One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
I feel like a failure..it is my son's 18th birthday on Sat and although he lives near me, he chooses to not have much at all to do with me since he left to live with his father 4 years ago, and I have missed him so, so much. My daughter has disowned me. And I asked my husband (second) to leave 9 months ago as I found out he was a compulsive liar. So I have made many many bad decisions in my life, it is all regret now.
Hi I'm sad because I can't have a baby. I struggle to understand what the meaning of my life is with no baby. My husband is despartely working to get us out of poverty. I had to give up my job because I was so depressed I started to mindless flirt with someone at my job. I told my husband, he made me quit. Now I have no job and I am an extrovert at home with no real transportation to get out and no one to talk to. My dad was in jail for a week for a DUI and he died and was brought back. He is a total self absorbed fake religious loser who I still have childhood resentment toward for how he was growing up. I went to the hospital and he just asked for stuff. I didn't want him to die but I don't want him as an active part in my life. I feel like I was never any good because I kept getting sick and couldn't finish my teaching degree. I have a super successful family and I'm the reject. I am struggling for a reason to live. My husband works alot and then wants to have sex with me and we are not really connecting and he last all of ten minutes 15 tops and I'm always dry. I love him I just don't know how to get him to understand how much where I am now sucks. Sorry this is way more than one thing FAIL! I just need someone to talk to before I sink so far down to come up.
This thread made me sad. It felt unsupportive to see a question asking me to dwell on my sadness. I know I don't have to participate, but it still made me sad to come across it.
LONELINESS 😩
That I have reached the point where I no longer give 2 shits about my birthday. That I see no point in celebrating the day or the individual. It always ends up being lame.
I am feeling sad that my father is dying. I haven't had any relationship with my family for years but when I got the message about his condition I went there to see him three times. Not even once have they contacted me to ask how I am doing in this process. I heard they held a party last weekend where everyone was there expect me. Thinking that this was the last party where we ever will hold as a family before he is gone, where I wasn't invited, really broke my heart again again. Why they want to make me an outsider I don't understand. But I accept it. I just don't have any motivation for visiting him again. I hope I am not selfish, but all this one sided love from my side, just kills me and I feel I have to take care of my self
Yet another day where I have nobody to talk to. My family is broken and parents are divorced, so I have to go through this all alone everyday
I am lonely and miss my father who recently passed away.
someone who i really care about told me because of me they will move elsewhere because i give them stress also yesterday the people i look upto went behind my back and did something what i wouldn't even do to another human and i have been told i cant say nothing it was cruel very nasty and evil and i should take what they doing to me i feel down low depressed and i just want to say unfairness no matter what i do nothing ever turns out right for me
@tallSugar4889
I am so sorry as this has happened to me and I felt no one supported me even those that were involved. All I can say is try to not give these evildoers any more power because their goal was to make you feel bad and you don't want them to win. SO I say as much as you can do something you like to do, walk run dance color watch a comedy play a video game because when it comes down to it you have to make you your best friend!
Talking about it here helps me too! Sending you love light and hugs!!!!
The biggest regret in my life being that I ever had romantic feelings for anyone when it is/was clearly a waste of time as I'm too flawed for it to ever be mutual; as well as hurting my best friends badly enough to the point of being hated, shunned and them losing all respect for me :(