continuing chat w/ Lumie the Legend
@lumieremilkyway
hey lumie the legend! whats up. Im not mareo btw im his fridge here talking to ask the world why im so empty inside bc i rlly wanna know. I've been so empty for months.
Lol im effing around lumie. hey my fam! it'll be awesome to talk to u in a thread thnx again for that awesome idea. first off lets do a lil get to know lumie.answer deez questions
Introvert, extrovert or ambivert?
Favorite season?
Favorite food(s)?
Hobbies?
Whats your favorite 3 qualities about yourself
@MrMarino
OMG LOOK AT THE NAME OF THIS FORUM THREAD. haha you're very sweet <3
hey not mareo, I really hope you get some food in you soon, I am sure the kindhearted Marino Mar Mario will be generous to do the needful. also, did you know, they are the best person ever? well, now you know because I told you.
I am totally effing around too XD hey fam <3 aw yes, it's awesome to have this place now to just talk. getting to know session with my first and best fam? LEZZ DO IT
Introvert, extrovert or ambivert? I'd like to say I am an ambivert but I think I have an inclination towards being an introvert.
Favorite season? We don't really have Autumn/fall here in India as a distinct season here but that's my favorite and with spring to a close liking hehe.
Favorite food(s)? anything with chicken or cheese XD oh but I also like some vegetable. OMG PIZZZAAA
Hobbies? I loveee reading and I sometimes write (terribly). I also like to play the keyboard and guitar although I am still learning. if I find a way to somehow upload a recording of me playing, would you like to listen? idk I might do that
Whats your favorite 3 qualities about yourself that's a difficult question :( umm 1. I am great at making awesome friends *points at you* 2. I guess I am good at hugging people virtually and in real both haha. 3. I try to be funny but fail and that's funnier XD
*QUESTIONS FOR MY FAM NOW*
what about you, are you an introvert, extrovert or an ambivert?
favourite food, season, colour (which I am guessing is blue lol)?
your hobbies?
how are you so awesome (minimum 3 points but bonus points for mentioning 5 out of a million)?
also, just because I'd rather like to hear from you - what's your preferred pronoun?
@lumieremilkyway
lol thanks fam but its true you are a legend lol.
lmao yea ill get food in the fridge soon. it is awesome to talk here with the awesome legend known as you. yeaaaaa lets do it get hypeee turn uppp woooooo heck freakin yeah. i gotta not cuss on this Christian Minecraft server incase mods are looking lol
oh yeah that's pretty common being an ambvert bc most ppl arent at a huge extreme. more to introvert? that's awesome i feel that. as an abmivert leaning to intovert do u ever have "golden ppl"? golden ppl are ppl that introverts/ ambiverts can talk to all day without getting drained. do u have a golden person?
fall and spring, i feel that too bc extreme seasons can be rlly annoying. fall and spring are just chill and the temperatures arent too insane. good choice my fam
lmao XD i never met a person who doesn't like pizza its funny how humans just love pizza so much. mm so would u like chicken and rice? chicken stir fry rice or whatever its called, with veggies in the rice? mmmm
wow i respect ppl who like to read. i don't like to read bc im lazy but it does help you learn and its just a helpful hobby to have. u don't write terrible fam do u wanna bet XD here. fine. now bc u said that ima write a story and show u im awful at coming up w stories and crap. wat ur favorite book genre to read fam?
i know it can b a hard question but ur awesome so i felt u deserved to say 3 awesome things about yourself. making friends is great, ur friendly so you're just a loveable type person. ooo hugging is awesome. lol u are funny fam and yeah it can be even funnier when ppl "fail" at being funny lol it just makes them more funny in that way
now lemme post my answers 1 sec
@MrMarino
my attempt at writing a random story
uh once upon a time. MAreo was chillin' in his room and he told lumie yoooooooooooooooooooooooo i ordered pizza, do u want some?
Lumie was like uh yeah but why did you have so many "o" in your Yo?
Mareo was like idk. then Mareo and Lumie ate the pizza.
Lumie was like thanks fam this is good mmm. but did u poison me i feel low key weird now.
Mareo was like what no id never do that to you, fam.
Lumie said I trust you. Lumie realized .. wait. i can hear ppls thoughts now. this is so crazy.
Lumie said uhh hold on fam i have to go, sumthing weird is going on rn. Lumie went outside for sum fresh air. Lumie walked around town and realize they could hear everyone's thoughts, how crazy. Lumie went back in and told Mareo yo, i think i have the power to hear thoughts now bc of that pizza.
Mareo was like oh word that's crazy. try to see what that dude over there is thinking of. Mareo pointed to sum dude outside.
Lumie said that dude is thinking of where he last left his wallet. he must have lost it. oh now he's thinking about his job.
Mareo said what am i thinking of
Lumie said i been around u for a while and the only thing i hear coming from ur brain is the word "food"\
Mareo said faiir point there fam
Mareo said well that's a pretty cool power at least u didn't get the super power to never get imposter in among us
Lumie said yeaaaa that would freakin SUK!
Lumie was heard sum womans thoughts sayin wtf whos wallet r these. So Lumie took them and said oh i know whose this is. Lumie reunited the wallet with the dude and he was super grateful and gave Lumie 500 dollars. Lumie was like wow damn thanks.
The next morning Mareo was like im bored u wanna play among us
Lumie was like heck yea
Lumie and Mareo played among us. they played like 30 games but Mareo quickly realized something.
why tf haven't i gotten imposter yet. we played 30 times.
Lumie said idk, bad luck i guess. or maybe its ur phone glitching. lets switch phones.
Mareo and Lumie switched phones but Mareo still never got imposter even after 20 more rounds. Mareo yeeted a shoe out of the window and said what the heck is going on
Lumie said oh man. you must have gotten the super power to never get imposter in among us lol, im sorry.
