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SyriusSystem
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Man! Life just sucks huh


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The lone shadow
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 July 23rd
...See more in the corner of the room? alone? no. always there to help, happy to be there, smiling and hoping to bring light to people's lives. the "helper" is here, "no worries, i'll do my best to help" "i'm here if you need me" comforting, caring, being there for others, thats you, thats your job, thats who you are "right?" but.. what about you, who will help  you, who will comfort you, who will see that you hurt, that you need to be cared for, that.. deep down, you also want to be heard lone shadow, never the one to search for help, but always the one to help "what can i do to make you feel better" (...) another soul saved, but feeling less alive "don't worry, if you need me i'm here" (...) another wound tended to, but losing light in your eyes when, when will you finally get tired when will the fire completely run out when will the sun finally give out "i'm okay" "there are people that have it much worse" "it doesnt matter, i'm fine" when will the lies finally stop until you give in to the darkness and drown in the void "...im here for you" is that so? lone shadow, not seen, not heard, where will those fake smiles take you if not to your own doom? lone shadow, why keep up the self torture, dont you see how your soul is getting eaten away, little by little, slowly but surely lone shadow....if you're gone, what shall then happen?....
A grasp of conciousness
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 April 2nd
...See more (disclaimer** the words here are a bit harsh**) regret, when you find yourself looking back, seeing all those memories pass by, feel as you felt before and regret regret as you realise your faults, you never recognised their worth until they leave you, until you find yourself alone, battling your concious in the dark regret, when you see how much they cared and how much you didnt see their efforts, how much they tried and how much you turned a blind eye, you never realize how much you need them until they're gone regret, as you finally take a grasp of your conciousness and see " if only i could turn back time, hug them, tell them how glad i am to have them by my side"  but its too late, as you regret, time has already passed and they're gone, you will never see them again, you stare at the abyss, and it stares back your old friend has returned, hello guilt, hello hatred, say high to the darkness, where you shall always reside until you go back on your feet again one day, and hope to never regret anymore...
if birds can fly...
Poetry / by SyriusSystem
Last post
 April 1st
...See more if birds can fly, spread their wings and sore through the sky, why cant i im trapped in my cage, looking up at the blue sky, i see birds, free and happy, flowing in harmony with the wind, i envy them if birds can fly, higher than the clouds that i see, towards the sunset, towards the sunrise, why cant i this place is cold, the floor, the bars, the walls, im cold, i see the sun but i cant feel its warmth, why, why do i wait, why do i think freedom will be mine, why do i think i can be like those birds i am but a puppet, a broken puppet in a cold golden cage, i clearly see the open door, but i cant escape if birds can fly...why cant i....
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