For Kyler Buddy đ
Hi Kyler đ I hope youâre doing okies đÂ
This is just a little thread Iâve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.Â
Edit: Please donât read/post here unless youâre Kyler or me. đ
hey kyler buddy đ
Niiiii *hug attack* hey hru missed you
@kylersartpace
kkkkkkyyyyyyllllllleeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrr missed you too. i'm uh not the best lol but surviving and trying. đ Howâs you kyler friendÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
kyler rn is iffy not good but not bad anything on your mind u wanna talk to me about?
@kylersartpace
is there anything ni friend can doâŠ? <3 *hugs if okay?* đ
Idk. :') tw///grief, loss, mention of sui, please donât read if it will trigger you: i lost two friends on here. the first one⊠my other friend told me they comm1tted :( and the second oneâŠ. it was announced here⊠turtle passed away. I miss them both so much, itâs just been hard.Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
turtle...??? the 1 ik....???
@kylersartpace
the ATL turtle :( brilliantTurtle89
@LoveMyMoonflowers
no...youre joking...pls say youre joking....
@kylersartpace
âŠ. đ„ș
@LoveMyMoonflowers
where....was it said...
it cant be true....it just cant be....
@kylersartpace
I wish i knew what to say. đ but the link is hereâŠ. https://www.7cups.com/forum/siteupdates/General_2444/RememberingBrilliantTurtle89_331695/
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...i...found it....i dont believe it...i...i cant...
@kylersartpace
đ *offers safe hugs - no pressure*Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*hides in hug crying*
@kylersartpace
*big warm hugs* đ„ș </3 :')
@LoveMyMoonflowers
the tears wont stop...but im not meant to be crying...my parents are awake...ill get in trouble....
@kylersartpace
oh no friend :( me understand. it's okay to cry tbh - it should be okay at least đ to merely express our emotions, what we are feeling. i'm sorry your parents would be mad about it if they saw you cryingâŠ. :( *hugs* ik it hurts. đ grieving with you, kyler friendâŠ. we sitting with you and grieving with you, me, and everyone who knew and loved and cared about turtle. đ love you kyler friend, i know it hurts. :') I donât have the right words tbh. i'm not sure what to say. but if you ever need to talk about how your feeling about this ni friend is just a tag away :') Hugs you đ i tried journaling to process some of it but couldnât get many words outâŠ. but do you think journaling may help you friend, i know it helps some people process :( Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
dont think itll help me...cant find words....
@kylersartpace
I understand đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sorry im giving really bad responses....also ni...your other friend...do i...know them...
@kylersartpace
your not friend, itâs okay. đ i donât think your responding badly at all or anything like that
no friend i donât think you knew themâŠÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ok...got the tears to stop...for now...but could break again any second....but cant let myself...
@kylersartpace
I'm sorry for the late reply friend :( im here now though, im sorryÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni...dont be sorry...
@kylersartpace
OkayâŠ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*big hugs* feel like u need that...
@kylersartpace
Hugs⊠đÂ
Idk I'm just numb again.Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah i get that dw...im trynna make me numb...but rn...im talking to my gf...
im not sure whether this happens on your device sometimes :( but this happens on my phone and ipad sometimes, the replies basically get swallowed by the wallâŠ.Â
i'm sorry friend but could you repeat that here because i canât read the entire thing and if i try to copy/paste itâs not working so well :( i'm sorry. đ©·Â
(i might poof cos my mom says we gotta go out somewhere, for some shopping or something)Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
all good no need to be sorry
yeah i get that dw...im trynna make me numb...but rn...im talking to my gf...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey ni...idk if youll see this today....but would u wanna help me with something...
@kylersartpace
Kyler bean I'm so so so sorry :( I was away, iâm really sorry. *** i shouldnât do that, leave impulsively like that Iâm so sorryÂ
this was 3 days ago so iâm probably really late but what was it i could have helped with friend :(Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok...u can still help...its ehh...a projec....for turtle...
@kylersartpace
oh đ©· i see friend⊠thatâs sweet <3 what is itÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i wanna draw a memorial piece with the community of a turtle....and on the shell have words that people give me about...what they feel represents turtle...so im asking others to pick 1 word each....
@kylersartpace
Okay friend đ©· how about you make a forum post about this asking the people who knew turtle. maybe you can go to that post and see all the people who replied and tag some of themâŠ.? <3Â
i'm sorry if i seem a little insensitiveâŠ. i donât mean to. i'm still really numb tbh and donât know what to feel or think. i havenât processed it completely stillâŠ. im sorry if i seem insensitiveÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk...im scared...plus idk how many ill need....i have 3 so far...do u wanna help?...u dont have to...
@kylersartpace
its okay, i understand <3 but if you want the community to help a bit i can make the forum post asking if you want?Â
what words did you choose friend đ©· I can think ofâŠ. loving. Turtle was loving. she loved us. she was like a mom.. she was loving and wise.Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
u can if u want....others i asked gave me the words of compassionate motherly and gentle...
@kylersartpace
those are perfect words đ©·Â
she was also fun-loving and funnyâŠ. she was⊠:') the best turtle in the whole world, really. đ©·Â
I miss herÂ
i donât mind making a post like that but it would take some time friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni dw i aint been able to even start it yet....i miss her 2...a lot....since tuesday...i havent really taken care of myself...ive been a mess....
