What is the thing that depression effects the most in your life?
It mostly affects me, my will to do things and how I treat myself. Then it affects my close friends because they worry about me.
At first, it used to be my studies. Now my depression has been growing and it's beginning to affect my family and social life. I'm afraid it'll destroy my close relations with my good friends. I'm not vocal with my feelings and usually when my depressions worsens, that's when my friendships break.
My ability to manage my time.
My ability to cope with everyday things.
My ability to complete school work normally.
My ability to be happy.
my social life, I push people away and it kills me because I feel that I'm going to lose all of my closest friends, I stop talking with my family, not literally but I barely talk at home and I go straight to my room. it also made me star cutting, I started 2 months ago and now I cut myself nearly every day, I've lost hope
You want to die all the time. Everything effects you more than it actually should. You overthink. Make a big scenario of things that never mattered in the first place.
My social interaction--I have none.
My mood, im always sad but put on a happy face at work and out of the house.
My exercise, i used to run and enter triathlons but now i work, come home and go to my room to try and sleep.
My sleep, im up and down all night, i cant sleep well.
Im at a loss as to why I live.
Mostly how I talk to my friends. I've been pulling further away from them for the past year or so and now even though I really care for them I feel like there's always a barrier getting between me and them and it makes me come off as being rude or aloof. I can't tell them all how I feel and I've reached the stage where I really only have my best friend left.
My relationship and family. Im always so BLANK and boring. Im pushing my Hey partner of bbc.co tenbyears away and im agraid im making my children beleive I dont like them. Butbi do love them. More than words.
My relationship
university work
motivation
sleep
mood swings
@251 self doubt XD