One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
I'm afraid my boyfriend is gonna leave or cheat on me soon. I Don't want to lose the only light in my life
anxious and despairing of life, traumatised and attacked by evil entities, and in need of mucho good energy and healing from anyone who reads this
The one thing I am feeling sad about today is:
Though my miss my aunt, I have accepted that she abused me along with lots of other members of my family. I have been crying about that today. Her abuse came in the form of a toxic relationship.
My boyfriend just dumped me...so that sucks
Wished my 2 best friends happy birthday and yet it still means nothing :(
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seeing some negativity just wanna say you are worthy and priceless
My first Fatherless Fathers Day π
I could not get to sleep last night until very late and had a very restless night
I woke up this Fathers Day morning having a meltdown I cried for quite a while
Happy Fathers Day Dad I am glad you are no longer suffering from pain everyday and worrying about death π
@bgdave Im so sorry, i cant imagine what that must feel like. It will get easier with time, and tomorrow is a new day and i hope it gets better for you.
@lunagirl15
Thank you for your kind reply. I am doing my best to take things one day at a time and be grateful for every day, the good and the bad ones. I am 56 and struggle with now being alone and not having any close friends. I have a brother but he is 1,300 miles away and working incredibly hard to find another permanent full time job as a teacher in TX. I hope things get better for you as well. Wishing you love and light,
David
@bgdave
Hi Sorry for your dad.
My father is lying with cancer. He hasn't Long time left.
Have you any suggestions for the best way for me to get through this process?
@sincerePlace4060
Hello and thank you for your kind words. I am not a professional that knows how to best deal with hospice of grief from loss. I can only recommend reaching out to the hospital where your father is and ask if they have any resources they can recommend. If you are a religious person I would reach out to your church. You might search on Google to see if there are any hospice or grief support groups in your area. I strongly recommend you seek a therapist as they are trained in these areas. I have found talking about or journaling about my feelings where you can find a safe place to express your pain and fears. This unfortunately is not a thing that many in society are comfortable with or trained to support each other. I know from my own experience you are best off doing what you can to get support and go through the emotional pain and not try to ignore it. There is no limit on how long it takes to deal with it. We all have our own time line and what I have learned is that the pain never goes away we just learn how to live with it. I am still learning and I still struggle with my mothers loss to ALS from way back in 2002. Just know things will change and be kind to yourself, have patience and keep reaching out for support. Know there will not be support in some people or places but you keep looking and there are people and places that will support you to get through it. My grandmother who was born in the early part of the 1900s gave me a good saying to remember when things get tough, This too shall pass. When we are struggling and in emotional or physical pain we quite often feel like things will never change or get better. However nothing lasts forever things will change. I know it is easier said than done but just keep hope alive and never give up. Love and light to you! β€οΈπ
@bgdave
Thanks dear. I will seek therapy.
@sincerePlace4060
I the first one doesnt feel like a good fit try another. I had to try few before I felt like I found a therapist that was a good fit. Like in any profession there are people who good and bad. We also have issue sometimes on a personal level sometimes looks or mannerisms or professional styles clash. Dont give up you can find one that you will feel comfortable with.
@Laura I dont have really have any friends, i mean i have a couple but i dont have someone i have anything in common with, and i just wish i had a best friend with shared interests. But its so hard to do when your older. I have my husband but its not the same. I feel like im too boring, or not fun or that people just dont like me. I just dont feel like me anymore
i feel sad when i see many people are struggling in their lives, i just wanna say i support you. i am so proud of all of you that you didnt give up battling. you can do this,i believe in you.
I feel disapointed with myself, how whenever I take one step forward one day and the next I mess up and undo all my progress :(