Hello, I am seeking opportunities to put myself to good use. To be a functioning part of a bettering society, if u will. I am diagnosed with cancer of my spine and brain. I have been physically abused as a child. Humiliated, addicted to drugs and many other circumstances I have been a victim of. My cancer is something I have for life. I am 32 years old and am at home on disability. I have no life atm and cannot stand how the potential I may have to help others will no longer remain dormant and useless. Please, grab a hold of ur chance to understand what makes me so strong. Come talk to me about anything. You need to vent I will speak not and listen with the same intensity I feel to help with my words. Witness how a life of uncertainty and much suffering came to be such a huge strength to me. All u need to know is the process. I can do that. Despite your individual circumstances it is the same path for me to have found happiness, as it will and is for all of you. Finding it, enduring it and actually positively living your life through it is easily obtained. Its the fear of change that will be your "worst enemy" in it all. It is a world wide issue with in us all. Change is not easy even if for the better.
Be open and honest. I value your opinion as much as my own. I am fluent in "whatyoureallymeanis-anese". I should be dead or at the very least unable to function properly on my own. I am walking and self reliant of my own care and day to day tasks. I love the hope I have found in pain and suffering. I suffer everyday now, with the cancer. No one would know. Ive been called liar for people mistaken a bright spirit for being physically healthy. You know what...I do not blame them. Seek bn you and who your meant to be. Learn to make decisions that set your future up for happiness. I guarentee one conversation with me will at least "plant a seed" amongst your everday lives, of hope and happiness. Please come chat.