Mareo was so mad lol bc being imposter in among us is the funnest part of the game
Lumie said "lmfao"
The end lol
@MrMarino
duddddeeeeeeeee. this was so funny, I'll be sleeping happy today. your story literally kicked my nightmares and yeeted them away lol. I love the o in yoooooo.... part, I'd definitely ask that if that happens XD
this really made me smile wide, Marino. I loved this story. idc that you said you can't write well, this was awesome and made your fam happy and that's all that matters, you're an amazing writer from now on. I wish you always get to play imposter, Marinooo XD *sending good luck beams* I'm kinda worried now because you actually seem to be better at this game lol. one time I got imposter. 3 times in a row and this was when I first started playing, I legit cried because I didn't want to hurt people lol so I lost everytime. now I know tho lol. this was amazing, I feel super happy right now and if it wasn't so late, I'd literally laugh out loud XD
@lumieremilkyway
lol thanks for appreciating my craptastic story, lumerino. woo yea its nice to punch ur nightmares in the face. ur nightmares are running away rn. i hope u dream about sumthing funny or chill tonight. woooo i made u smile, mission accomplished.im not that good at it. a lot of winning on imposter just depends on how dumb the ppl u play with are. well not dumb but naive. sumtimes ppl are very clueless and its easy to win. but sometimes ppl rlly be on u, and suspect u for the slightest thing. i win as imposter about 50 percent of the time lol. and even if they vote me out i still love being an imposter ghost bc you get to help the other imposter and shut doors for them and sabotage things so that crewmates don't see the body right away. its fun being on the bad guy team for me lol. im glad you liked it my fam xD hey yeah it is rlly late there. i don't want u to feel pressured to reply to anything. i will reply to your text u sent me but do not feel pressured to reply cuz sleeps important. i hope you sleep well and calmly tonight, my fam
@MrMarino
as I said, I loved it dearly. imma punch my nightmares again just in case lol. I'll try to dream something similar to what you wrote, I hope I can. *smiles again* lol
that's accurate XD most of the times people are dumb (yes, that's the correct word). I don't say that word easily so I mean it lol, I would try to explain to everyone who's the imposter and someone just goes "lumie" and people legit vote me out, I hate that. but maybe yeah, one can't really trust the other so maybe not so dumb. I like playing with my cousins because we use discord and it's easier and more fun to play then. with strangers, it's a hit and miss thing, sometimes I have a blast, other times I need to watch 30min of funny videos on YouTube to cheer me up lol. I could write a huge rant on among us lol and I agree to each and every word that you have said. I'm pretty sure you're a good player :) I don't get imposters often, and I don't really complain (which is boring). imposter is supposed to be fun and all but I just need more practice, I guess. it's almost 2am here lol, I don't stay up late but today sleep isn't coming easily. don't worry, I'm not awake because I feel like I have to reply right away. I just don't want to sleep rn, but maybe after answering your other questions, I'll sleep. I don't feel pressured <3 same goes for you, don't feel pressured to reply right away or often hehe. I'll be here anyway. I hope I sleep well too lol
@lumieremilkyway
what about you, are you an introvert, extrovert or an ambivert? I go by an ambivert too. back in highschool sometimes i would be so talkative and chatting it up and being all hype and extra. then the next day i would come in all quiet not wanting to talk just chilling out and sleeping a lil bit. its not always a big change like that. im always down to chat with ppl but a lot of ppl in my life don't wanna talk to me. like in my contacts i try to make friends but a lot of ppl don't put in the same effort ya know? and conversations are one sided. that's wat i like about u, the convos are not one sided here. lately i been feeling more introverted. talking to ppl doesn't drain me unless i think that person is annoying like my mom. but ppl im chill w yeah i can talk to em all day. but sometimes i do like to just chill and enjoy being alone and enjoy my own company and just relax. bc in order to stay sane i require a lot of chill relax time. Im an ambivert bc im not on either extreme spectrum im just in the middle. talking to ppl is cool, being alone can be cool. my bro on the other hand is an extreme introvert. im not overexggarting in any type of way. I've never met anyone more introverted than him
favourite food, season, colour (which I am guessing is blue lol)? fav food.. lasagna. i make my among us name be lasagna so it must be lasagna xD i love all food. anyone that knows me knows im a big foodie that's always eating something 24/7. i like pizza and i like popeyes its a restaurant. and indian food seems rlly rlly good i wanna try it. lasagna just might b my favorite food tho. i could eat it everyday. i may not get along w my mom much i do respect how good her lasagna is. my fav season is winter. why? i get hot easily. and when im hot im nauseous and sweaty and feeling sick. but when im cold its not that bad i just feel chill and tired. I rlly like cold termpatures bc i never get nauseous when im in the cold. heat rlly makes me feel sick. my fav color, id say both red and blue. my room is blue. blue covers blue fan blue Dr Phil poster haha im jk i need to chill. but i wear a lot of red, black, white. i have a lot of red sneakers
your hobbies? my hobbies are talking to ppl, sleeping, eating food, watching youtube, playing among us, going fun places like fairs, haunted house, the movies, i listening to music and i like doing chill relaxin stuff. i don't have a talent so i don't do anything like playing an instrument or sumthing. i just like to do easy, chill things. and im too lazy to learn to do stuff lol
how are you so awesome (minimum 3 points but bonus points for mentioning 5 out of a million)? hahahha thanks fam xD haha. alright three reasons im awesome. well number one- i try to be nice to ppl. im not perfect and will never claim to be. but i try to make ppl feel good cuz it feels good to make ppl fell good lol. why tf would i wanna make someone cry or feel upset when i could make someone smile. when i make someone smile i feel rlly good. its a great feeling isn't it? number 2- i try to be chill and not all defensive or anything. i avoid conflicts and drama and crap and i just try to remain chill so ppl feel calm when they talk to me rather than nervous or something. i like when ppl talk to me and feel relaxed or at home. number 3- i don't judge on a lot of things. im a rlly open minded person. i don't waste my last 2 braincells judging ppl. its a waste of time. idrc what ppl look like, where they from, wat they freaking idk lol, idk if they drink pee, idc if they wear a trashbag everyday, idc if they like to suck their own toe, idc if they glue slices of pizza onto their face i just don't freakin care wat ppl do, it doesn't affect me and it doesn't affect my opinion of them. i don't judge ppl. waste of time. i only judge mean ppl, nvm i lied. like my mom. shes rude. but that's a rare occasion. ppl are my fam. i like ppl. im not a judgemental scum. that's not who i am.
also, just because I'd rather like to hear from you - what's your preferred pronoun? He, his. Thats pretty awesome you ask that cuz sum ppl have diff pronouns and u never know until u ask. Now im gonna ask u questions
@MrMarino
I really appreciate you taking time and writing such detailed responses, that's very sweet. <3
woo ambivert duo lol. I totally get that! sometimes it's not that big of a change and it may not be as drastic to others. and it's perfectly okay to not want to talk to someone if you aren't in the headspace or mood to. there's this nice quote by Alan Watts, I believe, it goes, "you are under no obligation to be the same person you were five minutes ago." it speaks to me so much because maybe you were just in a very good mood a few minutes ago but then you saw or heard something or maybe nothing happened at all and you just don't want to be the same now. it hurts when things get one-sided, and you deserve someone who puts in the same efforts if not more as you. I guess, finding people to connect to here is easier, and like, it stays here, you know? I'm glad that our friendship is off to such a great start! it's a different level of draining when someone is annoying :') alone time is very valuable and I have respect for people who value it too. it's necessary to keep sane, indeed. a lot of people who I have met don't know about ambivert, I think most people are just that. I'm glad I got to know about your view on this and where you fall on the spectrum. and aw, I'll believe you on that one :p some people can be very introverted, I'm sure you're his golden person :)
I should have guessed lasagna XD I have never had lasagna but I'd love to try in the future. I'm not a foodie but it's good to know you are one, now I know who is the best person to talk about most stuff with hehe. a lot of my foodie friends are amazing conversationists and you're just proving it right. and I hope you can try out some Indian cuisine soon. lasagna is your favorite, got it hehe and it's good that you respect qualities individually, that's cool. aw winter!! that actually makes a lot of sense, and I agree winter is pretty chill and it might not be as extreme as heat (if that makes sense), summer can be like too hot but winter can be managed somehow. blue and red, that's good! and your room sounds awesome lol. blue is kinda my favorite too (but like, all colours I likey very much). red, black and white go great together in any pair or together and red sneakers sound cool! you seem to wear vibrant shades :0 but also not too vibrant, that's amazing.
amazing hobbies you've got there hehe. dude, I'm not gonna lie but I like almost all of the things you've mentioned haha. all of these still sound great tho! and it's not necessarily true that you don't have any talent, maybe you can offer great insights on a tv show or movie you watch, help find out the best food place (I'm the worst at that, my friends complain lol), and just listening to music and having a taste is a talent. appreciating these things is talent. and well, your talent in talking to people is 🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟 🌟
you definitely are nice to people. it's a really good feeling to make people smile, I agree and Marino, you do make people smile here :) you deserve so many good things. and all this kindness will return back to you always in more quantity. <3 your second quality is a must have! I definitely feel comfortable and calm around you and it's because you always a safe space to just be. also, I do feel like I can say anything to you and it would be chill, I don't feel nervous or like I have to think twice before sharing something in fear you might think differently of me, I mean you might but I'm pretty sure it wouldn't affect the way you treat anyone. you'll still be the chill and calm Marino. your third quality is something we all admire! it really shouldn't matter what other people are like, or what their external appearance is, you just don't know somebody unless you talk to them. and even after that, it just doesn't matter. there's nothing to gain while judging people, it's just bad for everyone. I respect you for all these qualities.
and thanks for letting me know of your pronouns, I say they/them when I'm unsure or worry if saying a particular pronoun might put someone off.
im putting my reply down here so that this thread dont get confusing
oooh yeah lets do it. why the fork didn't i think of that early, that shirt is an awesome idea.
