continuing chat w/ Lumie the Legend

guess wat i made food that didnt tast like complete puke

i made chilli and it tasted okay pretty good

i dont wanna go 2 work im tired

ughhhhhh

@MrMarino

I'm leaving lots of hugs for you in case you wake up before I do <3 *hugs x 100* jk lol that's too many but eh anyway XD hope you're sleeping well. I'll write to you tomorrow. I miss you <3 *hugs once again*

Lumie i got an email

Turns out that even tho i wrote im not in desperate need, i still got approved for the free food thing for school

that's so awesome and exciting

looks like they could afford 2 help me too

livi said they wouldn't approve me if i wrote that

but i figured that they would appreciate my honesty

how it works is at my campus there are multiple food places and u can use ur student id card to 'buy" food for free

thank you for wishing for me such a good life ^^ I hope I find those people too! I'll try my best to be happy more often and enjoy life :)

lol thank god it didn't sound weird to you. and I'm 101% sure you would have been a great dad to Christian. and Christian deserves a dad like you.

okie I'll try to never give you any reasons to unfriend me hehe :p oh, so well I'm never gonna be mean and abusive to you so I guess I'll be fine. I dunno if we might have any arguments, if we do, I wouldn't want to passive aggressive or blame it on you, I'll do my best to work it out with you. I'm sure we'd be fine ^^

lol okay I'll try to remove the jk part from things I like about myself now :p I think I'll try saying nice things about me casually. I am super awesome, valuable and loved <3

so livi is very funny indeed. lol yeah don't choke on your food. ooh so you started dating about 3 years ago or something. aw friend zoned :') I'm glad her feelings changed and you gave this a shot ^^ you were each other's first, omg! that's so sweet. yeah new and young relationships can be a bit immature, you and livi have worked a lot on your relationship now and have come a long way <3 I'm glad it's going awesome!

that sounds scary, Nick. I'm glad that you and your family are safe and he didn't pull the tri.gger. no one deserves any kind of physical punis.hment. belt could be hurtful too. oh your mom cried, maybe she cares about you two :0 yeah she might have mother instinct in her. I'm glad you are all fine, I understand <3 my glad you and Christian are mentally okay, that really makes me glad. I really feel for people who aren't mentally okay too. I wish things would've been better for them. it's just, I don't like how the cards are dealt in life, bad things happen to good people and it's not fair.

lol whoever said that you're the human equivalent of a participation certificate doesn't know you >_< you are heroic, saw you in rooms listening to people and be all heroic and stuff :p

saving kittens definitely sounds like something you'd do. firefighter Nick \o/ aw dang, your mom did that :') that is weird.

yes you are very open minded, Nick ^^ oh my personality is huggable and loveable. thanks for that mareo oreo, I think I would agree. my personality is kinda amazing XD weirdly, when I used to confess to anyone and say I have feelings for them, they'd get to know me and then start liking me back. so I guess it's kinda nice to have people who like you for your personality, it just takes some time getting to really know someone.

so you had all those candies without me? :0 how rude Nick! jk jk lol. I always call them on you because I know you're always doing nice things for others hehe. *bell rings* who could it be? oMg the nice cops are here and you aren't with them, how do you get away all the time? *smiles* nah my marino fam is the best. and you know, I've bribed some people (and by that I mean one person lol) to be on my team and now they're gonna agree that you're the best, nicest, kindest, coolest person here. yeah you always do welcome people and ask how they are, I like a lot of things about you and that's one of them ^^

I don't think anyone has been mean to me. well, except that one time we had that dude in our chats but eh, it doesn't matter to me anymore. they don't deserve to be remembered by us. one time someone complimented on my music taste saying it might not be the best and stuff and I was like okay wow, don't make me angry. but then they shared their music and I forking loved it so I was like eh, kindness shall I give and I ended up getting some good songs and my mood was light as always ^^ win-win!

yeah I don't really know why he don't wanna drive. my dad has offered to teach me too so I guess I'll be driving soon too lol. it is crazy, I don't wanna comment on his age while I say this but he is 22 now, he could help out by learning to drive. I'll teach you to drive lol. you have done some driving tho, right?

yeah I try my best to avoid fights. simply because, it wouldn't matter what I say and well, I know it has just become a habit of theirs. to pick up fights with each other.

you're worth my time too, mareomallow <3 it's fun af talking to you too, always. anywhere XD

my brother says mean stuff about me. he gets pretty nasty lol. I don't like it at all but eh, don't care much anymore what he says about me. my dad would never say anything like that for me, even tho he might compare me to some young ppl saying they're so out there, he wouldn't want to hurt me with his words.

