Can't eat, can't sleep
My partner and best friend of almost 6 years told me yesterday that he wants to break up as we have lost our 'spark'. I didn't think we had a problem, I mean the reality is that most relationships don't stay on the honeymoon period forever, right? We never argue and we are the bestest of friends, always laughing and joking, and caring for each other. I just guess for him it's not new and exciting anymore, and we are no longer in the phase were we can't keep our hands of each other like we did when we first met. We now have to move out of our rented home, and I have to move back in with my mother at 28 years of age, and it's all just soul destroying. I can't eat, I can't sleep, and I just can't think about anything else but WHY is he doing this to us!! I know he loves and cares about me, and I know this break up is hard for him, so why is he throwing this away. I have always allowed my life to revolve around him, I bend over backwards to please him and support him with anything. I just feel like he is making a huge mistake but he won't listen.