im rlly glad you feel safe here fam, that was my intention
im rlly glad u have sum golden ppl. lol thanks im honored as fork. ofc that's what im here for to try my best to be understanding and helpful to you. u mean u get emotionally drained easily or like tired or socially drained or all of the above? i feel that. when things go wrong it can snap ur mood in half. i rlly relate
fall is awesome and i like the colors but here in the south of the USA it doesn't last long. it lasts like a week or two then it switches to winter. so thats why i just choose winter as ma season
ooo yea i know that no matter wat the genre u still learn a lot from books even if its fiction like u learn words, u learn diff concepts and u also sub consciously are learning how to formulate a better story arch than someone who never reads like me. i haven't read a full book in years. i only read if im forced to for school or something but even then i never read the full thing. ym attention span is too short for that. ooo i would love to hear any of ur poems anytime, i dont like writing poems but i do like hearing them bc its rlly cool what ppl cando with their words. im bad at wording things in a way that sounds good
ofc ur friendly and loveable lol. i be like that too where im just joking and effing around about everything. also when i eat a lot of food i get in a druken type state where i laugh at everything lol. but even when im just chill i am pretty jokey often. light hearted. im not a person who is all serious all the time. but i do know when to get serious like if sumone needs help. thanks fam, you're nice too
@MrMarino
lol thanks fam, im glad you appreciate it. thanks to you too for writing detailed responses and not having this be one sided. i love talking to ppl that reply back as a conversation. but sometimes i talk a lil 2 much so if u want me to chill tf out and write less just lemme know lol, don't wanna overwhelm you
*high fives u for also being an ambivert* yeah for sure, i agree. sumtiems u have those days where u need space and there's nothing wrong w that. on the other hand sumtimes u have those day s u may feel lonely u wanna talk more. nothing wrong w that either. oo that's a good quote and i feel that quote bc we arent robots that act the same all the time. things happen and those things can alter how we act. thanks fam. that's y i stopped talking 2 a lot of ppl cuz it drains me when i talk 2 them but they r being rlly one sided. its exhausting. me too fam, i think we get along cuz we're just chill genuine and not rude for no reason ppl. chill time is essential as a human. and yea maybe im his golden person a lil bit hah
u never had lasagna? i almost faint when i read that lumie that's crazy xD lasagna is good af. lol thanks fam, you're a great conversationalist too. yea i love food a lil too much its so good. i eat food all the time. mmmm. me too tehres only like one indian food place where i live and its far and ik it wont be the same as real indian food but ima try it anyway. ill take what i can get. also winter has Christmas so that's rlly hype. altho Christmas can be low key sad for some. my last Christmas was sad af cuz i worked lol and ppl was bein so rude to me hahah the customers. it was crazy. i was sad i came home like dayum that suked. i don't wanna work on Christmas this year yeesh. yea i like diff colors i hate wearing gray tho bc it makes me look like a homeless hobo also i just think that color is rlly dull, also i got a big sneaker collection, i rlly like shoes cuz. idk i don't care about clothes i just care about shoes cuz if i have on sum ugly shoes its just dumb. i like basketball shoes
wow im glad u like my hobbies too lol. they're pretty chill things it nothing extreme like summoning demons or something lol. true talent can come in different forms. for sure
lol thanks fam i try to be nice. lol u make me smile too fam for sure. wow that's awesome! im glad u feel like u can say whatever cuz its the crappiest feeling to feel like ur walking on eggshells. i never want ppl to feel nervous around me this is a chill chill zone. exactly very few things make me judge ppl the biggest thing that makes me judge ppl is if they're a rude piece of crap. then i judge. thanks for respecting me, i respect you for your awesome quailites too lumie and how respectful u are, it makes me feel good.
you're welcome lumie, thanks for asking. that's cool you do that, most ppl just assume. which could be offensive to some
@MrMarino
*incoming 2nd long response lol*
I am enjoying your messages, you don't need to chill out here lol. no matter how long you write something here, I'd willingly read it and with pleasure. you aren't overwhelming in the least bit! both of us can take time to reply and there's no need to reply right away when you're online or around here, we'll be meeting in chatrooms too so that's cool. I am glad we have this place for one-on-one too. they should let members chat with each other too lol.
*high fives* I agree, needing space and needing connections both are valid and if you care about a person and what they have to say, you'd want to be okay with both. exactly! we can't be the same, we're constantly changing with everything that is happening to and around us, also with what connections we are making, it's a very connected world and you ought to be affected some way or the other. I wouldn't like talking to someone when conversations get one-sided either, I get that <3 it does get exhausting, and I will try my best to be as nice as you (MORE AWESOME, YOU ARE), that's why I said that I'd always be here and I would read everything that you write with pleasure. this can be a safe space we can both just return anytime and have the other person be okay. <3 I agree, we are both genuine and this space offers the perfect environment for that, completely judgemental free. you are a lot of people's golden person maybe :p suits you.
I NEVER HAD LASAGNA BUT I WANNA TRY XD I will let you know when I get the chance lol and I believe since you like it so much, it must be the best. thank you, we are both great conversationalists hehe. wow, look at that, I am being a good compliment acceptor. I definitely need to treat my taste buds so let's chat about your elite taste in food often lol. I don't know if we get lasagna here if we do, I'm GETTING IT. aw I hope you like Indian food, go there sometime when you have the time. it might not be same as real Indian food but enjoy it anyway, yes :p it can be spicy but I guess if it's there it will be a little less in spices, but you've been given a fair disclaimer haha. oh, that makes me wonder, do you like spicy food? I love Christmas! I feel you're right, a lot of holidays for some people can be sad because of their personal experience. and they made you work on CHRISTMAS?? whyyy!! I really hate people who are rude to the service providers, like tf, why are you being rude to people who are literally helping you out, chill tf out. I hope the time after that was spent well :( that sounds awful, I am sorry. that definitely sounds like it sucked. I hope you don't have to work this year, you should get more off time and work on holidays doesn't feel nice. gray is pretty dull lol, I agree. a lot of people overlook the footwear but it's pretty important, I don't know if I remember correctly but it's a psychological fact that people notice other people's shoes first, or something like that, my dumbash brain gets things intertwined inside lol. basketball shoes? woah. that sounds cool, I don't have such a great collection for shoes, I have heels though because of my very very short height lol. but that's so cool, man. I am sure your collection is pretty awesome.
your hobbies are definitely chill and I do a lot of those so it's a common thing, have to show the excitement for that haha. idk tho, summoning demons sounds pretty dope although I'd be scared af to do that lol.
you are amazing, marino <3 and seriously all other synonymous adjectives. this thread is so wholesome XD I like how we're so mutually complementing each other endlessly, it would definitely help to re-read these when I am feeling down. thank you so much for being here <3
@MrMarino
I apologize but you will be receiving 3 tag notifs soon with some questions XD
I hope you are sleeping well, Marino because it might be your sleeping time now haha, technically it's morning for you I guess, around 5 am but yeah smh.
I forking knew it, this shirt is fun once we get the hang of it, and it deadash makes me smile from time to time lol. I hope you feel safe and chill here too. it's been under 14 hours and we have talked so much haha, enjoyed every part of it because reading your responses doesn't make me feel there's a gap in between while talking, that's awesome.
golden people, it's such a nice term. thanks for letting me know of it and of course you're one of my golden people here lol. you're one of the most supportive people I have come across. uh, all of the above - emotionally drained easily, feel tired and socially drained (sometimes). I feel understood here hehe. it doesn't happen often tho, I am pretty chill most of the time, or at least I'd like to think so. I am more of a listener in my friend circle so it's not that I need to say a lot, so I am pretty much of an observer. I like that, it's rare when I talk too much, my family doesn't really like that but well, if the girl's gotta speak, she will lol. sometimes things that just go in a direction that you don't want really are annoying, it really snaps your mood like never before. I am glad you relate, not alone in this hehe.
exactly the colour of fall is so bright haha. winter is pretty awesome. I like wearing hoodies, sweaters or anything with long sleeves and then smacking people with the extra length lol jk. winter here doesn't get too cold or wintery. it's October already and it's supposed to start feeling a little cold but it feels like we are having a summer. I mean, winter usually starts in later months but one can expect a bit chill weather in this month. winter is filled with hot beverages which I like very much, and blankets too! it's just such a cosy time, unlike summer where you're basically sweating lol.
yes, we always learn a lot from books. oh yes, we learn words and new phrases from that, how could I forget lol. and it's really smart that you also mentioned about forming the story arc, that is soooo hard (however you did an awesome by creating one yourself hehe). how about I write a part two for that story lol, imma do it. but you will have so many things to read, recommended to take your time reading lol. reading a book is fun but it's not everyone's cup of tea, it's okay :p the books we get to read for school are lowkey boring lol. but I really liked some of them. the teachers in my school don't teach them well tho, I like teachers who go in-depth with the material, they will tell you what we are missing and what hidden messages there are behind someone's action/behaviour. some YouTube videos are nice in that matters, ones that make video essays, I have watched some. my attention span is short for everything else lol, high five. I'd love to share soon. right now, you will have a lot to read so I am refraining from adding more to it lol. I will post one after your reply so that it doesn't feel like a whole lot to you hehe. imagine waking up with so many notifs of you being tagged here lol.
