Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami awww thanks everyone ❤❤ I just got back from hospital, I'm glad to be back home🙂 I'm not very well though still🙁
how have you been?? Did the walker help at all?? When is your appointment with your surgoun?? I'll try to be a bit more active on here, keep checking to make sure your ok ❤❤ gives you a giant hugggg, I've missed you ❤
So wonderful to hear from you. My issues matter. Focus on whatever you need to do to get well.
💕💕💕Hugs , I Love You 💕💕💕
@Iamwhoiamwhoami thankyou ❤ but your issues do matter ❤ ❤ we are friends and we can get through anything together ❤❤
@Tinywhisper11
They do but they don’t, your recent hospitalization takes priority. My issues are not going anywhere. The rate they’re accumulating, there will be plenty to discuss when you’re feeling better.
Besides, I’m taking a break from my writing for a bit.
💕💕💕Hugs💕💕💕
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok take a break, but keep checking in. Or I'll worry about you ❤❤ I love you ❤
❤️I Love You Too❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami um... I'm a bit shocked😮 I can't believe you just said that. I'm actually crying now. Thankyou so much ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I'm just trying to catch up, ice for so many messages😕
Are your meds working any better now?? Do you still get the high feeling?? Have you been eating ok??? What about shower'ing any progress with anything at all??
No progress on any front.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami damn! 🙁 sorry sweetie. Why are you taking a break from writting??? Is there any reason?? Cause, remember we all love you here, and wanna be there for you ❤ so don't suffer silently ok?
@Tinywhisper11
❤️❤️Hugs❤️❤️
I just think it’s a good idea for a little while.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ok but just know I'll be here always ❤❤❤ squeezes you tightly ❤❤ I love you ❤
@Tinywhisper11
💕 I Love You Too 💕
@Tinywhisper11
With everything I am struggling with there is something that is really causing me anxiety and distress. .
It is very important for me to be honest about everything. I have lied about this decision regarding my writing here. Maybe it’s lie by omission thing, I don’t know for sure and I’m not going back and reading to be sure.
I am sorry for not being completely honest with you.
The truth is I am not writing because I feel really guilty for your hospitalization. I think it is my fault, Your reading my negativity, especially when you were so selflessly helping me through my little ordeal the other night. I believe that my words triggered you and caused your hospitalization.
I hurt you, yes unintentionally, but I hurt you. I am forever sorry that I did. I have been struggling with that since that happened. That is why I’m taking a break from my writing temporarily, for now. Possibly longer.
My permanent and complete negativity has hurt someone who is so special and beautiful and kind .
I didn’t want to tell you why , especially now that you just got out. But you deserve the truth.
Thank you for being you ❤️💕💕💕I love you💕💕💕❤️
@Tinywhisper11
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@Iamwhoiamwhoami hey! What's wrong are you ok??
@Tinywhisper11 I'm sorry I've spent a lot of yesterday sleeping. Is it your pain levels??