Depression Community - How do you actually feel today?
I felt great all day. I had friends around me who I enjoyed talking to and then as soon as my mum came home it all went down hill. She never says she hates me but I can tell. Whenever I make a slight mistake she makes me want to cut. But I am trying to ignore her. Hence why I now have my music blasting in my ears :)
I feel as though nothing will ever go right. Yesterday I finally plucked up the courage to see my doctor about my depression and she's made it worse! I've been physically ill these last few weeks, last was the worst, my uncle had died earlier last month and he was cremated on Friday. His death came as such a shock as he was such an active man, and as anyone would be, I was very upset. Yet this doctor who I thought may have eased a few of anxieties made them ten times worse. I've been crying most of the day, concerned over what she said to me... I wish now I'd never gone to seek help now, I feel more depressed than I did last week!
@Jessica797- May I ask what your doctor said to you that made it so much worse?
It's a little personal... But I may as well answer. For seven months now my monthly cycle has stopped, I'm not sexually active and, well I have been brought up to keep my virginity until marriage, which I have kept too. I basically told my doctor this and she then told me that I could have a number of rather frightening conditions that I wasn't quite expecting a doctor to come out with so bluntly. I bust into tears and she looked at me as if, "What's wrong?" Since yesterday I've been so overwrought with worry that I feel worse than ever. I understand that she was stating facts but a little bedside manner wouldn't have done any harm. I was scared to go down and admit to her this, now I wish I hadn't bothered at all. Please, I do express my apologies as this is not fitting for some readers, but I've answered honestly. Thank you.
I don't know who I am anymore, I just wanna be loved!
I feel that there is potential. So much, for me and everyone else feeling crappy. I feel like drinking a GIANT cup of tea infused with gratitude, joy and acceptance.
There's an amazing amount of potential, we're all just struggling to use it. We'll get here, eventually.
I came under a depressive episode 10 days ago and was completely dysfunctional.
I'm starting to feel better though. I'm forcing myself to do things, as hard as it is.
Don't burn yourself out. You're doing amazingly. Keep up the good work x
everyday is so hard. i wish i was someone else.
I feel better now finding this app honestly. Things are still just not going out and I haven't gotten out of my pajamas all day. But this app and the people are a nice.community so far.
I'm so glad you've found us and that we're helping. Keep on keepin' on, friend.
I had a pretty bad morning/afternoon where everything was really dark and really hard. But I doubled down on things that make me feel good, and though it was really hard to get the energy to do them, I think I'm building a little bit of momentum and things feel a little better.
I am so so proud of you. Great job and keep it up, just don't burn yourself out.?
My mom is depressed. But do not tell me. When I heard those words to others and it is also depressing.
그것은 긍 인 생각 필요가있다
I'm feeling depressed. Didn't go into work the last couple of days because of it.
Me to, my jobs been calling asking if I'm coming back. I want to, but I physically don't want to move. I battle myself all day about what I should be doing.
