For Kyler Buddy 💜
Hi Kyler 💜 I hope you’re doing okies 💕
This is just a little thread I’ve made that can be our forum space (: like we were talking about earlier in TCR.
Edit: Please don’t read/post here unless you’re Kyler or me. 💜
hey kyler buddy 💜
Niiiii *hug attack* hey hru missed you
@kylersartpace
kkkkkkyyyyyyllllllleeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrr missed you too. i'm uh not the best lol but surviving and trying. 💜 How’s you kyler friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
kyler rn is iffy not good but not bad anything on your mind u wanna talk to me about?
@kylersartpace
is there anything ni friend can do…? <3 *hugs if okay?* 💜
Idk. :') tw///grief, loss, mention of sui, please don’t read if it will trigger you: i lost two friends on here. the first one… my other friend told me they comm1tted :( and the second one…. it was announced here… turtle passed away. I miss them both so much, it’s just been hard.
im not sure whether this happens on your device sometimes :( but this happens on my phone and ipad sometimes, the replies basically get swallowed by the wall….
i'm sorry friend but could you repeat that here because i can’t read the entire thing and if i try to copy/paste it’s not working so well :( i'm sorry. 🩷
(i might poof cos my mom says we gotta go out somewhere, for some shopping or something)
@LoveMyMoonflowers
all good no need to be sorry
yeah i get that dw...im trynna make me numb...but rn...im talking to my gf...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey ni...idk if youll see this today....but would u wanna help me with something...
@kylersartpace
Kyler bean I'm so so so sorry :( I was away, i’m really sorry. *** i shouldn’t do that, leave impulsively like that I’m so sorry
this was 3 days ago so i’m probably really late but what was it i could have helped with friend :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok...u can still help...its ehh...a projec....for turtle...
@kylersartpace
oh 🩷 i see friend… that’s sweet <3 what is it
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i wanna draw a memorial piece with the community of a turtle....and on the shell have words that people give me about...what they feel represents turtle...so im asking others to pick 1 word each....
@kylersartpace
Okay friend 🩷 how about you make a forum post about this asking the people who knew turtle. maybe you can go to that post and see all the people who replied and tag some of them….? <3
i'm sorry if i seem a little insensitive…. i don’t mean to. i'm still really numb tbh and don’t know what to feel or think. i haven’t processed it completely still…. im sorry if i seem insensitive
@LoveMyMoonflowers
idk...im scared...plus idk how many ill need....i have 3 so far...do u wanna help?...u dont have to...
@kylersartpace
its okay, i understand <3 but if you want the community to help a bit i can make the forum post asking if you want?
what words did you choose friend 🩷 I can think of…. loving. Turtle was loving. she loved us. she was like a mom.. she was loving and wise.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
u can if u want....others i asked gave me the words of compassionate motherly and gentle...
@kylersartpace
those are perfect words 🩷
she was also fun-loving and funny…. she was… :') the best turtle in the whole world, really. 🩷
I miss her
i don’t mind making a post like that but it would take some time friend
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni dw i aint been able to even start it yet....i miss her 2...a lot....since tuesday...i havent really taken care of myself...ive been a mess....
@kylersartpace
😔 I understand. i been kinda a mess too tbh. tw///thinking about crisisey stuff lately…. but what happened friend :( *hugs if okay?*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
been thinking about stuff 2....but i like have barely ate not slept well...barely getting out of bed....just everything....
@kylersartpace
:( at least it’s your summer break but i'm sorry you not been sleeping well and not nomming much friend :( 😔 is there anything ni friend can do to help kyler bean..? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
honestly...idk....i really dk how to even help me...let alone how others can help
@kylersartpace
i get what you mean tbh…
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah....doesnt help when i get shouted at for it all...
@kylersartpace
that certainly wouldn’t help, being shouted at is the worst :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah...i dont plan on eating at all today....
hi friend 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
Hey hru doing
@kylersartpace
hi <3 idk how i’m doing, how are you? <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
rn im...ehh...very dizzy...and faint...but yeah...what u been up to
@kylersartpace
wait why? what’s happened :( well i been sleeping a lot today and yesterday. on friday my skin had some weird allergic reaction to something :/ i didn’t get much sleep at all that night so i slept the entire day on saturday lol. i'm ok now i took some anti allergy meds
@LoveMyMoonflowers
glad youre ok now and well idk y i am..i get it a lot...but ill be ok im in my bed...