I don't know why or how but I totally get being in a drunken state after eating so much! laughter is contagious so I am pretty sure you're doing everyone else a huge favour by adding it to their lives hehe. I have noticed you being serious when someone is sharing, you're very good at that. you would be a five-star listener here lol <3
@MrMarino
just making another here again because in the app, it does look compact lol.
fav color: to be fair, I like all colors but I think I try to like yellow the most, idk why. it's just so cool. even blue is very cool. for outfits, I prefer black because it just looks good on everyone. it's so hard to choose lol. also, sunflower is my favorite flower so maybe that's partly the reason. I came around this tumblr post too where this guy says that he didn't have a fav color but when a girl so brightly said yellow, it became his favorite and now he sees that in everything, that post touched my heart.
pronouns: she/her, thank you for asking for my pronouns as well.
do u get along w ur parents: uh, I guess I do. in all honesty, I'm not the most important person in my family. but there good parts and bad parts to this. my brother is talked about more often anywhere that I go, because apparently he's very smart. he just knows something about everything. so I don't often get noticed. I'm really very affectionate at home though, maybe it's because it makes me believe that I'm important too. I'd tell my mom and dad I love them every single day with no fail, just hug them often. I like to think it makes people feel like they belong and the other person cares. my dad appreciates this, I'm his favorite hehe. my mom? not so much. she is kinda different, idk. she wants me to be strong so she'll put me in these discomfort drills, she'll take my brother's side and stuff. I don't hate it but yeah, it's a thing and I'm not a big fan of it. my brother and mom take advantage of me being so sensitive lol, they'll be like they love each other more than they love me and it will literally ruin my day. however, I'm learning to be okay. so like, I do kinda get along with my family but also not, in some other way.
do u have siblings: I have an elder brother who hates me lol. people say it's the love hidden behind hate thing but it's really not. or maybe it is. it is hard to tell with him. he's not that supportive brother who will listen to you tho, I've never shared anything with him and never will. he's just the fun type brother who jokes a lot and is very knowledgeable. everyone's fav lol.
do u have a pet: I don't but I'd like one :( a dog or cat, any would do haha. but I want to be in a good place to take care of them. caring for someone is a constant choice so I want to be sure of it when I get into it. we used to have dogs though. 3 dogs. one died sadly, the other two we had to give away because no one is home (this is 2+ years older, didn't have any pets since). oh wait we had some goldfishes for a few months, they're cool hehe. my friend suggested I should talk to them, I do time to time. I mean, I did. why is lifespan so short, I wish it was longer
do u have a dream job or a job u would be chill with: I'd like to be a clinical psychologist, or maybe a counselling psychologist while being a professor at a uni. I'd be pretty chill with this. however lot of studying. I don't know if there's anything else I could do or want to do, I don't know of many other options. I do have a dream future though, when I am more awake, I'll tell you about that :)
any pet peeves: my brother lol jk, rude people, people who hate people because of a rumour or just for no reason, people who don't respect others, wow a lot of people basically lol. I can't think of more. dishonesty, people who ghost, and many more lol, loud noises, scratching
what kind of music do u like: I don't have a particular liking. I just listen to songs and artists. I love Taylor Swift, she's my fav. I like pop music, I guess and indie music too. I don't know how to describe my music taste except say that it is random lol.
I want to ask some questions to you too and I'll do that tomorrow. I'll add more things if needed hehe. I should get some shut eye now. take care Marlum <3 I hope you're having a good day. please take care of yourself. missed you in the rooms but glad to see you here haha. oh, I did my nightmare share today, I think it made the host worry that I'm in crisis aw :') that wasn't the intention but nvm lol. I'm glad I was able to share.
@lumieremilkyway
lol it rlly does.when this gets 2 long we can start a new one, part 2
mm yeah yellow can be nice, its nice and bright and happy. yeah i like too, also bc if u get stains on it u cant tell unlike white. when i wear white clothes i always spill random shirt on it. lol yeah that's an awesome post so the dude bgan to like yellow cuz the girl did? i like red and blue pretty equally
okay ill refer to you as that, for sure
that sucks ur mom favors ur bro in a way? that's the worst feeling i rlly wonder why she does that. wow u sound like a super nice daughter, a daughter any parent would be lucky 2 have. lol im rlly glad you're your dads favorite. that sucks. that could feel like ur left out. that would be hurtful to me too. im sorry you have to deal with that Lumie,
he hates u? why? oh he's not rlly a person u would like to confide in much it seems
that's really sad, im sorry for your loss. losing pets is so hard. and im rlly glad you take getting a pet as a serious commitment a lot of ppl don't. i don't know why fish don't live long but yea its sad that's why i only want a fish that lives a long time, if those even exist. also i would get a rlly big tank bc most tanks are too small. i heard that's one reason fish die a lot cuz small tanks blabla spread disease faster. so ima get a small tank and give it a huge azz tank lol. my fish finna be spoiled af
i could rlly see u being a psychologist, for real. that sounds like a super great and helpful job, and to teach people about it too is awesome
lol same rude ppl are a huge pet peeve rude ppl are extremely annoying. relatable
i feel that on the listening to random songs. pop is awesome. i hgavent heard much indie music but i would rlly like to. you're music taste sounds awesome cuz it sounds like you would be able to like a wide variety of songs
Good night Lumerino sleep well and peacefully. i work soon night shift i think by the time u wake up ima be at work for a lil while more. im so glad you bravely shared your nightmare and i hope it made you feel a little bit better. i look forward to seeing you again fam, until next time. Peace outttt
also i started that appreciation post where i write ppls names and appreciate them but it was getting to long and i got tired so imma finish it tomorrow or sumthin
@MrMarino
*incoming 3rd long message*
I just realized that my replies are kinda jumbled in a sense, that must be confusing, sorry Mareooooo <3 it's nice that you write with blue, differentiates the messages easily. I think I'd like to pick up a colour soon too, I am still deciding which one.
yellow is very very nice, and yesss happyyyy. I have ruined a lot of white dresses lol. I guess we can both be clumsy like that! you seriously have to extra careful while wearing white. I don't think white really suits me anyway so no hard feelings XD I will include that post here wait
it really warmed my soul when I first read it, I was like "awww" and then I saw it in everything too. red is awesome, I think it's one of my top bright colors. red and blue, both are awesome, your favs are amazing hehe.
I wonder that too, but there's this thing in the internet that brown boys are always favoured by mom or something, it's a stereotype probably but every stereotype has some truth in it so maybe lol. thank you for saying that I sound like a super nice daughter and that parents would be lucky to have me, very sweet that is :p *gives you a badge for being the most awesome chill person* yeah, my dad is cool too. I like his jokes very much. I do feel left out sometimes, but I guess everyone does, right? I don't mind it as much now. it's not other people's fault, it be like that sometimes. thank you for empathising with me <3
oh I think a better word would be he is indifferent towards me and he definitely isn't shy in accepting that lol. that's okay, people have different bond receptors (I think I just made that up but makes sense, right? XD) like people have a certain traits which has to match with others in order for them to bond. I once told my brother an issue I was having with a guy he deadash told my mom about it and then they started teasing me for it, it was weird lmao. I don't like to talk ever since with him, I like to know that my secrets no matter who silly or unimportant are safe with the person I am sharing. I don't feel like I can confide in him, yes. he's pretty judgemental too but like he's not bad, you know. he's okay. I worry I make him sound bad lol, he's not.
