriages is so devastating
I'm glad there's still some hope tho🧡hang in there luv, ur so strong, huggsss 💙💙💙
We love u too <33
(Rin)
@SyriusSystem
thank you rin, and all yalls little brain buddies <3 I need all the support I can get right now💗
@maxisthebest
Max I am so so sorry I practically burst into tears reading
your message, truly I'm so heartbroken and I feel for you and I'm here for you.
I'm so sorry you're going through this—it’s such a heartbreaking experience and
you did not deserve to go through that not once but twice. It’s clear how much
love and hope you had for this pregnancy, and it’s truly devastating to lose
something so precious. That amazing gorgeous lovely baby is up with your other
baby, and your two babies now watch you from above, your little guardian
sweeties. Your strength in sharing this deeply personal and painful moment is
inspiring, and it’s okay to grieve and feel every emotion that comes with it.
I'm so sorry Max I don't how many times I can say, you really didn't deserve
that loss. That's so traumatic for someone so young and I knew how much you
deserved that little baby.
Please lean on Braydon, your loved ones, and your support network for comfort
and care. It’s also good to hear that the doctors gave you hope for the
future—when you're ready, there’s potential for that dream to come true. And I’m
very glad that now the knowledge on why it has happened has been told to you.
Treat your body with care and love, they carried two babies and you protected
them as best as you could. That's more than what they could ever ask for. You
are so strong and so amazing and so many other words for being a mama to two
precious angel babies. For now, be kind to yourself, and take the time you need to
heal both physically and emotionally. Sending so much love and strength your
way. I'm always here if you need to talk ❤️
- Hannah
@HannahSupportBuddy
thank you hannah. i cried so hard reading this, its a really hard thing for me to process right now. I'm still in shock, and I hate how unfair this world is 💔
@maxisthebest I'm so sorry lails. I'm real sorry for your loss ):. It must be real hard on you right now I'm really sorry. Sending alotta hugs if okay
@someoneidk468
thanks lulu <3 unfortunately its probably going to happen with a most of my pregnancies, so I might look at other ways to have kids, because all I've wanted is to have my own family.
@maxisthebest hope u get ur family soon lails💗
@maxisthebest
I'm so sorry for your loss....I hope you have a successful pregnancy and I'm super happy you have someone to help you through these times. I'm a tag away and always there for you.
@Selfloveisimportant
thank you maeley waeley. i need all the support I can get right now, so thank you for being there for me<3 I'm very fortunate to have Braydon with me along my journey
@maxisthebest I'm so sorry Max, Im glad that there is still a little chance though. Lots of hugs fr
@Macylou82 thanks mace <3 its gonna be a tough road for me, but ill get through it
@maxisthebest Remember you are so strong, I believe in you.
