Ramblings 3
Nothing new, same issues . I miss the people here. I have been really struggling the last few months. I have been really trying and it seems like I am going back instead of forward.
Groceries arrived. My stubborn hind end helped bring them all in. My bed is between the front door and the kitchen so I set everything but the pop on the bed. Another brainiac move, since laying down is the only way to try and ease the pain. Pop is piled by front door on the floor, which is a puzzle for later. Sat in the wheelchair numerous times until food for fridge and freezer were put away. Now I lay here crying like a baby because my boo-boo hurts.
Boo-boo better. Too bad everything else isn’t.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami yep the world sucks and then you die. But if the world didn't suck we'd all fall off, so I'm a way it all falls into place. To wether there's anyone as screwed up as you, I've met 24 people personally, and no many others who are just no longer human. At least your still human ❤ your memories of when you where younger, well at least you know that from a early age people caused this pain, so you are not to blame for the way you are now, it's the doing if others. But suffering as badly as you do, is why me and soul, and aurora, come to you with only love I'm our hearts. Because we all know that pain, maybe not to your extent, but we understand as much as anyone can ❤ that's why we stick by your side, we love you and want to help you. ❤ hugs you tightly ❤
I’m forever grateful,thankful and blessed to have all of you as friends 💕💕💕💕
@Iamwhoiamwhoami and we are all blessed to have the chance to be part of your life ❤ you are one of my fear friends here who I deeply care about, and always will ❤
@Tinywhisper11 dear* friends not fear😂😂😂 stupid middle finger can't spell this early😁
@Tinywhisper11 best fear sounds less threatening xD
@BlueDarkAurora 😂😂😂😂 yeah
@Tinywhisper11 your heart and the love you hold in it always amazes me <3
@BlueDarkAurora ❤😁❤ your kindness never fails to amaze me either ❤ hugs you tightly ❤❤I love you
@Tinywhisper11 aww <3 Iam has managed to gather us all awesome being together (including him ofcourse ^-^)<3
@BlueDarkAurora yes we are all special people ❤❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami well done for messaging your doctor about your meds. Let's hope the side effects have passed now. And well done for getting your food and wheelchair ❤ was it less painful, or easier to move around with the wheelchair??
Bad time to judge considering my pain was already extreme so movement in the chair was not a reality..
@Iamwhoiamwhoami ahh! Yeah fair enough ❤ but hopefully next try, will be a better one. Maybe when you get used to it, you can go back to doing little things in your garage. I hope it makes a difference for you. If I could cross my fingers I would, but I can't do I'm just gonna hope ❤
good morning sweetie (or good night) ❤ gives you a giant tiny hug ❤❤ I love you ❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami that's fair ^^ I'm glad you're giving it a fair chance. I hope it turns out to be of great assistance to you and that you can bring some normalcy back<3
Maybe it will maybe not much , my house is too small for much legitimate use in limited space, the walker or rollator I have to figure out as well to see if it will work for me . I’m flying blind with these things for now. They weren’t technically recommended for me yet and no therapist in the picture yet so no lessons there yet.
Do appreciate your thoughts and support.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami 😂😂😂 yeah I overuse emojiis😂😂 but their so cute and express how I'm feeling😁 I've noticed today you've been using hearts🙂 yaaaay!
You know I think mental health is definitely worse than physical pain🙁 both draining, but thoughts are the hardest🙁 I'm glad writing here helps you. And yes it's a great distraction from the pain to. Someone once said "I don't know what time zone tiny is in, she always seems to be here" but you know what else can we do. We try out best to live life, but people don't understand, the difference between being able to do things in life, and not having much choice. So spend as much time as you can here. 7 cups has been a life line for me😁 I' know it is for you too ❤❤
@Iamwhoiamwhoami
@Iamwhoiamwhoami did you eat today? You were probably in to much pain, to fix yourself something to eat🙁 did you buy snacks?? Crisps and stuff?? Or perhaps fruit. Get some next time it's easier with the pain. I bet your work mate, was happy to see you and help, so don't be afraid to ask ❤
@Tinywhisper11
I actually didn’t eat anything until a bit ago. Made up for not eating for awhile. I never have been a healthy eater. , I buy snacks periodically but don’t necessarily eat all of them. My work isn’t something for having foods that expire quickly. Plus I don’t have the ambition to cook for 1, so easy prep cheat meals is my go to meal at home.❤️❤️
@Iamwhoiamwhoami that's good ❤ I'm glad your eating something ❤❤
I took my 6:00 pull early around 5 and I probably shouldn’t have, that put my next one 7 hours out. And starting to get that sick to the stomach feeling and a shade of doom.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami oh no🙁 it's surprising how strong your tablets are. It's so tempting to take them early though, have think we all do when we are in so much pain🙁 try to keep your focus here at cups, maybe the feeling will pass away
I am going to try and make to midnight
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I can't remember the last time I stayed up that late😂😂