thank you, loss can be pretty hard. my dad says the dog we had the first time was very smart and we were all sad when he passed away. he was a Doberman and we named him Jack. I think a lot lol, it isn't nice to take responsibility of another living being and then just abandon those responsibilities. okay, I just googled this and it worries me: "If you are looking for a fish that will be around for up to 10 years, think about neon tetras, angelfish, Oscars, and plecostomus. The longest lived of all the popular freshwater fish is the goldfish. If provided proper feeding and a clean, healthy environment, these fish can live up to 15 years." we had goldfishes and maybe the environment we provided them wasn't nice which is soooo sad :( damn, it could have been prevented. and you're right they need bigger tanks, a lot of people have small ones, which makes sense, we should have had a bigger one too aw :') your fish would be the luckiest to have you as their buddy and caretaker!! damn, Marino. how can you just level up with being awesome with every message lmao
aw I am a bit worried if I will be a good one but thank you for saying that <3 it will be a long journey but I don't know I am just really looking forward to it, I will make mistakes as we all do but I will also learn. rude people need to chill tf out.
there are a lot of famous indie artists, I think Billie Eilish is one of them too, conan gray and so many more. do you like slow songs? and yeah, haha I listen to a variety of songs, I like instrumental too and I listen to some french songs too. I will make a list of some indie music for you if you'd like :)
I slept well, thank you <3 it took a while to fall asleep but I did it yay haha. I hope your night shift went well, Marlum <3 you know, I was about to write this in some other message but I guess I didn't but a lot of my friends call me rio and it kinda goes with your username lol. you work so much, very impressive :') I really hope people treat you better, customers can be pretty rude. sharing it made me feel better, yes thank you! until next time <3
your appreciation post will be pretty long huh :p take all your time <3 appreciation is always welcome! and it's so good you are making that post in the first place. good luck with that!
I said there will be 3 messages but I need to ask some questions so... there will be 4th consecutive message now oops. please please take your time <3
@MrMarino
damn, man, I do make this super long lol. will make this one short now <3 oh, I might write the second part to that story tonight, so there will be another long message. :'D i don't really mind long messages but I worry if it's a lot reading at once so please read only as much as you can.
what's the story behind your profile picture, if it has any?
do you have siblings? I know that you have a brother but if you'd like to tell about your relationship with him, go ahead!
do you have any pets? I think you mentioned a cat sometime, right? my memory is pretty shirty lol
what's your dream job or a job that you would be chill with?
what kind of music do you like? :3
pet peeves?
Thanks Lumie youre very kind. yeah kinda sucks that members cant talk but i like this space this is rlly cool. Im glad you had this awesome idea, Lumerino.
Youre so awesome Lumie, i will try my best to be as nice o you as i can be too bc you deserve it uz you're an amazing human. This does feel like a safe space, i agree. No lumie you're more awesome clearly. Ill read everything you say too because all of it matters al of it XD that would b cool if i was a lot of pplls golden person
mmmm lumie u would not regret it. lasagna is so good i cant explain to you how good it is. its so freak fracking forking good. yeaaaa thanks for accepting the compliment! U deserve the compliment and its a true compliment. mmm yeah u need to try lasagna and i need to try indian food that's for sure. mmm delicious. I heard indian food can be spicy and i rlly like spicy a lot. do u like spicy? oh how ironic u just asked me about spicy. i live for spicy food. I rlly love spicy food. I ate a Carolina reaper peanut pretty recently and was fine, i have a pretty good spice tolerance i enjoy the taste a lot. mmmm. mmmmmm
well here's what happened.. u can write ur name on this calendar thing at my job if u want to take off. but. only 7 ppl can take off in one day. if 7 ppls names are already written then ur name will not count on the next line. i was going to take off on Christmas but i saw that there was 6 names already and i didn't wanna be the jerk to put his name last. i wanted to let someone else enjoy their Christmas off. maybe someone who would have better things to do on Christmas than i did. its not like i had much planned anyway. so i chose to work and give other ppl that day off. idk. for sum reason it was very busy. and we didn't have many workers so it was going real slow. and customers were getting mad cussing us out. most the ppl working there were minors. so those grown azz adults were in there cussing at children on Christmas day basically. for not going fast enough. ain't that lovely? onto the shoe topic haha
at my highschool shoes was kinda everything. if u had on ghetto shoes ppl would roast and mock u. highschool is wat got me into shoe collecting. the reason i got a job in highschool was to buy cool shoes. bc my mom only ever bought me ugly azz tennis shoes. also known as running shoes. i forking hate running shoes they're ugly as crap. i wanted basketball shoes but i had to earn it myself. my shoes are my children and i try to keep them clean. at my highschool, cool expensive sneakers was a sign of status. even tho we were all just broke highschool kids. also this only applied for the guys. i also have names for most of my shoes. in alphabetically order from when i got them. growing up i always wore one or two ugly pair of shoes and now i have a lot. i try to stop spending on that so much but its always a guilty pleasure to award myself w a new awesome pair of shoes
summoning demons XD hahah. would u ever use a quojia board? i would cuz im yolo. i wouldn't wanna do it alone tho that would b boring
i did that on my break actually today lol. i didn't have time to reply but i just read over sum of the stuff u said and it gave me a nice boost thru out the day. and i agree that this thread is rlly wholesome and pure
@MrMarino
Mareoooo, good to see you now! <3 I am super happy to see you.
oh hush, you're as nice as me (well, actually you are nicer). I am glad you feel safe here as well. you're so sweet I can't- I am glad what I say matters, I mean some of it is obviously crap but thanks anyway hehe.
and done, I am trying lasagna as soon as I get the chance, I will need to look up if I can find it in my city. you have to try Indian food too, yes! Indian food is spicy lol and I LOVE SPICY! I don't really like sweets, but if there's anything spicy you bet I am going to eat it. great minds think alike, Marino! :p even I have a good spice tolerance level, I wish we could do some spice challenge together lol, that would be so fun with you.
you did that?? you are so nice! it's so weird when adults are rude to young people, I don't mean it's a universal thing but that sucks, man. it was really very sweet of you to not write your name and work, so that someone else wouldn't have to. I wish that day went better for you tho, you don't deserve any rude comments from people. it's worse that this happened on Christmas, damn. I really hope this time you get the time off and you take that chance, you deserve a nice Christmas 💜
woo I like storytime XD oh you got a job because you wanted to buy more shoes? damn, I should learn a thing or two from you, my parents would be so happy. running shoes aw, I'm really glad you got your basketball shoes now tho, good for you! it sounds really cute and nice that you see your shoes as your children, we all have something like that. I wonder what girls had during this time lol. you have given them names?? aw that's so cool! hey, it's totally valid and if you like buying them from time to time, that's okay.
I would definitely use a Ouija board with someone but yes, not alone. hey, we'll use it together then haha! XD as I said, no need to reply right away or as soon as you come around, I'd always wait for you as long as you take 💜
I'm getting ready to go a party now. picked out a nice dress hehe. it's my little cousin's birthday today, he turned 15 today. I'll take a little time to reply back for now but I'll do it before I go to bed, I really want to read what you have written! I was looking forward to seeing you. :)
oh man i wish i had been sleeeping but nah i was at work from 10 pm to 6 am. im off now tho. im in central time zone by the way. central America. wbu lumie? now i have a few zoom classes and then i get to sleep. but even tho i been up over 24 hrs i don't feel drowsy
lol yeah i rlly like it,, i was excited and hype to talk to you, i find this fun and awesome. its a good thing to look forward to. i do feel safe and chill here
lol thanks lumie i can already tell that ur one of my golden people as well, for sure. yeah you are super chill. im sorry you get drained like that, it must be really exhausting. does self care help u get back to feeling normal? ur more of a listeners in ur friend circle? im the opposite im more of a talker but i do listen when need be. a lot of the ppl i know just don't talk much tho so im always left to fill in the gaps and lead all the conversations. idk why
hahahah ur funny af lol. wow it still feel hot there? here its getting pretty cold. mm yeah hot coca and cover up in blanket sounds like my kind of night. versus sweating dying having a fan on you tryna sleep but u cant cuz its too forkin hot. sounds like my life during the summer. i like hoodies too hoodies are bomb i wear them a lot
yeah ur learning a lot by reading without even trying or knowing it lol. thanks XD hah my story was weird af. i like teachers that go in depth too, its more interesting. i learned more from youtube than i did from actual school lol. how were ur grades in highschool? or are, if ur still in highschool. hey waking up to a lot of tags and notifications that makes me happy haha, i like seeing that it makes me feel good
haha thanks so much fam. i don't know why it happens but i always get in a rlly giddy state when i ate a ton. and laugh so much at dumb crap. lmao. on my bday sept 28 when i went to a buffet w my gf i ate a lot and i kept laughing at the song playing and sing the same verse over and over and her reaction was making me laugh. she asked me "is that the only words you know" an that made me laugh even more i was up in there crying laughing and i didn't know why. she was like lol wtf is wrong with this dude. i was rlly dyin up in there
@MrMarino
damn you were working for such long hours! I really hope you get some sleep soon. I'm glad you're off now, hope you reached home safely. you're in central time zone, got it. I'm in the IST zone hehe. it's evening for me right now. by the time I finish writing this, it will be 6.30 or 6.45 pm or it will be 7 pm lol. aw good luck with your zoom classes, hope they go well! definitely get some good sleep after that. you don't feel drowsy? wow, man. but still, get some rest! <3
you were excited and hyped up to talk to me? :') *cries* thank you Marino <3 I was really excited and hyped up to see you! I look forward to hearing from you in this thread too, it's really nice.
