One thing I am feeling sad about today is....
Being left alone.
@calmHope18 - I can understand why that would make you feel sad. I hope you will feel your way out of this disconnection again.
I am in financial crisis
@bgdave - That can be a very scary thing to go through. I'm sorry that you have to go through it.
@OceanRest
Yeah and what makes so much harder is I am grieving the the loss of my father who passed 3/11 and I have a permanent spinal pain condition that I need to get injections for any relief and my damn insurance company denied my doctors pre authorization request. My life really really sucks right now.....but I am still sober
@bgdave - That sounds very difficult and frustrating. A huge WELL DONE to you!!!
Feeling like I'm not meant to exist in this physical world
@quietThinker72 - I'm sorry to hear that you are feeling this way. But the way you phrased it makes me wonder, do you feel that you do belong in maybe the spiritual or some other kind of world?
@quietThinker72 - Also, I really like your username.
My entire existence. I want to die so badly. I am done. I've tried my best and it turned out that I am worthless. I want to die and be forgotten.
Please know that you are not alone, and that you matter. I know when there is so much pain it seems impossible that it could ever be different, please allow a speck of possibility, a speck is enough. If you haven
@weirdman'
You deserve to be here. You're not worthless. People would miss you so much if you left. Life gets better, I promise. You can pm me anytime love. Stay strong
One thing that I'm sad about today is that I never feel hopeful that everything is going to work out.
@dstrat - It must be very difficult to never have hope for good things and always waiting for something to go wrong. Has there been any small thing that has gone right for you the past while?
@OceanRest Thank you for the response. It feels like everytime things start getting better for me, I mess it up. I am grateful though, for having such a supportive family.
@dstrat - I am very happy to hear that you have a supportive family. That can really help a lot.
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That I have totally isolated myself - family and friends. Sad that I am struggling with depression, GAD, social anxiety, agoraphobia, substance abue and being housebound. But it was a sunny day today, even though I did not leave my unit :(
@mija123 one thing i am feeling sad about is that my surroundings are idyllic on paper but still I feel drained inside. Happiness comes and goes and today it is gone.
@raylewis Yes happiness comes and goes. For me it has mostly gone. Understand that empty feeling and how some of us create a facade to show I have got my life in order and control. But this wears you down, down, down.
@mija123 yes, it feels false. But still there is the comfort in knowing nothing lasts forever, including pain or numbness
My stomach is kind of upset. 
@GrayscaleReverie - That can be very unpleasant
waking up today :/
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