Being Thankful and Going Crazy at the same time. I cannot grasp the disciplines.

I'm starting this thread in the first week of 2025. Three years of struggle has put me in a spot of advantage. But now that I'm in that spot of advantage, I can't seem to take advantage of the time to make it more beneficial.
I think it's because I don't have a strong support group (other than here on 7-cups). And also, being 65 is slowing me down a bit when I still need to be going full steam.
The biggest deterrent to me is my brain going 9000 miles an hour about all the things that I wanna do and wanna get done. I simply exhaust myself. I have done so many things in the past three years to stay on track and push past obstacles and hardships that it's getting monotonous to keep trying and I wish I had the money that I could just stop and relax. But I can't, not even close! I may deserve a break but I am not entitled to a break. Bummer, right?
I have no choice but go strategically crazy for 2025.
If I do it right, I may set myself up with some residual income.

Day 6 of Week 7 of 2025 - A pretty hard week so far. Day 6 has me in the rears with my Core Balance Chores and my Physical Therapy. Employment work has been performed less than satisfactory. Income is poor. Mechanical problems yesterday was the icing on the cake (Not only with the vehicle, but also, unable to fufill two customer orders). Pouring rains today will cause delays in other areas but hopefully I can generate enough energy to get my CBC's and PT's 100% done while stuck in the house.
I have 2 days to regain some balance before week #7 ends.
The house is a small disaster. One Hour at a time.
Day 6 of Week 7 of 2025 - continued
Just a Note to Self: Growing resposibilities
Core Balance Chores
Health Balance Disciplines
Employment Balanced Income
Forward Balance Objectives
Day 6 of Week 7 of 2025 - continued
8:50am: Another hour of working in the kitchen.....
Today's goal is to complete ALL CBC's, without faltering. Stay progressive and disciplined.
Day 6 of Week 7 of 2025 - continued
9:40AM: An hour of personal tasks.....
Today's goal is to complete ALL CBC's, without faltering. Stay progressive and disciplined.
Day 6 of Week 7 of 2025 - continued
12:30pm: I cannot believe I just wasted 3 hours with indirection and napping without doing An hour of personal tasks..... DO PERSONAL TASKS.... NOW AND FAST! IT'S A CBC TO BE DONE WITH!
Today's goal is to complete ALL CBC's, without faltering. Stay progressive and disciplined.
Day 6 of Week 7 of 2025 - continued
2:07PM: I'm dragging feet..... Watch some TV and then start cleaning the floors.
Day 7 of Week 7 of 2025 - Strive to complete 100%. There is not much to do because most of it is caught up.
To start Week #8 with completed CBC's, will boost my morale considerably.
7:05AM: Clean Kitchen and do morning tasks. (CBC's)
