One thing I am feeling sad about today is....

@sincerePlace4060

Hello and thank you for your kind words. I am not a professional that knows how to best deal with hospice of grief from loss. I can only recommend reaching out to the hospital where your father is and ask if they have any resources they can recommend. If you are a religious person I would reach out to your church. You might search on Google to see if there are any hospice or grief support groups in your area. I strongly recommend you seek a therapist as they are trained in these areas. I have found talking about or journaling about my feelings where you can find a safe place to express your pain and fears. This unfortunately is not a thing that many in society are comfortable with or trained to support each other. I know from my own experience you are best off doing what you can to get support and go through the emotional pain and not try to ignore it. There is no limit on how long it takes to deal with it. We all have our own time line and what I have learned is that the pain never goes away we just learn how to live with it. I am still learning and I still struggle with my mothers loss to ALS from way back in 2002. Just know things will change and be kind to yourself, have patience and keep reaching out for support. Know there will not be support in some people or places but you keep looking and there are people and places that will support you to get through it. My grandmother who was born in the early part of the 1900s gave me a good saying to remember when things get tough, This too shall pass. When we are struggling and in emotional or physical pain we quite often feel like things will never change or get better. However nothing lasts forever things will change. I know it is easier said than done but just keep hope alive and never give up. Love and light to you! ❤️🙏