yay for being each other's golden people! it does get exhausting but it's really fine. spending time with my golden people or just being alone helps. I value my me time hehe. we'd pretty much be awesome then XD I love listening to you and I like that you listen to me too. how does that make you feel, do you feel you're responsible for keeping the conversation going? that must feel stressful sometimes or leave you wish that people put in efforts too.
YOU FIND ME FUNNY? YOU'RE THE BEST lol. I'll put in efforts because you deserve the best.
hope it's not too cold. and that sounds so cosy and perfect! that's my kind of night too, damn I wish it's winter already lol.
I felt that, I learn more from YouTube too lol. I'm in my last year of high school and lol Marino, I'm not a good student. I love writing to you and I am so happy to see so many notifs too. highlight of my day today. 💜
ooh I'll remember your birthday now, 28 September. aww you and your girlfriend sound so much fun!! I'm so happy to see you in such a healthy and good relationship. she seems super nice, chill and funny. and that's soo funny lol. seems like you had a great time! I'm happy about that.
I'll see you soon, Marino if you'll be around. otherwise, I'll you tomorrow hehe. thanks for making me feel better by being here.
lol no youre all good, its not confusing, im making all my replies be at the bottom to make it less jambled up. oo yea i wonder which color ull pick! yea its so hard to not spill random crap on ur clothes when ur wearing white. but then when i wear black u can see the millions of cat hairs on my clothes from my cat. her fur manages to get on all my black clothes and not come off
lol that is an awesome post. other ppls excitement about things can rlly rub off an a person, for sure
whats brown boys mean, like ppl of color? lol could hold some truth to it for sure. *puts on badge proudly* lol thanks. well yeah you do sound like a super chill daughter of course. you're welcome lumester, you're so awesome
bond receptors lol haha.oh he's indifferent i rlly feel that. that's how my brother acts to me. thqt wsucks that they mocked you, ppl should take it seriously and take things you tell them serious and feel honored when u share stuff like that with them
poor Jack. thanks for giving lil jack a good life. i bet he loved you guys a lot. ooh if goldfish live liongest maybe i should get that. i also heard tho that many fish come in the stores sick and with bad health so preventing their death isn't always possible. that's why a lot of fish die for no reason. they're usually sick already. lol yeah my fish is gonna be rlly spoiled ima have a big tank rlly cool dim lights and decorations in it and a water filter. my fish gonna be living the life. lmao thanks lumie
you can do anything you want to, you have it in you to achieve what ever you want to aim for. i believe in you to choose the path of what you want to do, you can do anything
im rlly glad you slpet well and work went okay i was just rlly mad and wanting to go home the whole time lol. and hangry. Wow another awesome nickname for you, Rio. ohhh i heard of those artists. yeah i can dig slow songs, i just like songs that have bass and a nice beat. woah yeah id rlly love for u to make a playlist for me. plz do. bc i love music and i love learning about wat ppls music interests are. i could show u songs i like too
thanks for the good luck wish fam lol
@MrMarino
yes, it looks better this way when it's not replying to each other and just another post. I think I like this one. although I'm sticking with black for now. I'll add colours here and there. aw your cat sounds lovely tho, I've heard cat hair gets stuck a lot and with black it would look more obvious hehe. I wonder what it's like having a cat, I've never had one but sounds nice.
I wasn't sure if brown boys mean what I intended it to mean and so I googled it, I didn't like what I saw. I don't get the online definition of it. by brown boys here, I meant desi Indian boys, maybe I should have said that only lol. no u, hehe thank you <3 aw I love lumester too, how do you come up with these names? mind-blowing.
yeah but I understand. sometimes you just don't vibe with people so they cannot go out of their way to make you feel as if you do vibe with each other. and sometimes it's just how people are. your brother acts like that? I see. yeah, I feel honoured when people share stuff with me, it's like "you wanted to share something so personal with a person like me? aw, sweetest." sharing stuff isn't always easy and it's awesome when someone trusts you enough to do it.
yeah, we all loved Jack a lot. get a goldfish, yes! aw man, I didn't know that either but that would clear a lot of things, it makes sense. also in pet stored, I think the environment is taken extra care of, getting them home and suddenly changing that environment might also affect in some ways.
thank you for believing in me <3 I'm sure I'll find something or better stick to what I currently feel because I have a feeling it will all work out great.
I understand, work isn't always as fun and well, I wouldn't know much because I haven't worked at all like you have. so kudos to you for that. however, I'm hoping you're getting some good rest now. I literally like all the names you think of. bass and a nice beat, yeah that's amazing. I'll share my spotify playlist for you. I'm currently typing from phone but when I get my laptop, I'll do that. I'll make one just for you hehe, hopefully you'll like those songs. I love learning about other people's music taste too so please go ahead! <3
lol i like long mesages messages are fun. wow ur gonna write the second part to the story? oh yeah plz do that would be rlly fun. same to you fam only read or reply as much as you feel like doing bc there's no rush or time limit here.
what's the story behind your profile picture, if it has any? first i had a Pikachu smoking weed as my pfp, then i had a thug yoshi, and now i have sonic putting his middle finger up lol. i like the idea of takin an innocent character and making it act that way. idk how to describe it other than saying it reminds me of the type of area i come from where everyone tries to be tough even tho they arent much. yeah i am normally nice but i don't forget where i come from.i grew up around a lot of thug type ppl and so it is somewhere in there as part of who i am. or who i try to be anyway. also i just like video game characters like that, i played Mario and sonic a lot as a kid. and i think its also pretty funny to see yoshi smoking weed or sonic flipping ppl off lol, its just unexpected. did this answer make any damn sense? i hope u caught my vibe. it has to do w liking video game characters but also wanting the characters to have a badazz persona rather than being too friendly looking. i have 2 sides of me the nice side but also the side that reflects the type of place i came from
do you have siblings? I know that you have a brother but if you'd like to tell about your relationship with him, go ahead! i have a brother named Christian he's 17 years. my relationship with him. we been thru a lot together. we stick up for each other. my brother doesn't show emotions and doesn't like tot alk to anyone. he stays in his room 90% of the day. he's a big loner. he likes to draw in his room. we don't talk much bc anytime i come into the same room as him he leaves and goes into his room rite away. i wish we hung out more but i know he had trouble with social stuff. my bro has misophonia and big anger issues triggered by that so sumtimes he has outbursts but hes a lot more lenient to me than he is to my mom cuz he hates our mom. misophonia is hatred of sounds. and it makes the person rlly mad or anxious and its common in autism i think. which is wat he has. if he hears me make a sound he doesn't like he will just ask me to stop or leave, which is better than wat he does to our mom. to our mom he would cuss at her or throw things. so he is more lenient with me. i love my bro. hes my little fam. im rlly protective of him. anyone who tries to mess with them nah that pizzes me off if anyone messes w him.
