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Iamwhoiamwhoami December 1st, 2022

I am finally going to follow the lead and try and avoid posting in multiple different places. I am going to try and do most of my rambling in this thread.

My cognitive issues are making it harder and harder for me to focus on multiple things. That combined with my laundry list of other issues, makes functioning at all near impossible.

Having to go through medication experimentation again is going to make it even harder.

Whenever I have to refocus because I literally can’t remember blocks of time or where I am and why I’m here kinds of things , I’m usually able to come here and figure out through my posts and profile etc.

That has proven to not work very well at times. I wondered if I centralized my thoughts here that maybe that might work better.

That also keeps me from being a distraction from those who are more deserving than I.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 17th, 2022

Does anybody even want me to do this tree thing?

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hopefulPond6108 December 17th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami I was looking forward to you doing the tree BUT only if you really want to still do it. I’m sure we’ll all be happiest if you do what’s best for you.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 17th, 2022

@hopefulPond6108

Thank you. I will really try to get it done by sometime tomorrow night. It’s not for me it’s for everyone here. If it’s something you think that people will truly appreciate not just with words. This is my gift back , while I still am able.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 21st, 2022

@hopefulPond6108

I finished the tree dedication, page nine has a few links to short video clips of it if you’re interested.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 18th, 2022

I finally got to the hanging ornaments with the messages part of the tree idea. Starting that now , I may have taken on a bit much for this project. By myself this seems like I will never get it done. I didn’t realize how many times people actually reached out to me responding to what I wrote. I know I didn’t buy enough ornaments to hang one with each message, so I will probably have to hang a bunch of messages without ornaments. I am just grabbing and hanging, no preferential treatment for those with or without ornaments. I am appreciative and thankful to everyone here , not just a select few. This is a community…a family, a very special place to come to.

I better try and get motivated to get back to this project, I think I may be up all night trying to finish it as promised.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 18th, 2022

P.S. I hate glitter…….

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 18th, 2022

I will try and post a picture or two of what I have started so far

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Helgafy December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

WOW!

Helgafy December 19th, 2022


@Glen

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

@Helgafy

I appreciate your enjoyment.

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Helgafy December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

Friend.

I guess you're tired today doing all with the tree. I told Glen (our great leader here at 7Cup, also a psychologist I think) about it.

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Helgafy December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

@glen

Helgafy December 19th, 2022

@GlenM

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 18th, 2022

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adventurousBranch3786 December 18th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami. Thank you for posting this! It’s looking good🎄!

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mytwistedsoul December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami Hey :) Your tree looks amazing! I'm so glad you decided to put it up! You did an awesome job!

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Helgafy December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

WOW!

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 21st, 2022

@Helgafy

I was just thinking about you, hoping you’re doing ok.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 18th, 2022

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hopefulPond6108 December 18th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami 👏 Applause!!! What a beautiful 🎄tree!!!

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

@hopefulPond6108

Thank you, I am appreciative of your enjoyment.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 18th, 2022

The last one was just of the messages that I still have to put on the tree . Well over a hundred to go yet.

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

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juliak1968 December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

Your tree is sooo originally beautiful!

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

@juliak1968

Thsnk you and I am grateful you enjoy it

Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 21st, 2022

@juliak1968

It is finished, I put links to 3 short video clips along with a short message , right now it’s on page nine. If you’re interested.

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juliak1968 December 22nd, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

Thanks, I'll go look for them now :-)

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

I am done for tonight, I have nothing left to give to this project tonight, completely exhausted.

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December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

Oh, how very beautiful your tree is. I am so so proud of you. You deserve to rest. Extraordinary job.

I hope you feel proud of yourself. That tree brought tears to my eyes😂.

Happy holidays me dear friend🛌💤

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

@scarletPear1945

Thank you so much, but it is not finished.

I appreciate your kind words.

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December 19th, 2022

@Iamwhoiamwhoami

It is still gorgeous

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 19th, 2022

@scarletPear1945

Thank you, I truly appreciate your enjoyment.

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Iamwhoiamwhoami OP December 21st, 2022

@scarletPear1945

I finished it , a few links to short video clips of it on page nine, if you’re interested.

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