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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 31st, 2023

Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.

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mytwistedsoul October 11th

D.id th.ey catch on to the co.de?

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@mytwistedsoul could..nt read your last mess..age but otherwise a..lll good 😂😂😂

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mytwistedsoul October 12th

@Tinywhisper11 Hey :) I think they got it fixed fairly good now with the collapsing posts. But this new layout leaves a lot to be desired. It's really hard to follow conversations.

How are you feeling Tiny? ❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 11th

my brain is already a mess, after trying to read these messages I am getting a wee bit dizzy. I think I need a decoder ring or something, 3D glasses, a different keyboard??? Is this the future of 7cups??😆😆

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mytwistedsoul October 11th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I hope not. It's harder for me to keep track of conversations now with having to go back amd forth. Some of the newer features seem so asinine.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 11th

@mytwistedsoul

Hopefully they can alleviate the issues. Mainly for everyone’s benefit, but I do have a selfish issue, I have gotten used to communicating with my new found friends and family here. I don’t know what I would do if I lost that because of constant changes making navigation here more and more difficult. But mainly for everyone else ❤️

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PiecesOfWhoeverIWas October 12th

I can see everyone’s messages now. I’m going to try one without code to test. I reread my post from earlier, and I can see why it got censored. 🙄 Must have been that pesky word “afterward”. At least it gave me a little laugh for the day. 😁

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

I see you….

Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas 😂😂😂....😂😂😂

mytwistedsoul October 12th

@PiecesOfWhoeverIWas I'm shocked that you would use such an offense word as afterwards. Kidding! 

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami this is gonna be hard work😂😂😂😂😂 don.t worry I'm sure it will all be sort.ed out soon ❤

Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami good morning sweetie ❤❤ how are your meds doing?? My little piggie (runt) is a magician, he keeps getting out😂😂😂😂😂 he loves to just nose around everything😂😂😂 he can't hurt himself, or go far. I have them out for about 2 hours a day, and then again for hug time😁 I made their cage, it takes up half my room, they have loads of space, food, water, toys. But he still likes to get out and roam free😁 ❤ he's so cute ❤ I didn't put a good on their cage. So know I'm just gonna have to make the cage walls higher😂😂😂😂 ok I gotta go ❤ I love you ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11

Good morning to you beautiful angel. Meds doing ok. Runt must be quite the character.

❤️Hugs, I love you too ❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

I think I am going insane, this intense war my mind is continuously trying to keep going inside me . Probably not the correct or politically correct word but it’s the best I can come up with.

I have probably said it a lot lately, but I am saying it again. Being stuck living with myself is not something that I would wish on anyone else even my worst enemies. Which in my case happens to include me, myself and I.

I wish I could completely believe and even project what others say the see in me through my writings. I barely understand this new feeling of love. It’s a new feeling to me. I know the book definitions of the word. I am scared of how it makes me feel inside and I am equally scared of how to express it properly here. I would say the “real world “ but I don’t think I have to worry about that. I read about these things on the internet. I know, don’t believe everything I read there. However I think a lot of what I read seems true from what I’ve seen of others over the years.

I am scared of losing this strange feeling also. I have a hint of a memory that I think happened here some time ago. Something related to my feeling something similar maybe, I am not sure if it was a feeling or emotion, but I think it was something I experienced so very briefly here and then one misguided individual knocked me off my feet and ripped that feeling away from me quicker than a blink of an eye with some kind of message based in hate.

If that hint of a memory is true,I don’t want to remember the details . I do hope that individual is enlightened with truth and understanding and true acceptance.

I just hope that it doesn’t happen to me again.

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mytwistedsoul October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami This is your space Iam. While there are people who are often out to do harm, there's also a lot of really good people here. If anyone that is cruel or mean to you here we will come to your defense. There will be no hate here ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@mytwistedsoul me and soul will always protect you ❤ and when you fall we will catch you..

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Tinywhisper11 😂😂😂😂😂😂 we won't miss you though ❤❤ we got you ❤❤

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11

That picture is always a huge confidence booster. Plus maybe a trust booster as well. ❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

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mytwistedsoul October 12th

@Tinywhisper11 Good catch 🤨

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@mytwistedsoul 😂😂😂😂😂😂

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami soul has come to my side to stick up for me many times ❤ you got good friends here. We all love you ❤

Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami and don't worry , we are all a little bit insane ❤ I wish your living circumstances where better for you🙁 things will get better, just keep holding on ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11 @mytwistedsoul


I know you both are always here for me and I am forever thankful for that. ❤️❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami so old tv shows, how old are we talking?? If you like old comedys, this is a British one though. 'monty python and the holy grail' I've seen clips and it looks hillarious. It's a film ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

Some of them are NCIS , knight rider , good times, WKRP in Cincinnati, Barney Miller, Wings, Macgyver, Hawaii five-o , Welcome Back Kotter, The facts of life, What’s happening, Quantum Leap.

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami YYY ok I've heard of a few of them, quantum leap does actually look quite good. So you like engaging action tv shows ❤ so do most of those shows have like a hero figure?? I know night rider is david hasslehoff as the main star, I think. 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11

I am sure they do, but I would have to actually read the cases they are in to give you names. ❤️

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11

Sorry I forgot to put your name in the above reply ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I suppose that's a good thing with a bad memory😁 you can watch them over and over again ❤ I tried to watch tv a few years ago, when I found out it exsisted🙂 but it triggers flashbacks, the psychiatrist said it's probably something to do with the movements, and sound. We are not really sure. So I never watched tv, but my carers this year have been showing me clip of things in their phones and computers. And I'm doing quite well, so hopefully oneday soon, I'll be able to watch things😁❤

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Tinywhisper11 is your new med schedule working ok with you? 

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11

My new med schedule starts next Friday I think..

As far as watching TV goes, I think you are better off enjoying life without it. Just my opinion though. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami ohhh! New meds next friday, sorry I confused it again ❤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP October 12th

@Tinywhisper11

That is one of the really bad things about trauma, Anything and everything not related can easily trigger flashbacks. It really sucks. To put it mildly. ❤️

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Tinywhisper11 October 12th

@Iamwhoiamwhoami yep it really does🙁 that's why thank God we have this site, and each other ❤❤ people tell me I'm not missing out on much with not watching tv. I love music, I keep that playing all day and night😁 I have made a playlist for every occasion and mood😁

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