@kylersartpace
i hope you’ll be okay :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
i will be...promise...
@kylersartpace
hugs if okay. <3
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*sicky hugs*
@kylersartpace
*Huggies*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
just be careful so i dont make u sick...
missing u and thinking of you kyler 💜 how’s you tonight 💜 @kylersartpace
@LoveMyMoonflowers
missing u 2...rn...im not good...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
*huggwie attack*
@kylersartpace
hugs <3 wuv you kyler bean /p
@LoveMyMoonflowers
love u 2.../p no more leaving me pls....
@kylersartpace
i'm sorry.
<3
do you ever find a song that’s so relatable that you have it on loop for like ages. that’s me rn.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yep...100%... and its ok dont be sorry...
@kylersartpace
i might go it’s 3:23 am. i’m sorry… ill be on in and out for a bit longer, don’t wanna get caught though
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni...u need some sleep...i might pass out soon...i dont feel 2 good...heads really hurting...and im really dizzy...and ive been crying so yeah...
@kylersartpace
ill get sleep yeah
wait what happened? can you get some water kyler
@LoveMyMoonflowers
crying...was because i got to talk to my gf...i hadnt head from her since yesterday...and i was really worried...i had her brother tell me what happened yesterday and stuff....but yeah...
@kylersartpace
i hope she’s okay :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
shes ok...she had..fainted yesterday...and hit her head really hard...im guessing she was also dealing with age regression...because she doesnt really remember much from being in hospital...and her brother said she was acting like a child...(i had to explain to him what age regression is) shes home now...think she fell asleep tbh...
@kylersartpace
oh no 🥺 v understandable you’d be worried about her buddy. a lot happened 😔 sending love to you and to her too. :(
i might go friend it getting hard to stay up and my eyes feeling droopy. i’m sorry. stay safe 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
its ok ni sleep well ily /p
@kylersartpace
love you too 💙 /p good morning <3
wait it’s 11 am here so does that count as morning…? 😭
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah it does...
@kylersartpace
hey. 💜
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey...
@kylersartpace
hi <3 what’s up?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
ehhhh the sky?...
@kylersartpace
hehe. i do that too. sometimes i say the ceiling 😅 *hugs if okie*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah so hru
@kylersartpace i'm ok i guess. idk 🤷🏻♀️ hru
@LoveMyMoonflowers
im....ehhh...tired but ok ish
@kylersartpace okay 💙
*doesn't know how to do conversations…*
@LoveMyMoonflowers
dw idk how to do convos either
@kylersartpace hehe. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sooooooooo eeeehhhhh wyd
@kylersartpace uh cupsing/replying to something on here lol. that’s it really 😭 wbu?
@LoveMyMoonflowers
about to draw even though ill fail
@kylersartpace awww :( is it a drawing for someone?
@LoveMyMoonflowers well yeah it is but its not the 1 youre thinking of...rn i cant start that 1...cant even start the 1 i was gonna...mother annoying me...
@kylersartpace i'm sorry i know i was supposed to help… with one of them… with the forum thingy.
@LoveMyMoonflowers
yeah but its ok ni...dw about it
@kylersartpace mhm…
@LoveMyMoonflowers if anything...idk if ill ever be able to get around to doing it...
@kylersartpace awww. :(
@LoveMyMoonflowers
sorry...
@kylersartpace you don’t have to be sorry <3 i should be sorry, idk how to help with anything…
@LoveMyMoonflowers ni...u have nothing to be sorry for
@kylersartpace okay…
@LoveMyMoonflowers i do though so yeah sorry...
@kylersartpace No you don’t 💙 i can’t think of anything you gotta be sorry about friend. *hugs if okay* i promise
@LoveMyMoonflowers im sorry i cant do the drawing...im sorry for coming into your life....im sorry for everything...
friend what makes you say that 🥺 i'm glad i have you in my life. your my friend 💙 i care about you. I guess i don’t help so well all the time but i do care about you. you don’t have to be sorry for being in my life 💙 and i think it’s okie if you take your time with the drawing and work at your own pace friend. I understand the procrastination though and perhaps the different things that might be causing it. 💙
@LoveMyMoonflowers its not procrastination...i just fully cant do it...and i say it because its true...im sorry for being in your life....im sorry for even existing...
@LoveMyMoonflowers
hey....im...sorry...
@LoveMyMoonflowers hey...