also i apparently have many other siblings but i don't know them. christain is the only siblings of mine i know. my dad is a cheater who slept around with many women which is why i have so many other half siblings. christain is my full blood sibling tho
do you have any pets? I think you mentioned a cat sometime, right? my memory is pretty shirty lol yeah i have a cat named sunny. shes orange and white. her full name is sunny honey paws. shes like 12 ish years old. shes rlly nice. she was there for me thru my breakup. she always had my back. there were sum times i felt i didn't wanna exist but sunny would always brighten up my day. cuz having a little cat care about u, it just helps to deal with pain. sunny helped me get over my breakup
what's your dream job or a job that you would be chill with? as a kid i always wanted to be a firefighter. i want a physical job but also a job where i help ppl. so a firefighter would be cool but unfortunately i need to get fit if i ever srsly tried to get that job. im rlly out of shape. its rlly hard to get fit.
what kind of music do you like? :3 I like all music except country. I rlly mean that tho. i dig all different genres. but lately i been listening to more rap and r&b type music
pet peeves? my first pet peeve is when ppl stand right behind me. my second pet peeve is when ppl start a convo with me right when im eating. my third pet peeve is when ppl wake me up. my fourth pet peeve is the sun. sunlight hurts my eyes. im so used to being in the dark
@MrMarino
I'll write the second part, yes. if I can't tonight becase it's already 11 pm here, I'll do it early in the morning. I have a rough story planned out. it wouldn't be as funny because you're the master at that, but I hope it will be nice.
this answer made a lot of sense. I'd like to get to know more things about you and it's nice of you to share. I'd accept any and all parts of you, because I am sure all of it is you whether in equal portion or not, it's still all you and you're pretty awesome. :) and it's good that you're loyal to the upbringing you had, or like, the place where you grew up. I think all of do, in honesty. I caught your vibe. so I get the story behind your profile picture now, and it's really nice. I really like the concept behind it. you wouldn't expect these characters to behave that way but it's cool to give them this badazz persona, agreed. it is pretty funny and after reading this, it offers a new side to look into. as I said, all that makes you, you is important and I agree that all of that you are is you.
seems like you're good buddies. your brother sounds a little like my brother, he doesn't leave his room 90% of the time either. your brother draws, that's so cool! drawing is amazing. oh so he doesn't like being around people. I can understand about having social stuff issues, and he doesn't need to force himself to be so out there anyway, he's free to do what feels right and comfortable for him. I didn't know about Misophonia, thanks for explaining what it is. sounds can be pretty annoying and that sounds so tough man, and having anger issues stemming from this, it feels stressful for him. so he's autistic? I don't know a lot about autism but I want to learn more about it. I do know that feeling anxious by loud sounds and also make the person mad are some symptoms kinda, or so I have seen in a web series. I'm glad you have good relations with him so he doesn't get too mad at you. and it's actually very sweet of him to let you know if what you're doing annoys him or leave rather than have an argument or something of the sort, that's mature and really nice. it sure seemed like you love him, he sounds really sweet. <3
dang. do you wish to know those other siblings? I don't know what to say to this. cheaters aren't nice and I'm a bit unsure how a person would feel if it really happened. I think I'll need to think about it for some time.
sunny is such a cute name and by the description, it def suits her. aww sunny honey paws sounds lovely. I'm so glad you had her through your breakups, they can be really rough. it's good to have a support system and I think having pets as your support system of part of it is really underrated. I'm sorry you felt so low *hugs* but I'm glad you had sunny through all of it. I'm sure she loves and cares about you a lot.
FIREFIGHTER SOUNDS SO COOL OMG!! it's such a selfless job too, saving lives like that and just damn. for a physical job, firefighter is such a great option and I get that, you need to be fit in order to be one. but hey, you're taking such healthy steps and with time and consistency it will all work out, I'm rooting for you <3 I understand the struggle of trying to get fit, it's really hard and damn it's the opposite of linear but I believe everyone has the potential to make healthier choices and get fit. and you, Marino are doing amazing so far. we've got this fitness journey started and now we just need to keep going. slow steps :)
you don't like country music? noted. I've been really trying to get into rap but so far the process is not going well :( I just need to find some good raps I think also what's r&b? I don't think I know
aw I remember you were kinda mad at people being behind you on college campus. talking while eating why is that even a thing. it doesn't have to be completely silent but I like to not be disturbed while eating too, I get that. aw hopefully you are sleeping well right now or whenever you do. sleep is important indeed. it's good to know about your pet peeves, I couldn't have guessed. you're used to being in the dark, I get that.
questions to Lumerino
wats the story behind ur pfp? do u like anime? if so what kind
are u the younger or older sibling i wasn't sure lol, younger im assuming
whats 2 facts about you i don't know about lol
do u like kids?
if u had to pick a spirit animal for yourself what would it be
what kind of shows or movies do u like?
whats one of your biggest fears
so ur a rlly nice person that's obvious. was there ever a time u weren't so nice or needed to learn empathy or is it sumthing that's always been a part of you?
@MrMarino
wats the story behind ur pfp? do u like anime? if so what kind: I do really like anime. I mainly love Ghibli Studios movies by Hayao Miyazaki. he's an amazing person and his movies are really the best I have seen. the girl in my picture is Hina from Weathering With You, people also call her the sunshine girl. isn't that so cool? so in my city it didn't really release and by popular demand was available only for a day or two and my brother (told you he isn't as bad lol) got three tickets for me, himself and my dad (because mom was working). I LOVED THE MOVIE SO MUCH. the story, the characters, everything. one of my other fav movies Your Name by the same production has a crossover in this too so that's double awesome. I have hair that kinda resembles Hina, hers are obviously better, mine is too frizzy lol. so basically we have the same hair length and that's dope too, I recently had a haircut. I can also change this, I mainly wanted to have a profile picture that kinda looks like me and kinda feels like me. Hina is really very nice and a selfless person, I wish I could be more like her. I have made a list of anime movies and shows I watch, I plan to keep on updating it. a lot of the animes I have watched are light-hearted and adventurous. I could go on and on about this, so maybe I will do it in other post hehe.
are u the younger or older sibling i wasn't sure lol, younger im assuming: you assumed, right! I am the younger out of the two of us. I am kinda glad that I am the younger one because it lets you loose of troubles a lot lol. my brother can be very bossy though, we don't interact often anyway. he's the funniest guy I have ever met, and he can be protective sometimes, once in a blue moon. when I told him about the guy thing (the one I mentioned earlier), he also was worried that he's causing me trouble so he wanted to know if he has to intervene lol, that was sweet. I was able to handle it on my own tho. we are better this way. there's this story my brother keeps on telling everyone we meet and I would like to share with you, it's a very short one but so funny lol. when I was small, I was even smaller, right (I am making fun of my height, it's a coping mechanism lol jk I just like making fun of it). so my brother told me he used to have all these awesome soft toys, like a monkey, dog, teddy bears and some other animals. he liked to organize them while playing, making them sit together. guess what he did? he arranged me with all of his toys and played with me lol. I was very small then so I don't remember but it's a very fond memory for him so I like to imagine it sometimes, very cute.
whats 2 facts about you i don't know about lol: mhm, two that I would like to share now would be... *thinks* what kind of facts to share XD I love making hand made presents for my friends, I am pretty good at that. stuff like explosion boxes and others. I wouldn't say it's a talent or anything but I do nicely by following the tutorial videos lol. second, I have a hugeash collection of writing pieces on my phone with more than a thousand screenshots lol. I love reading these small pieces by people on Instagram or Tumblr, some of them are very cool. I am a huge collector of these things and I am pretty proud of it. also, I like journaling so I have legit made a glow-up journal for myself where I craft my glowing up journey.
do u like kids?: okay, hear me out on this one because it's important I get my point across XD I LOVE KIDS. but I am not particularly good at being around kids because I am a kid myself. I used to be a pretty awesome person for kids but lately not so much. I just never know what to do around them and I just love seeing them from afar enjoying with people who actually know how to play with them. I worry a lot that I may upset them or do something wrong so I try to stay away but dang I love them. I am more of a person who is around kids when they can speak you know. so I talk to them a lot when they are speaking to me, they never stop talking to me after that lol. I wish I could play with them too. dang, my shy-ash. kids are very innocent and need protection and I love them very very much. I wish I had a younger sibling, my little cousins like my brother more because they all just play together, I am really just there to talk, when there's no one to talk, they come to me and we have a blast then. makes sense, right? XD so I love them but yeah, I am not around them as often as I'd like to be.