@kylersartpace
đ I understand. i been kinda a mess too tbh. tw///thinking about crisisey stuff latelyâŠ. but what happened friend :( *hugs if okay?*Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
been thinking about stuff 2....but i like have barely ate not slept well...barely getting out of bed....just everything....
@kylersartpace
:( at least itâs your summer break but i'm sorry you not been sleeping well and not nomming much friend :( đ is there anything ni friend can do to help kyler bean..? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
honestly...idk....i really dk how to even help me...let alone how others can help
@kylersartpace
i get what you mean tbhâŠ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah....doesnt help when i get shouted at for it all...
@kylersartpace
that certainly wouldnât help, being shouted at is the worst :(Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...i dont plan on eating at all today....
hi friend đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hey hru doingÂ
@kylersartpace
hi <3 idk how iâm doing, how are you? <3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
rn im...ehh...very dizzy...and faint...but yeah...what u been up to
@kylersartpace
wait why? whatâs happened :( well i been sleeping a lot today and yesterday. on friday my skin had some weird allergic reaction to something :/ i didnât get much sleep at all that night so i slept the entire day on saturday lol. i'm ok now i took some anti allergy medsÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
glad youre ok now and well idk y i am..i get it a lot...but ill be ok im in my bed...
@kylersartpace
i hope youâll be okay :(Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i will be...promise...
@kylersartpace
hugs if okay. <3Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sicky hugs*
@kylersartpace
*Huggies*Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
just be careful so i dont make u sick...
missing u and thinking of you kyler đ howâs you tonight đ @kylersartpace
@LoveMyMoonflowers
missing u 2...rn...im not good...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggwie attack*
@kylersartpace
hugs <3 wuv you kyler bean /p
@LoveMyMoonflowers
love u 2.../p no more leaving me pls....
@kylersartpace
i'm sorry.Â
<3
do you ever find a song thatâs so relatable that you have it on loop for like ages. thatâs me rn.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yep...100%... and its ok dont be sorry...
@kylersartpace
i might go itâs 3:23 am. iâm sorry⊠ill be on in and out for a bit longer, donât wanna get caught though
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni...u need some sleep...i might pass out soon...i dont feel 2 good...heads really hurting...and im really dizzy...and ive been crying so yeah...
@kylersartpace
ill get sleep yeah
wait what happened? can you get some water kylerÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
crying...was because i got to talk to my gf...i hadnt head from her since yesterday...and i was really worried...i had her brother tell me what happened yesterday and stuff....but yeah...
@kylersartpace
i hope sheâs okay :(Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
shes ok...she had..fainted yesterday...and hit her head really hard...im guessing she was also dealing with age regression...because she doesnt really remember much from being in hospital...and her brother said she was acting like a child...(i had to explain to him what age regression is) shes home now...think she fell asleep tbh...
@kylersartpace
oh no đ„ș v understandable youâd be worried about her buddy. a lot happened đ sending love to you and to her too. :(Â
i might go friend it getting hard to stay up and my eyes feeling droopy. iâm sorry. stay safe đÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni sleep well ily /p
@kylersartpace
love you too đ /p good morning <3
wait itâs 11 am here so does that count as morningâŠ? đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah it does...
@kylersartpace
hey. đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...
@kylersartpace
hi <3 whatâs up?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ehhhh the sky?...
@kylersartpace
hehe. i do that too. sometimes i say the ceiling đ *hugs if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah so hru
@kylersartpace i'm ok i guess. idk đ€·đ»ââïž hruÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im....ehhh...tired but ok ish
@kylersartpace okay đÂ
*doesn't know how to do conversationsâŠ*Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
dw idk how to do convos either
@kylersartpace hehe. đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sooooooooo eeeehhhhh wyd
@kylersartpace uh cupsing/replying to something on here lol. thatâs it really đ wbu?Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
about to draw even though ill fail
@kylersartpace awww :( is it a drawing for someone?
@LoveMyMoonflowers well yeah it is but its not the 1 youre thinking of...rn i cant start that 1...cant even start the 1 i was gonna...mother annoying me...
@kylersartpace i'm sorry i know i was supposed to help⊠with one of them⊠with the forum thingy.Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah but its ok ni...dw about it
@kylersartpace mhmâŠÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers if anything...idk if ill ever be able to get around to doing it...
@kylersartpace awww. :(Â
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sorry...
@kylersartpace you donât have to be sorry <3 i should be sorry, idk how to help with anythingâŠÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers ni...u have nothing to be sorry for
@kylersartpace okayâŠÂ
friend what makes you say that đ„ș i'm glad i have you in my life. your my friend đ i care about you. I guess i donât help so well all the time but i do care about you. you donât have to be sorry for being in my life đ and i think itâs okie if you take your time with the drawing and work at your own pace friend. I understand the procrastination though and perhaps the different things that might be causing it. đ
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey....im...sorry...
@LoveMyMoonflowers hey...
@kylersartpace hi <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers hru doing ni?? â=âĄÎŁ((( 〠âoâ )ă€
@kylersartpace aww. hmm idk hru
@LoveMyMoonflowers im really sick....but im still giving u huggies...u can be sick with me
@kylersartpace *huggles* idm being sickÂ
@LoveMyMoonflowers good ill make u sick just know its bad to the point i keep struggling to breathe