Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami honey, I'm home😁😁😁 don't let that paranoia win, we are here, we are real ❤ we are just on opposite sides of world. But that doesn't mean we can't see each other or each others worlds, technologies allows us to communicate, and photos show us what each others world is like. I know there are your most darkest days, but I got you, and I ain't ever letting you go ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@Tinywhisper11
Hi😊💕 How are you doing? you are just so sweet of a person.
You make our day. We Love you💕
@WorkingitThrough2 awwww thanks sweetie🥰 I missed you all ❤
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️Welcome home ❤️❤️ nonstop hugs❤️❤️ I love you❤️❤️
How are you feeling? How are you feeling????
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm ok ❤😁 very week, hooked up to machines and stuff. But I'm still alive 😁 yaaaay! I missed you 🥰 it know officially takes me longer to type a message, than you😂😂😂😂😂 can you come to the hospital and make them feed me only ice cream😋 I bought a hammock for the piggies, but they seem to just be using it as a tent right now😂😂😂😂😂 have you been good while I was away??
@Iamwhoiamwhoami hi sweetie ❤ it's 8pm sleeping in hospitals is hard🙁 can't wait to go home, see my piggies with their new hammock and stuff. Gives you a giant hug ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️❤️ beside you embracing you in a warm hug, I love you❤️❤️❤️ I wish there was something I could do to help you sleep better❤️❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami do you have a hammer???😂😂😂😂
@Iamwhoiamwhoami your pre op. Appointment do you have to go to the hospital for?? Have they discussed the aftercare with you yet??
@Tinywhisper11
Aftercare hasn't been discussed yet, I think it's something that will be discussed at surgery appointment .
@Iamwhoiamwhoami well I hope they look after you properly. I know you don't necessarily want someone coming to your home, and helping you, but I hope you get that ❤ you deserve all the love, care and kindness in the world ❤ I love you ❤ will you be able to come on 7 cups in the hospital, like I am??
@Tinywhisper11
If everything goes ok then I will be home the same day.❤️❤️I love you❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami when you recover and can walk around again without pain, what's one thing you would like to do?
@Tinywhisper11 when my legs grow back🙂 in gonna go on a bouncy castle at the seaside and eat icecream😁😁
are you ok? Is there anything I can do to help with anything?? I'd have a shower for you, but I'm not well enough yet ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I'm gonna take a break from here for a while, I'm here but I'm not kind of thing. Even use this voice deal, I have lost any and all desire motivation to write anything here. I'm still struggling with all the same nonsense. And right now the only thing that keep me coming back here right now is to send hugs to you and tell you I love you. I don't know how to describe the way I'm feeling, and I think you have an idea of what it is. Between the weakness, the frustration, the constant tiredness, the lack of faith, and the overall blah feeling. I don't know how long this will last, it could be a couple hours it could be a couple weeks I don't know. I am directing this towards you because I told you I would always be here for you and I feel like I am failing you in that department by doing this. So I probably won't even be sending my daily messages to you for a while. I'm sorry and I hope everything is looking up for you.
❤️❤️❤️ I love you, and hugging you snuggly forever❤️❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami that's ok sweetie ❤ I completely understand, I'm still gonna leave you little messages, just so you know, that I'm here ready, when you are ❤ gives you the giantist hug in the whole world, your always in my thoughts and will always be, I love you ❤ please be safe ❤ this is not goodbye, just see you later ❤❤
@tinyWhisper11
I've got the playhouse ready and waiting for you to come and play with me when you are feeling better😊❤️. I will even paint it pink. So, speedy recovery and lots of healing Power sent your way.
@WorkingitThrough2 😁😁😁😁😁😁 yaaaay ❤❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
Still don't feel like writing but I was laying here and had a different kind of feeling don't know if I've ever had before. Laying my usual days but eyes closed I had a strange feeling of like I was falling, in reality I don't know how long it actually lasted but it seemed like for a while none my whole body jawed now of course my eyes opened up. Kind of strange for me I think but figured since I've put everything else here I better put that down here too.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami falling dreams!? I wonder what that means. But your safe now ❤ hugs you tightly ❤ I'm hoping time passses quickly for you this month🙂I love you ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
