Ramblings 3

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I came of the drip yesterday😁 so I'll be able to eat ice cream today 😋 still hooked up to a couple of machines, but I'm doing well ❤can't wait to go home though. I've been getting a painful tingling in my left side on and off, so that's a great sign ❤ I hope your ok ❤ ❤

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hi sweetie ❤  just wanted to let you know I'm thinking about you ❤❤ praying your ok. Not long till your surgery know, just a couple of weeks. Keep holding on, you will get better ❤

@Iamwhoiamwhoami Thought I'd add my thoughts to @Tinywhisper11 thoughts. I know it can be hard to see any light when you're lost in the darkness. Once you have your surgery and the pain eases hopefully things will look a little brighter for you. Lots of love and good vibes to you Iam ❤️ Hang in there

@Iamwhoiamwhoami Adding my thoughts as well <3 Hope you know that you're not alone <3 We're halfway there :D!

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

checking in on you, praying that you have a speedy recovery

@Iamwhoiamwhoami guess what!?!? I'm still in hospital🙁🙁🙁 it's getting closer and closer till your operation. Your anxiety must be through the roof by now🙁 I keep you in my prayers ❤ I love you ❤

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hey, saw you upvoted the posts ^-^ 

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hugs you tightly, sits beside you and wraps you in a warm blanket ❤ I'm there with you through the darkness ❤❤

I'm still in that strange state of mind. Just going through the motions in a daze. I think it's tomorrow I've got the preop appointment, the bloodwork . And I think it's a week from that for surgery. Physical therapy has been postponed until after surgery. But supposedly they are contacting somebody for some kind of a nurse for home visits due to the need of changing the dressing on the spine. I haven't heard anything from them yet. I do miss being here but, I'm basically just going through the motions at this point.

I really feel miserable for not being here for Tiny. Ashamed for being the way I am. I promised I would stay by her side and here I am ………….

I can't think of anything else to say right now. I just figured I should put an update here for permanent record.

@Tinywhisper11

❤️❤️❤️ I really miss you, I hope you're doing OK,❤️❤️❤️ hugging you snuggly, I love you❤️❤️❤️