Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I came of the drip yesterday😁 so I'll be able to eat ice cream today 😋 still hooked up to a couple of machines, but I'm doing well ❤can't wait to go home though. I've been getting a painful tingling in my left side on and off, so that's a great sign ❤ I hope your ok ❤ ❤
@Tinywhisper11 ❤️
@mytwistedsoul 😁😁😁😁😁😁😁 yaaaay icecream 😋 thanks soul ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11 You're welcome 😊❤️❤️ Sending you tons of healing vibes ❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami hi sweetie ❤ just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you ❤❤ praying your ok. Not long till your surgery know, just a couple of weeks. Keep holding on, you will get better ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Thought I'd add my thoughts to @Tinywhisper11 thoughts. I know it can be hard to see any light when you're lost in the darkness. Once you have your surgery and the pain eases hopefully things will look a little brighter for you. Lots of love and good vibes to you Iam ❤️ Hang in there
@Iamwhoiamwhoami Adding my thoughts as well <3 Hope you know that you're not alone <3 We're halfway there :D!
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
checking in on you, praying that you have a speedy recovery
@Iamwhoiamwhoami guess what!?!? I'm still in hospital🙁🙁🙁 it's getting closer and closer till your operation. Your anxiety must be through the roof by now🙁 I keep you in my prayers ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11 you both make the strongest team <3
@BlueDarkAurora we are all the strongest team ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
@BlueDarkAurora 😁😁😁
@Iamwhoiamwhoami hey, saw you upvoted the posts ^-^
@Iamwhoiamwhoami hugs you tightly, sits beside you and wraps you in a warm blanket ❤ I'm there with you through the darkness ❤❤
I'm still in that strange state of mind. Just going through the motions in a daze. I think it's tomorrow I've got the preop appointment, the bloodwork . And I think it's a week from that for surgery. Physical therapy has been postponed until after surgery. But supposedly they are contacting somebody for some kind of a nurse for home visits due to the need of changing the dressing on the spine. I haven't heard anything from them yet. I do miss being here but, I'm basically just going through the motions at this point.
I really feel miserable for not being here for Tiny. Ashamed for being the way I am. I promised I would stay by her side and here I am ………….
I can't think of anything else to say right now. I just figured I should put an update here for permanent record.
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️❤️ I really miss you, I hope you're doing OK,❤️❤️❤️ hugging you snuggly, I love you❤️❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami don't be ashamed ❤ your still by my side, I can feel you giving me a head massarge😁 we are always by each others side, no matter how far away we are and what happens ❤ all that matters right now is that you get better ❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I'm here when your ready no matter how long that takes🙂 I love you ❤