One thing I am feeling sad about today is....

The nature of human kind...😔

The one sad thing I

I don't want to be alive.

I miss my friend...😔

I am visiting my parents after not being in touch with them for a long time (their request, not my choice) and I have had to realize again that they have no idea who I am nor do they want to. It is sad to see that they have so many health issues but moreoever to see how they are emotionally. I have to remember that I am here because I wanted to see them in case something happens. But it is sad in many ways being here and it is also the first time I've seen them without my ex-husband and with no support. I am cognizant of how hard I worked to make this visit happen and I am grateful to have the chance to see them, as they are quite elderly. But I am fighting to stay in a decent emotional state all time time.

My birthday was a few weeks ago.

My Pokémon game wished me happy birthday but my best friends who I have known for 20+ years didn

Trying to get out of this funk and back to how I was. Wife and kids don't like me and neither do I right now. I can lose my whole family if I can't do this. No real support around me and can't expect them support me until I make them see I can get back to myself.

That I am grieving and lonely 😩

My loss...😔😔😔

I am feeling yucky not so much sad as that I went off my diet yesterday and the scale showed it. Other than that I feel dumpy and that is making my fibro ache IT will definitely rain and that doesn't help. I wish I could stick to one plan for getting fit.

I am also a little apprehensive about finances and travel.

I like to be very organized and waiting for anyone else makes me uncomfortable

HAve a blessed day all and send me good vibes PLEASE