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SyriusSystem
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PathStep 7 Compassion hearts3,817 Forum posts109 Forum upvotes123 Current upvotes123 Age GroupTeen Last activeDecember, 2024 Member sinceFebruary 29, 2024
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"Don't look up too much, you'll get blind" - Dylan

"It's crazy how crazy people think everyone else except them is crazy" - Shana

"Life will never give you lemons, you have to plant the tree yourself " -lynnias

"People never realize how much they influence others around them" -unknown

"When you calm down, think about it" -lily

"Lose that smile, win back that freedom" -rin

"Sometimes, letting go is not an option" - Scarlette


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lynnias
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 23 hours ago
...See more hi, to whom ever might read this. it's not exactly a poem, it's more like... my confession if you may. some of you, though i think it's improbable, you might know me. it's certain though that most of you don't. here's a quick presentation of *me*. my name is lynnias. i'm a trauma holder from the syrius system. i have been around for a while and recently decided to engage on 7cups since some alters said it was a nice place to blow off some steam. now, whatever i say here, don't let it fog your perception of 7cups, this is my experience and my own emotional judgement, i bear no ill intension to  tarnish this place's reputation. when i first started my journey here, it went as i expected but there were some exceptions. what i expected was being forgotten, ignored and overlooked. what i didn't expect was being seen and even sometimes taken care of. don't get me wrong, people on here are nice, they are loving but.. everytime i entered a chat room, no matter which one it was, i got ignored. ofcourse, i was used to it, no one ever paid attention to me even in real life, not even in the system. the one friend who ever talked to me left because of me so it wa no suprise that even here, the same thing would happen. however, as stupid as i was, i kept on coming back, i don't know what i was looking for. maybe it was me trying to change, or my last cry for help, i guess we'll never find out. everytime i felt overwhelmed, i was on here, i entered a chat room, and got ignored, it hurt but i kept on coming back for more. now i realise how sturbon i was, but looking back, i don't think it would've been easy to let go. when i saw others being cared for, helped or even joking around, that friendly atmosphere, i wanted to be part of it. maybe i'm timid, maybe i'm just not meant for this place. by making this forum post, first of all, i'd like to apologize to my fellow system members if this post get's them in trouble in the future. i also want to thank everyone who has ever showed me kindness and i want to show anyone who is going through the same thing, be it an alter or someone, i want to show them that they're not alone. maybe i was stupid to believe that i could ever be loved, maybe i just didn't deserve anyone's attention. maybe all that i'm doing now is in vain because no one will even bother to read this. but i couldn't care less. i've grown tired, tired of having such thoughts, tired of trying everyday for it to end up failing. so, i've decided to rest. it's not like anyone needs me anywhere, be it here, in the system or even in real life. nobody even knows me in real life. so no one will notice that i'm gone, unless they stumble upon this so when i go dormant, i doubt anyone will even care.. i've said what i wanted to, i did my last plea.. this was lynnias- signing out
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under stars
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 December 10th
...See more Was the sky always so alluring? Since when have I been detached from everything? I ask the moon, he answers Not too attached, he answers When do you see, if you're always talking? When do you feel, if you're always giving? Eyes wide open, a river ready to fall What's stopping me, I can't really recall I ask the sun and she answers Whispering through my spirit, she answers Here above, I see all Your cries and screams, yes, I've heard it all Would the sky swallow me if I begged Would the wind carry me to where I'm headed I asked the rain, and it answers Comforting me, it answers Nothing else can save you but yourself In *** for too long, you must've forgotten the peace you held Pondering under stars With nothing else to look at, But my beautiful scars
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The lone shadow
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 July 23rd
...See more in the corner of the room? alone? no. always there to help, happy to be there, smiling and hoping to bring light to people's lives. the "helper" is here, "no worries, i'll do my best to help" "i'm here if you need me" comforting, caring, being there for others, thats you, thats your job, thats who you are "right?" but.. what about you, who will help  you, who will comfort you, who will see that you hurt, that you need to be cared for, that.. deep down, you also want to be heard lone shadow, never the one to search for help, but always the one to help "what can i do to make you feel better" (...) another soul saved, but feeling less alive "don't worry, if you need me i'm here" (...) another wound tended to, but losing light in your eyes when, when will you finally get tired when will the fire completely run out when will the sun finally give out "i'm okay" "there are people that have it much worse" "it doesnt matter, i'm fine" when will the lies finally stop until you give in to the darkness and drown in the void "...im here for you" is that so? lone shadow, not seen, not heard, where will those fake smiles take you if not to your own doom? lone shadow, why keep up the self torture, dont you see how your soul is getting eaten away, little by little, slowly but surely lone shadow....if you're gone, what shall then happen?....
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A grasp of conciousness
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 April 2nd
...See more (disclaimer** the words here are a bit harsh**) regret, when you find yourself looking back, seeing all those memories pass by, feel as you felt before and regret regret as you realise your faults, you never recognised their worth until they leave you, until you find yourself alone, battling your concious in the dark regret, when you see how much they cared and how much you didnt see their efforts, how much they tried and how much you turned a blind eye, you never realize how much you need them until they're gone regret, as you finally take a grasp of your conciousness and see " if only i could turn back time, hug them, tell them how glad i am to have them by my side"  but its too late, as you regret, time has already passed and they're gone, you will never see them again, you stare at the abyss, and it stares back your old friend has returned, hello guilt, hello hatred, say high to the darkness, where you shall always reside until you go back on your feet again one day, and hope to never regret anymore...
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if birds can fly...
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 April 1st
...See more if birds can fly, spread their wings and sore through the sky, why cant i im trapped in my cage, looking up at the blue sky, i see birds, free and happy, flowing in harmony with the wind, i envy them if birds can fly, higher than the clouds that i see, towards the sunset, towards the sunrise, why cant i this place is cold, the floor, the bars, the walls, im cold, i see the sun but i cant feel its warmth, why, why do i wait, why do i think freedom will be mine, why do i think i can be like those birds i am but a puppet, a broken puppet in a cold golden cage, i clearly see the open door, but i cant escape if birds can fly...why cant i....
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