I agree that anger comes from a place of hurt, sadness, unmet needs and feeling disrespected by someone whose opinion you value. anger can be very blinding indeed. I don't think I get angry more often, I just get down. yes, I'm more likely to get sad easier than mad. I guess my sadness has some feelings of being mad too. I'm sad very often but it's like my sadness, others don't make me sad. I mean sure, things they do make me sad but I'm not sad because they did those things, I'm sad I felt those things and let it hurt me. makes sense?

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younger relationships sound so cute lol. but I guess real relationships are way nicer, simply because they grow into something deeper and its value increases too. people mature and find that they have to work in order to be with they love (sometimes who they hate lol). I hope I can have that someday.

ooh so I get why she gets so much eyes on her. livi is a baddie, okie got it. I'm unsure what it means but maybe I'll look it up haha. oh got it, a girl who is slaying her game and is always on fleek. well, I am pretty sure Livi is a baddie now haha.

hush those ppl don't know you 😤 you are far from being a loser, fork them. ooh yes now I know you work at McD cause you told in the chatroom too. but those people couldn't be more wrong. you're dope and, you and livi deserve to be together. you're both amazing and together you're even more amazing. eh, I wonder why girls don't hit on you. you get a lot of girls hit on you here (jk). I mean people really like you here, they really like being around you.

my temporary retainers are annoying af. I also have permanent retainers lol, like why both. I can remove them while eating and stuff but I don't like them. braces were pretty okay, they didn't hurt. tbh they just try to sell you and make you get braces, and braces aren't all that bad. my parents said I don't need them but I was like, I want them. if you don't feel the urge or need to get braces, you don't have to. aw you're cute, Nick. the world made you as you are because you are amazing and don't need to change a single thing about you. you know there's a Japanese legend that says our face is the face of the person we loved the most in our past life. I think that's beautiful. I totally get what you mean Nick ^^ aw lol, I fixed my teeth because I had a gap :') I think people who have gaps are cute af. I dunno why I didn't of myself the same, sometimes I see my old self and I guess it was pretty cute hehe :)

I get what you mean. these procedures aren't needed at all. and it makes sense that you'd only one if it was needed and something was serious. I'm sure your teeth are chilling pretty good :p dentists chill tf out and leave Nick alone!

I hope I don't get it again too. I think, for Indians it's pretty easy to get it. just because there are like, a lot of street food stalls here. and my city is known for foodies lol. I guess I ate something like that. it's pretty shirt. should have taken more care for my hygiene. well, let's hope I don't get it again. you know, you don't know when you actually get it for a while, 1-2 weeks I think. and I hate to get some blood test done, I don't like blood tests. fork Salmonella tyhi (the bacteria that causes it). I actually searched it up and cussed it lmao. I spent a lot of time learning about it. I was restless when I had it. not nice.

Bali:

okie so I get what you mean now. I found that quote very true and funny lol. I get why it would feel trapping and intrusive. if people love each other and want to stay together they don't need a marriage certificate to prove they are together. oh yes, it is very expensive and I don't think it needs a celebration to announce what you already know. I respect that. marriage doesn't make a relationship stronger, I agree. ^^ it is really just an extra thing some people would like to do.

yes, hot tea is very good for a sore throat! cold sweet tea, I haven't tried but I am sure it's great. yes! coffee with cream and sugar <3<3 it tastes amazing that way! ^^

okay so I forgot to add Yoshee's stuff in the previous posts because I was writing from my phone, now I am on my laptop so I will add them in this one.

the two links: https://soundcloud.com/wolfasylum/hydraulic

the youtube vid: https://youtu.be/XVKI-kO2-5k

I am glad Halloween night was fun! lol good that you felt asleep. yay good food! love good food hehe. I am glad you finally got some alcohol. wow thanksgiving 2019, been a long time every since. alcohol makes you tired? oh it might have that effect I guess. you work so much :') I am glad the movie was good. oh so livi wasn't with you, she was at the other party, right? that's fair, if she doesn't know them, thinks they are weird for her and she didn't want to feel awkward, I get that. ih so she went to one of her friends' house. good Antwon, good. he seems like a good friend. hope the hw was nice and you got something to eat after <3

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ooh thanks for typing those tips <3

okay, so I have to drink slowly because drinking fast may mess with my blood circulation so it's good to give it time and that much intoxication can be dangerous. oh yes, I have heard that we shouldn't drink alcohol on empty stomach. my dad drinks his alcohol all diluted too. it's okay you forgot them, I will keep these in mind. and yeah, I get that. I don't know if feeling drunk is that good of a feeling but I have never tried so lol. tipsy and mildly drunk because it puts you in a goofy mood, you told me that. I have seen people in movies and TV shows do that! I wonder if my first experience might end up like that, it would be so funny tho XD