Ramblings 3

@Iamwhoiamwhoami honey, I'm home😁😁😁 don't let that paranoia win, we are here, we are real ❤ we are just on opposite sides of  world. But that doesn't mean we can't see each other or each others worlds, technologies allows us to communicate, and photos show us what each others world is like. I know there are your most darkest days, but I got you, and I ain't ever letting you go ❤❤ hugs you tightly ❤

@Iamwhoiamwhoami hi sweetie ❤ it's 8pm sleeping in hospitals is hard🙁 can't wait to go home, see my piggies with their new hammock and stuff. Gives you a giant hug ❤ I love you ❤

@Iamwhoiamwhoami your pre op. Appointment do you have to go to the hospital for?? Have they discussed the aftercare with you yet??

@Tinywhisper11

Aftercare hasn't been discussed yet, I think it's something that will be discussed at surgery appointment .

@Iamwhoiamwhoami when you recover and can walk around again without pain, what's one thing you would like to do?

@Tinywhisper11

I'm gonna take a break from here for a while, I'm here but I'm not kind of thing. Even use this voice deal, I have lost any and all desire motivation to write anything here. I'm still struggling with all the same nonsense. And right now the only thing that keep me coming back here right now is to send hugs to you and tell you I love you. I don't know how to describe the way I'm feeling, and I think you have an idea of what it is. Between the weakness, the frustration, the constant tiredness, the lack of faith, and the overall blah feeling. I don't know how long this will last, it could be a couple hours it could be a couple weeks I don't know. I am directing this towards you because I told you I would always be here for you and I feel like I am failing you in that department by doing this. So I probably won't even be sending my daily messages to you for a while. I'm sorry and I hope everything is looking up for you.

❤️❤️❤️ I love you, and hugging you snuggly forever❤️❤️❤️

@tinyWhisper11

I've got the playhouse ready and waiting for you to come and play with me when you are feeling better😊❤️. I will even paint it pink. So, speedy recovery and lots of healing Power sent your way.

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 

Still don't feel like writing but I was laying here and had a different kind of feeling don't know if I've ever had before. Laying my usual days but eyes closed I had a strange feeling of like I was falling, in reality I don't know how long it actually lasted but it seemed like for a while none my whole body jawed now of course my eyes opened up. Kind of strange for me I think but figured since I've put everything else here I better put that down here too.

@Iamwhoiamwhoami