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Macylou82
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PathStep 9 Compassion hearts3,194 Forum posts105 Forum upvotes178 Current upvotes178 Age GroupTeen Last activeJanuary, 2025 Member sinceNovember 3, 2023
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Hey everyone, dw im alive just got my computer taken away. I might be gone for a while until I either get it back or buy a new phone, but i check forums almost daily so tag me or pm me if u need.  Love you all, and I miss u all.










But remember if I don't come back, I took the easy way out and im sorry for that.  











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What's the point?
General Support / by Macylou82
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 Thursday
...See more What's the point? What's the point of me existing? All I am is a burden, disapointment, worthless, daughter. All I do is fail at everything, and constantly make stupid mistakes that get me in trouble. Is there really a point of me existing? Is there really a point of this pain? I just want to go atp, because there is nothing keeping me here in this *** up world. Maybe then my family would be happier then. So maybe I should take the easy way out, no one will miss me anyway. No one really cares about me, and anything is better then pretending im still alive when I died months ago and am just floating in this world pretending to smile and be happy when im really dead inside. So back to my main question, what's the *** point? Maybe there is no point, maybe this world is just filled with endless suffering. or maybe life is just pointless. 
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What if someone cared about you?
General Support / by Macylou82
Last post
 December 19th, 2024
...See more Has anyone ever thought, how nice would it be to have someone care about you? You know how people ignore the signs that your in pain you know the skipping meals you used to love, being moody and grumpy, barely talking anymore, isolating yourself when you're in public... All those signs that people ignore what if someone didn't. What if someone paid attention to those signs? What if someone help you beat the pain? Maybe then the world wouldn't be this trash where millions struggle alone and in pain until finally they have had enough. Anyway sorry I've just been thinking about this a lot today, and was wondering if anyone has ever thought the same
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 November 25th, 2024
...See more Here u go ribbhimasisbi2012
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