A break from depression and 7cups.
Okay well here I am, back with another post, I know they are not the best when I post and they can get depressing but this time I have to do this. To those who may have forgotten me i was Kingburger23 but recently I got a name change to my real name which you all know me as CallumKing2000 these days, however that is not what this post is about, I am making this post to let people know and my cups friends, I hope they are my friends, that I am taking a small vacation break, you see some of you knew today that I went into the sharing circle to share and I shared my feelings and thoughts, and when I shared I went back and I got so so sooo anxious to ask again so I logged out had an anxiety attack and logged back in and shared a few hours after explaining I need a break in General, so if people can pass on the news to the mindfulness team and just explain I won't be there for a while. As of tomorrow I will be booking into a hotel for a week to clear my mind and have some me time as I am not used to being around people alot, I just wanted to let people know that I am okay I will be taking time and I'll be doing mindfulness while alone. I just wanted to let folks know around here that I'm thinking of them and what they may be going through, so I will take my leave for tonight and get some rest and be freshed up for tomorrow. Look after each other guys. And I'll see you all when I get back. I love you ❤️
Tags: @iampapaya @SolitaryBird @Patienceimpatient @Bestvase7265 @TinyWhisper11 @VictoriaLove7 @Accidentaltentacles @adventurousBranch3786 @amiablepeace77 @Kala @Mymelaninnarritive @compassionateOak202
P.S, I also wanted to tag goldenpear but she has numbers in her name and I was looking for her. Thanks 🤜🤛
Hello @amiablepeace77 @adventurousBranch3786 @patienceimpatient @calmrosebud @iampapaya @Bestvase7265 @DaisyDaph first of all let me please apologise for not being on here and seeing u guys most it's been weeks since anyone of u guys have actually had a conversation with me and thats my doing. U see I've been dealing with my mental disorder and a few life problems and I'm not getting better, I am constantly fighting my demons and it's getting me angry with myself. I'm very petrified that I'm dealing with this kind of disorder and constantly scared all the time. I've been crying almost every night and roxy has been getting concerned (the dog) so I will go and fix my mind and I will shut my phone off for a few days when I come back I will hope to update you on how I've been doing. All I want to ask is please keep me in your thoughts, prayers and hearts bcuz my heart beats for all of you guys. U mean alot to me and you've all put up with me all these years so thanks for sticking with me, take care for now and be well, sending love to yall and prayers and light
We are right here. You have nothing to apologize for. The demons come in waves. We aren't going to judge you. When you are ready to tell us more that is fine. Until then we send tremendous waves of support your way daily. The wave is sometimes over when you least expect it. That is what I am hoping tonight for you. @CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 thanks for your support
The support continues. We just keep holding one another up. @CallumKing2000
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Hey Cal,
Here for ya with all the might of a Silverback, scaring away those monsters in the mirror! Shoo! We got your back. You're gonna get through this. Please don't hesitate to reach out.
Love and Courage,
Rose
@CalmRosebud thank you bud bud. Those silverbacks musta done the trick
@CallumKing2000
Cal, Those Silverbacks are Mighty, and so are You! Glad you're back!
Love and Courage,
Rose
@CallumKing2000
Hi, Cal, I'm glad Roxy is looking out for you. I will keep you in my prayers. In fact, you're on my list. I pray for you every day. I hope you get out of this slump. Turning off the phone, taking some deep rest, sometimes that's what's needed to restore some energy and balance. It's ok. We're here for you whenever you're back and ready.
Love,
Patience
@PatienceImpatiens thank you cat cat
@CallumKing2000
Huggggs Callllll! You're Back!
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Hey, Cal, I know you're off Cups for now.
I wrote this post about Bullying because I got to witness some of it first hand yesterday.
I feel very sad that you and others have left cups because you were bullied here.
This is supposed to be a safe space.
It makes me feel angry.
Love,
Patience
Link to post about Bullying: https://www.7cups.com/forum/groupmod/SharingCircles_2066/Bullying_322598/
Might dig in to these later and watch them on vhs #Planetoftheapes 
I remember these!
@PatienceImpatiens old classics for sure
I will watch. I have popcorn with butter.
I’m watching too. I will bring Silverback Friends. I hope you have lots of pizza!
@CalmRosebud and I'll summon the gibbons over then we can just all chill
Ok, the carrier pigeon flock has my carriage ready for me and the Silverbacks! See ya!
Finally got my hands on this. Scrappy doo figurine to add to add to my scrappy doo colletion maybe I'll show off my collection once it's built up more but we'll see
@CallumKing2000
LOL, that's a funny show. Another one I used to watch with kids. Brings back good memories.
That looks great! I am glad that it makes you smile. @CallumKing2000
Beckham number 7 
Have you watched the Beckham show on Netflix?
No. But the badge is broke I opened it and the pin fell off
Sorry about that. Can you glue it back together?@CallumKing2000
Planning on doing that tomorrow with gorilla glue
@CallumKing2000
Be careful of gorilla glue because it expands.
Sometimes the quick dry superglue is better for these sorts of delicate things.
@calmrosebud, bud bud so far I've put a smidge on on it and it's stuck on I'm Just leaving it to settle it
@CallumKing2000
I hope it works out. This is Patience, but I know how glue is at times. It's very persnickety. I hope the repair goes well.
Hello everyone it's been a while. I hope all is well with you I've been away for some time from here and just been busy and stuff but I hope your all well and stuff
I have been finding my inner balance again after a rough fall and January. I have been starting to feel better which is good. How are you?@CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 I've been doing self care and just using the takeaways from mindfulness sessions and Just getting back my inner peace
Sounds like you are moving in a good direction. @CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 well its all I can do and hoping it's doing something good on me and directing me in the right way.
It is. Retraining your brain is hard because you can't quite tell if it is working. Then you start to get some hints that things are getting better but you don't completely trust them. Keep reminding yourself that every little step forward ultimately counterbalances any step backwards. You are doing it and moving a good direction. @CallumKing2000
@CallumKing2000
Ready for Movie Night!
@PatienceImpatiens
Ohhhhh, a suit, and Popcorn. And a Movie Theatre with Comfy Seats. Well then. You out-did me again. Welcome one and welcome all. Movie Night.
@CalmRosebud the 3 of us Just walking into the movies as silverbacks expect I'd be a gibbon to run around with my arms up and climb around and annoy bud bud 😀😀😀 I went to the cinemas on Monday to watch migration the animation one it was fun and has danny davito in. Oo oo
New tape came
@CallumKing2000
You’re so “old school.” Charming. I have a record player and collection of vinyls. Does that count? The dancing gibbon is for the “cheer factor."
Some more 
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I used to love watching Scooby Doo with the kids. What a silly goofy and funny show! I hope you enjoy! Yay, it's movie night!
Goodnight 😴
I hope that you have had a successful day! @CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 thanks, I've Just gotta keep moving forward and make sure to make the day fulfilled and busy. Hope you had a good start to the week
Sounds like you have a great plan. My week is okay thus far. Thanks! @CallumKing2000
@bestVase7265 u know, all I want is to go home. But I don't have one to call my own. Its only the 1 wish I want. Just to go home.
all I ask is just to keep me in your beliefs and Hope for me. I don't care about money or anything. I just want to go home just one more time in my life. Its all I want. Just a room. Just somewhere to call home. Please God just hear me one time 😔😔
I really truly do believe that you will find a room and have somewhere that you can call home again. I am not going to stop believing in that or believing in you.
You work so hard to be so upbeat about everything. Some days just go in the reverse direction and you can't see the upcoming light. But it is out there and it is coming. There are lots of people here to cheer you on your journey. @CallumKing2000
