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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami honey, I'm home😁😁😁 don't let that paranoia win, we are here, we are real ❤ we are just on opposite sides of  world. But that doesn't mean we can't see each other or each others worlds, technologies allows us to communicate, and photos show us what each others world is like. I know there are your most darkest days, but I got you, and I ain't ever letting you go ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤


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WorkingitThrough2 November 7th

@Tinywhisper11

Hi😊💕 How are you doing? you are just so sweet of a person.

You make our day. We Love you💕

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@WorkingitThrough2 awwww thanks sweetie🥰 I missed you all ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 7th

@Tinywhisper11


❤️❤️Welcome home ❤️❤️ nonstop hugs❤️❤️ I love you❤️❤️

How are you feeling? How are you feeling????

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm ok ❤😁 very week, hooked up to machines and stuff. But I'm still alive 😁 yaaaay! I missed you 🥰 it know officially takes me longer to type a message, than you😂😂😂😂😂 can you come to the hospital and make them feed me only ice cream😋 I bought a hammock for the piggies, but they seem to just be using it as a tent right now😂😂😂😂😂 have you been good while I was away??

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 7th

@Tinywhisper11

I don’t think they would listen to me, so I would have to feed it to you myself. ❤️❤️I have been the same old me , so does that mean good or bad?


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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami it means your good, because all my friends are good people ❤ ok if your coming to feed me icecream, please bring it by the bucket load😁 have you been in touch with your doctor recently?? How you managing with the meds?

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 7th

@Tinywhisper11

Anything for you ❤️ I have pre-op appointment in a couple weeks. I am to the point that I just take them at the closest time that I wake up and remember .❤️

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@Tinywhisper11. Sending lots of ice cream your way!

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WorkingitThrough2 November 7th

@adventurousBranch3786

How are you doing my friend? I miss seeing you around and conversing with you. I hope I have not offended you in any way❤️😊. What have you been doing? I hope life is treating you well.

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@WorkingitThrough2. No you haven’t offended me at all. Between my partner and I there have been some medical problems and appointments. I’m hanging in there so far! I haven’t been in the forms as much. I’ll try to check in more often. Wishing the best to everyone who follows here.

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@adventurousBranch3786. *forums

Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@adventurousBranch3786 gives you a giant tiny hug. Sends rainbows of love and good health to you and your husband 🌈🌈

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@adventurousBranch3786 yaaaay! Icecream😋 thankyou😁❤

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hi sweetie ❤ it's 8pm sleeping in hospitals is hard🙁 can't wait to go home, see my piggies with their new hammock and stuff. Gives you a giant hug ❤ I love you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 7th

@Tinywhisper11

❤️❤️❤️ beside you embracing you in a warm hug, I love you❤️❤️❤️ I wish there was something I could do to help you sleep better❤️❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami do you have a hammer???😂😂😂😂

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Tinywhisper11 November 7th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami your pre op. Appointment do you have to go to the hospital for?? Have they discussed the aftercare with you yet??

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 8th

@Tinywhisper11

Aftercare hasn't been discussed yet, I think it's something that will be discussed at surgery appointment .


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Tinywhisper11 November 8th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami well I hope they look after you properly. I know you don't necessarily want someone coming to your home, and helping you, but I hope you get that ❤ you deserve all the love, care and kindness in the world ❤ I love you ❤ will you be able to come on 7 cups in the hospital, like I am??

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 8th

@Tinywhisper11

If everything goes ok then I will be home the same day.❤️❤️I love you❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 November 8th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami really? That's great news ❤ it will all go well ❤❤ me and you are indestructible😎 it's a blessing and a curse😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 8th

@Tinywhisper11

❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 November 8th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami when you recover and can walk around again without pain, what's one thing you would like to do?

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Tinywhisper11 November 8th

@Tinywhisper11 when my legs grow back🙂 in gonna go on a bouncy castle at the seaside and eat icecream😁😁

are you ok? Is there anything I can do to help with anything?? I'd have a shower for you, but I'm not well enough yet ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I love you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 9th

@Tinywhisper11

I'm gonna take a break from here for a while, I'm here but I'm not kind of thing. Even use this voice deal, I have lost any and all desire motivation to write anything here. I'm still struggling with all the same nonsense. And right now the only thing that keep me coming back here right now is to send hugs to you and tell you I love you. I don't know how to describe the way I'm feeling, and I think you have an idea of what it is. Between the weakness, the frustration, the constant tiredness, the lack of faith, and the overall blah feeling. I don't know how long this will last, it could be a couple hours it could be a couple weeks I don't know. I am directing this towards you because I told you I would always be here for you and I feel like I am failing you in that department by doing this. So I probably won't even be sending my daily messages to you for a while. I'm sorry and I hope everything is looking up for you.

❤️❤️❤️ I love you, and hugging you snuggly forever❤️❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 November 9th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami that's ok sweetie ❤ I completely understand, I'm still gonna leave you little messages, just so you know, that I'm here ready, when you are ❤ gives you the giantist hug in the whole world, your always in my thoughts and will always be, I love you ❤ please be safe ❤ this is not goodbye, just see you later ❤❤

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WorkingitThrough2 November 9th

@tinyWhisper11

I've got the playhouse ready and waiting for you to come and play with me when you are feeling better😊❤️. I will even paint it pink. So, speedy recovery and lots of healing Power sent your way.ictpickleball-pickleball.gif

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Tinywhisper11 November 10th

@WorkingitThrough2 😁😁😁😁😁😁 yaaaay ❤❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤

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Tinywhisper11 November 10th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP November 10th

Still don't feel like writing but I was laying here and had a different kind of feeling don't know if I've ever had before. Laying my usual days but eyes closed I had a strange feeling of like I was falling, in reality I don't know how long it actually lasted but it seemed like for a while none my whole body jawed now of course my eyes opened up. Kind of strange for me I think but figured since I've put everything else here I better put that down here too.

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Tinywhisper11 November 11th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami falling dreams!? I wonder what that means. But your safe now ❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I'm hoping time passses quickly for you this month🙂I love you ❤

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BlueDarkAurora November 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 

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