if u had to pick a spirit animal for yourself what would it be: I used to say unicorn but nah, I wanna change. unicorns are too dope for my personality. I'd like to say my spirit animal is a hybrid of a dolphin and an owl, imagine that if you want a laugh lol. owls are very wise but I am kinda okay, and dolphins are so bubbly and cute and I am kinda both of those things in little amount XD so it's a hybrid between both. owls are so dope tho. I wish we could have an owl as a pet, but I don't know how that will go lol. owls are also very intuitive and I am too. dolphins are just the best lol. they are really sweet, playful and they're pretty smart. I don't know but I vibe with these two lol.
what kind of shows or movies do u like?: I never know how to answer this lol. I think I watch a lot of dramas. I don't know the genre of most movies and tv shows I watch. but I will try to list them. so I like horror movies and shows, recently I watched the haunting of hill house and the haunting of bly manor, have you seen them? they're awesome, I loved them, especially hill house, a masterpiece. I have watched some horror movies too, I usually watch alone, sometimes with mom and friends - The Conjuring, The Nun, Annabelle, friend request, lights out orphan, the boy, to name some. I have watched a lot of romcoms but I don't like them very much now. I loved a lot of coming of age movies like, edge of seventeen (related so hard), perks of being a wallflower, the Duff, 17 again, 10 things I hate about you, the half of it (this is my favourite movie ever since I watched it, it's the BEST), I also really really like 500 days of summer, think it's one of the best. I don't know how to describe these movies lol but this is kinda like my taste. I like Marvel too, didn't watch all the movies tho (but I have watched the Endgame now that's weird lol). for tv shows, I just watch what I can find. I like FRIENDS, Bojack Horseman, How I Met Your Mother, Atypical, Anne with an e is my fav probably followed by Bojack Horseman, The Good Place is amazing, Violet Evergarden (anime), Your Lie in April (anime). it would be a huge list so I will stop for now lol.
whats one of your biggest fears: ending up alone, I guess. I have a tendency to isolate myself a lot in any sort of relationship. and one more fact about me is that I absorb a lot of movies or TV shows traits and like, it becomes a part of me so it really makes me isolate myself at times. I am scared of losing people, but on the other hand, I believe I will survive. it hits hard and bad when it's because of me something ended. I have a lot of fears though, to be honest, I haven't really explored these fears of my mine. I would be better able to explain them. I have a bad history of losing friendships, it's kind of a streak I am maintaining somehow (trying to break it).
so ur a rlly nice person that's obvious. was there ever a time u weren't so nice or needed to learn empathy or is it sumthing that's always been a part of you?: I think there a lot of times when I wasn't so nice, I will tell you about one of those moments. STORYTIME XD so this is about 4 years old story now (I seem to carry my past around a lot, I am not proud of it). I had this guy that I was seeing, it was really short, 3 or 4 months. I was the first one who made the move but at that time he let me down slowly lol, but after a few days he kinda made the move and we got together. I like to think that I may not be people's first choice but after getting to know me, they do seem to like me enough, that's comforting. anyway, we were kinda nice together, I loved talking to him a lot and like, he was very nice, very understanding. but after a month of two of the relationship, I wasn't very kind to him. it was my first relationship so I guess, making mistakes is okay. I got possessive of him and at some point asked him to stop talking to my best friend because I was a little insecure with how much they were talking and being with each other. he lied to me and said he did, but he didn't as I got to know later. well, he shouldn't have to in the first place, I was being a beach. around this time, my parents found out about this relationship so I had to break up with him. my best friend stopped talking to me because he sent her an ss of our conversation and I kinda said something bad about her and him. she stopped after then but she was still talking to him so well, I broke lol. I was crying and I victimized myself, I would try to call him again and again and ask to mend our relationship. it was a dark time, for sure. I wasn't nice during that time, Marino. I was very manipulative, just bad, and yeah of that sort. I am not, now. that's why I try not to get too close or putting myself in a position where I feel attached to people. and I mean, my future friendships ended up with me being alone so it became a vicious cycle. I read this post somewhere that having abandonment issues is a vicious cycle because you constantly think people will leave you, you do stuff making people leave you because of this belief and when they do leave (because you yourself did the things to make them leave), you convince yourself they were gonna leave anyway because how you are as a person. I am trying to work on it, it can be hard.
I just realized were gonna get so much forum upvotes from each other from this thread aha. i got a forum upvote badge thanks to you.
i fell asleep rlly randomly, that was weird. Thanks Lumie im glad im off now too and oh thanks for telling me your time zone Lumerino. thanks a lot. lol yea i got sleep now i feel better. i work for 2 more days. on days where i don't work, you and i's schedule will be a lot more compatible bc ill be awake during the night and the night is like ur day time i think, well half of my night is.
lol yeah i was, for real, Lumie. talking to you is a lot of fun fr. i wouldn't just send these long azz messages to any ol random person, it has to be sumone i consider special. lol thanks Lumie you're so awesome. you're the best
that's good u value ur time! do what makes you happy bc this is ur life. i love listening to you too and i like that u listen to me. similar thoughts. great minds think a lot lol. well with those friends where they expect me to keep the convo going it feels tiring and draining, it saps my energy. and it makes me feel like they don't rlly give a shirt about me and wat i say.
lol yeah ur funny as heck xD this is a highlight to my day too Lumie you make my days a lot better by talking to me. im sure you're a student who tries, don't be hard on yourself, the school system is dumb and whack and letter scores don't define you or your intelligence. Youre always graduated keep pushing keep being amazing, its gonna be so hype when u graduate, and i hope you'll be proud of yourself
yeah shes rlly chill, and good hearted, very friendly inclusive. shes chill and nice also very sassy,. oh yeah livi is super funny haha she has a big sense of humor. no thank you for making me feel better by being here. there's very few ppl in my life who id talk this much too in such a short time span but enjoy it tho. i do enjoy talking to u a lot.
@MrMarino
lol yeah, I'd give you many more upvotes if I could :) I got so many badges because of you too lol, 10 upvotes, 15 upvotes and more hehe. I am writing during my morning classes so that's why there's a gap in between. classes are getting more boring these days, how is that even possible. I am really taking my sweet time here, (I am sorry lol) I have a free period next time, I will write faster then, I want the story to be ready when you come online next time but before that, I am messaging in response to other things.
I am glad you slept, and I read some other messages too so I am glad you're sleeping again :p get as much rest as you can! I will try to keep track of your time zone too now hehe. it's late at night for you, almost midnight when I am typing this, I guess, right? dang, hold on with me here on this, okay, I am pretty bad at this time zone thing. I am glad you felt better after sleeping. aw, 2 more days :( good luck with them, hope those days go well, I will be here for a lighthearted chat to keep you company after or whenever :) or any chat lol. I agree our timing is compatible, I am around here a lot these days before I go away for a little while during exams, but I will still be around haha. yes, half of your night time is my day time, it's morning here and well, night for you. I take time typing so it's probably late now lol but when you come again today, you'll find them here so that's what matters.
I wouldn't take this much time for a random person either hehe, you is special <3 XD you are super awesome to talk to, i love talking with you. no you're the best! hehe, wow, we can just endlessly create more friend battles this way, okie, we are both pretty great :p
we are both pretty good at listening to each other and keeping this conversation going, I love that. yeah, I thought it might be tiring and draining to be the one responsible for the conversation entirely, that's no fun. it's not a nice feeling that someone doesn't give shirt to keep the conversation going or care what you say. please feel free to say anything here because all of it matters and I'd listen to all of it and a lot of things back because the conversation works both ways.
you're really really the best person, a lot of people don't find me funny so it is really a big deal for me when someone says I'm funny. I think I am an okay student lol but this year is pretty important for me, I need to do my very best, I will do it. thanks for your words. and I agree it doesn't define my intelligence, marks are still important sadly. I am so excited for when I do graduate, yay! I will throw a mini-party here, I don't know what it will involve but felt dope lol.
I knew she is amazing! <3 I enjoy talking to you a lot too. and I like how we both go above and beyond to answer questions, it's really helping me to get to know you. you're amazing.